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Memory Leak

Visuals

𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑹𝒀 𝑳𝑬𝑨𝑲

ive become aquainted well with the morning sun
well maybe all of this aint quite so bad
glancing at your sleeping face makes me feel so excited
about whats next to come past these fleeting moments

is this what you felt?
is this what you felt?
is this what you felt when you gushed about
watching clouds go by before the first train in the morning

take me by the hand

take me by the hand (demo)

who's gonna hold my hand while i google symptoms (slowed and reverbed)

past nights you kept me up
talking endlessly
hands held intertwined
skipping school
with you

past nights you kept me up
talking endlessly
cling to me
dont drift apart
keep your gentle heart
x2

come on lets go out
throw paint on walls
tag our dms in concrete malls
pet all the dogs and jump in puddles
make flower crowns, catch dreams and cuddles

could you maybe care less?
confess, that we're best friends
deep breath, cigarettes cluttering our hands
same clouds under the same sky, we'll be fine
cling to me
dont drift apart
keep your gentle heart!

Gentle heart

i'm sure you finally moved out
i hope some of the things i bought for you
a while ago
still found their way to you

tried to break off contact
she asked if i was free
busy getting carried away
filling gaps in history
never learned how to like someone
just throw them in the attic
the dust will suit me well

we used to hold up traffic
not fond of letting go
your body always said 
"no way, it's way too cold"

care package

hey june
we both got here early again
and im fumbling to get
my hair back to my bed hair
june please dont hold my hand
i want to stop worrying
if this is as good as its gonna get

whats holding us back?
all of our old friends keep asking about us
whats it like for you?
can i be the green tea in the morning
instead of the cold sweat on your face
can we catch a break this time we've learned from mistakes
just lay down on the grass like we used to
and we still do

never meant tuning, capo 3

June

caught a glance
across the rails
heart didnt drop as much as the last time
knees shaking but i didnt feel my guts spill out
 
i still hear we talk the same way so maybe
yeah maybe you wont mind if i just say hi next time

(hi)

https://youtu.be/lPFOaRA-Tmw

i'm only photogenic in the pictures you took

music video

*✲ﾟ*｡☆ﾟ (10steps)

how can i ever comfort myself
when nothing i ever done means anything to me

sometimes i wish i could live without the noise and pressure
fogging up my sound and vision

around me around me when there is no one to hug me
i cant do anything but to lose myself

how can i ever seek comfort in myself 
when it feels so stupid to sink into my own arms

(when theres no one to hold me i cant do anything)
around me around me when there is no one to hug me
(but to lose myself, but to lose myself)
i cant do anything but to lose myself

vocal stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1_yEAxd8l2N2LLR3MlDWNSGYW3Ihh-lTW?usp=sharing

Release title

Name your track

tyler yaamc i did not forget about the merch store package that got lost and i never got a refund for

here is the original: https://soundcloud.com/ylerdom/03-in-october-of-2019-i-called

In October Of 2020 I Realized I Never Had A Place To Call Home To Begin With

A little tune i wrote for a shortfilm my friends and i did in 2020 :)

Watch our shortfilm here: https://youtu.be/T7mWqv8r1l0

Shortfilm here!

Good Morning Lulu - Battle Theme! (2020)

isnt is funny as fuck
that im so into you
but youre not
into me at all

i cant imagine anything else
that could make me
want to laugh my guts out more than that
(more than that)

am i doing the right thing?
x16

stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1_yEAxd8l2N2LLR3MlDWNSGYW3Ihh-lTW?usp=sharing

caring is punk

super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

this was never the way i planned
not my intention
i got so brave
drink in hand
lost my descretion

i kissed a girl and i liked it 
the taste of her cherry chapstick
i kissed a girl just to try it
i hope my best friend doesnt mind it
it felt so wrong
it felt so right
dont mean im in love tonight
i kissed a girl and i liked it 

i liked it

i kissed a girl (cover)

[...] but you know,
i'm there for you

i'll be there,
for you

sweet echo

a little piece on not feeling welcome in your own home

chew the inside
of my mouth 
just to make
the time pass

never tried
to ponder the feelings
of dreaming
on this bed 
made out of so many 
nails

nails

i used to be so scared of spiders but then i
grew up and got my own place
daydreams of meeting new people
letting friends stay the night
watch movies and play games
but i guess daydreams rarely happen for real
let the dust settle in a safe space meant to heal

impatience is weighing on me more than it ever did
lead me to a place with your hand in mine, 
don't keep my mind wandering

so ive been busy counting the spiders, they dont surprise me anymore
and i got dust bunnies to keep me warm at night

will you keep me by your side when we reunite?

sampled: canopie - in fear of the world

healing properties

came crashing thru ur boundaries
confused friendship with tug of war

as much as i tried
i dont think ive treated you right

so let me be the one
to build up a wall
its fine if we catch up again
once in a while

i never had the kindest eyes
a little souvenier of some terrible years

cant get rid of the worried looks
that keep staring back at me 
through every mirror that sees me

back+forth

VISUALS:

Tracklist:
01. August Burns Red - Mariana Trench (midi cover by Mads Kvols)

02. alex seibel .°☆ - Gentle heart
https://soundcloud.com/alexseibelorsomething/gentle-heart

03. alex seibel .°☆ - ID

04. alex seibel .°☆ - clay figure (Immy's "Clay Fighter" Bootleg)
https://soundcloud.com/ozoneimogen/clayfighter

05. user-177606669 - brixton bullies (alex's .°☆ drumstep edit)
https://soundcloud.com/user-177606669/brixton-bullies-drumstep-edit

06. dorencore - flower power
https://soundcloud.com/dorencore/flower-power

07. user-788567091 - br8znhvmbkaq
https://soundcloud.com/user-788567091/br8znhvmbkaq

08. E+E - dreaming (seaplanes edit)

09. user-177606669 - caring is punk 
https://soundcloud.com/user-177606669/caring/s-6RyyjdIAH7u

10. alex seibel .°☆ - ID

11. alex seibel .°☆ - june
https://soundcloud.com/alexseibelorsomething/june

VISUALS

alex seibel .°☆ @ Scary Fest 2

Made for a 2022 7DFPS entry

Inspired by SMT IV's OST

confrontation (7DFPS 2022)

Oldie from 2021, decided to post it now

it's the opposite of death by a thousand knives, get it? :OOO

Life by a thousand kisses

i just want a simple life
no stressing out over stressing out
how can i be true to my feelings 
if i'm so scared to be wrong
aren't love and frendships supposed to be fun? 

turn my head off
throw down your arms tonight
the resistance has lost the fight now
built up for years
its time for the home run
theres nothing left to worry about
(nothing to worry about)

-47.432988, -72.633077

Here and There

here & there

shoulder to shoulder

looking for the star you saw
let it blossom
looking for the star you saw
pry it open
following the seeds you've sown
let them blossom
follow all the seeds you've sown
make it back home

don't fear
every hand you hold
make a wish
get your story told

get yourself out of your bed
your body won't forget it
don't fear every hand you hold
speak easy, get your story told

thanks for 1k followers :)

Speak easy

Main Theme for the MinnHax2023 Gamejam i participated in!
You can check it out here: https://brainfreeze1026.itch.io/cloud-bound

Huge thanks to the rest of the team <3

Remastered mix uploaded on September 9th 2024

Cloud Bound Main Theme (MinnHax 2023)

feel

i don't wanna feel like an outcast
i don't wanna spend my life inside this mess
i don't wanna feel like a stray cat
will i ever find warmth inside of myself?

been busy this year picking up the pieces
words come out, but they have lack their meaning 

it's rough to not kick away the past
when i'm older i'll look back to this time
and it's alright

i'll run in circles while i solve this crime
and when winter is over i'll get back to my life 

i don't wanna downplay
what all my friends do for me
they want me to stay close, 
we can tell each other everything
but when i am all by myself
and it feels bad to reach out 
my mind fills up with doubt
colors around me become clouded

i don't wanna feel like an outcast
i don't wanna spend my life inside this mess
i don't wanna feel like a stray cat
will i ever find warmth inside of myself?

i'll run in circles while i solve this crime
and when winter is over i'll get back to my life

outcast

It happens far too often
When my thoughts won't leave the pen
They can't get through
And so didn't you

Unconvincingly
Infected me
With your blues
And all the hues you showed me
And all the loose end you promised me

Snot

The way i talk to myself
The way i lie in my bed
The way i'm holed up inside
The way i treat my guitar

The way i talk to myself
The way i lie in my bed
The way i remember i barely ate

The way i talk to myself
The way i lie in my bed
The way i'm holed up inside
The way i treat my guitar

The way i talk to myself
The way i lie in my bed
the way i question if i feel-

Better
Better yet?
Got a bit stronger and then i plateaued
Can i feel better?
Better yet
i'll swing back up, but it's tough to let go

Better
Better yet?
Got a bit stronger and then i plateaued
Can i feel better?
Better yet
When did i stop to rest at home

So hung up on the semantics
I want you to see me
The way i look at you
Not romantically
But as a person, too
Can you really tell that well,
How i've been feeling towards you?

Do you feel-
Do you feel better?
Better yet?
We got a bit stronger and then we plateued
Do you feel better
Better yet
Did being hard on yourself
Work out like you said?

Do you feel better?
Better yet?
We got a bit stronger, we couldnt stay close
Can i feel better
Better yet
We'll be better off
With another wandering soul

threads

What's heavier 1kg of feathers or 1kg of ambient music

Main Theme for the MinnHax2024 Gamejam I participated in!
You can check it out here: https://itch.io/jam/minnhax-2024/rate/3085062

Art by Cath from the MinnMax discord and huge thanks to the rest of the team <3

Toaster's Very Busy Day! (MinnHax 2024)

my haircuts been growing out of tune
my pick keeps strumming into the blue
i wake up, slam my head on the slope
i wanna go wherever you go
x2

id be lying if i didnt want to spend a night with somebody else
and then keep hitting the breaks
to make sure that they're be okay
"take the L if you cant do it right,
dont think you can think yourself into doing it well, doing this well"

my hands' been yearning to touch some grass
my back's been hoping to stretch it out
i wake up, set my food on the stove
i wanna know whatever you love

my lungs keep wanting to run it out
my heart's been screaming for you out loud
i get up, lift my eyes from the floor
i wanna know if it's me who you want

Post signal

Post Signal

I wonder where self destruction comes from
i have a pretty good guess
doesnt make it less surprising
sometimes things are a mess

i dont know why it has to be the way it is
maybe i am wasting my time questioning it

EADGCE capo 3

just got a looper pedal

How's this little thing from 2017 been getting so much love lately

blooming

cover art by https://www.instagram.com/babygeist
bandcamp upload: https://alexseibel.bandcamp.com/track/wither
youtube upload: https://youtu.be/l3km-HGFmUc

featured on https://www.treehouseradio.live

Wither

@acounta

original track:
https://soundcloud.com/ghto/we-rule-ios

acounta - we rule ios (flip)

sample:
https://www.reddit.com/r/oneohtrixpointnever/comments/as5b86/my_heart_will_go_opn/

mͨͯ̿ỵ̎ͯ h̬̘ͯe͉ͯ᷀a̭̼ͯr͇ͯͯtͯ̊͜ w̜ͯͦi᷄ͯ᷁l̝ͯ͌l̎ͯ̊ g̢̺ͯoͥͯ᷁ o̷᷈ͯn̯̮ͯ(speedcore)

that distance
you keep
to everyone you've ever known
so you can run away
as soon as you need to
is growing old

it took a litte more than 3 days 
for your scent to leave my bed
dreams of you became so much clearer
and after all this time 
im so much more certain
that i wouldnt mind
going wrong with you

i wouldn't mind going wrong with you

@tetriscompteam
@parkinglotsunshine
@user-177606668

alex .°☆

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