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distressed (vedh)

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ig: ripavah

lyrics:
I'm a mess up, pure disaster
She said she love me but I'm thinking she an actor
But now I'm better, cause I'm not with her
Everyday I woke up it's a pure disaster

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Do you see what I became

I'm so messed up
I was lost in the fake love

Glad that I'm over you now
Every single time when you're name comes up, I'm fucked up, hate it when you're around
Caffeine fueled, I'm a fool I'm just tryna blow up maybe go a couple more rounds
Give me one second, just hear my sound, used to fuck up convos that made me drown

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Do you see what I became

avah

glad i'm over u

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glad i'm over u (mcx)

psychosis (dez forman x polar)

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

dominican fike

mastered by yaki

(will rhead ydkm evan sasha cybertrash)

hang tight w/ vaeo

produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody

acoustics by the goat chrismarek

*lyrics*

(mochji)
never thought you’d go missing within these pages
my mind still running for miles, though it’s been ages
we haven’t talked in a while, lost in fixations

all i wanted was change
all you needed was space
these winter nights keep getting, colder now that you’re away
did i push you too far? was all of this a waste?
fine wine and cheap cigars, harder just to conversate

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

(tyler)
melted lungs from another fire
light another cigarette
cause we’re going down to the wire
if it’s conflict that you want
then it’s problems you’ll get
my house is burning down but i’ve never felt so content

i’m running out of options
toxic
she said that i lost it
take me off my life support
i don’t need fucking oxygen
i don’t wanna win
and in a minute i’ll be staring at my only friend
in the reflection of a mirror
warning signs been getting clearer
and the smoke seeps through the floor
i got 15 minute then u gotta go
cause this flowers still gonna bloom through the snow

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

flower w/ mochji, tyler serrani

crash the party

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

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i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

lyrics :

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

and i'm sorry that i'm so impatient
i'm not trying to keep you waiting
(waiting)
and i don't know why but everybody is telling me i changed
they be acting weird around me like i'm crazy or insane
yea they're trying to bring me down they want to see me suffocate
i don't need anymore trouble in my life so stay away

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

let you down (prod. nick szpara)

prod. bev 
lyrics - 
i guess its safe to say that you meant alot
i wasnt trying to fix you
i was trying to fix myself 
i really thought that you would help
wish i could show you how i felt
when you told me go to h*ll
for the past few months been broken hearted
miss your touch, I miss you calling 
go back to the day when our lips first parted 
I’m so sorry,
finish what I started 
for the past few months been broken hearted
miss your touch, I miss you calling 
go back to the day when our lips first parted 
I’m so sorry,
finish what I started
you said you had new man,
tell him finish what I started, 
baby I was waiting, you were playing, you were stalling,
and when I fell, you left me falling
mama told me if you really loved me you would call me
 -
All your love intoxicates 
you made me lose my balance
oh I’m losing faith, I can’t keep up with
with all her lies, I see revenge up in her eyes, 
"go to h*ll I hope you die”
thats what she told me
i 
miss when i would hold you 
really miss the old you, but now my baby’s old news
I been overthinking
should I call,
or should I leave it alone? 
I’m such a mess I need these drugs to keep me way’ from my phone
cant you love me cant you miss me cant you just feel the same?
cant you hug me cant you  kiss me cant you just say my name?
but you dont even think about me theres a hole in my brain
living peacefully without me girl im going insane

finish what i started

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brb for a while, not ready to make my next project yet, the story isnt over.

my only message is don't sell your soul, take control of your own life avah fam :)

glad i'm over u (mcx)

avah

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