my best friend

for goop week vol 6

first song ive finished in the longest time

there are no lyrics, it is literally just nonsense

listens to avril 14th once

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXAYkz4wTY4
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0qJ52H99lsMypUUPOD9PQ8?si=a033d81888d741d0

bandcamp !!

20 1/2

in my heart there's like a thousand holes to fill

sanctuary

super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

Phixel + Iris Day + Futureseeker - FREEFALL!

inspired by mossgarden

I look at myself in the mirror
I don’t know what to say
All the choices I’ve made
Have led me to today
And I ask myself
Am I proud?
Am I proud?
Am I proud of myself?
Am I happy with the person that I am?
This next chapter of my life I’ll make new friends
Do they like me?
Is it a trap?

My shoes touch the grass
Look up at the sky and it looks back
My future and my present all depend
On if I ever act
Life ruled by uncertain measures
I tell myself I can’t control the weather
Bring a jacket if it rains (an umbrella if it asks for it)
Controlling my reaction
I know I think about it way too much
Got a feeling that my pondering is wasting fun
But I can’t help it (I can’t help it)
I can’t help it (help it)
I can’t help it

Am I proud?

am i proud?

song ft @i9bonsai with prod from @lilac!!!
replicant by vai5000 ft. i9bonsai
© ANGEL RADIO 2023
prod. by lilac 

SPOTIFY!:
https://open.spotify.com/track/51GNtvHhIDxbUgfRXrpbnn

SPOTIFY

replicant ft. i9bonsai「lilac」

made this entirely on my Polyend Tracker 

banner art by @/pantsu_ripper

Lyrics: 

I think about you
How, how could you become someone that don't amount to none
I feel like you don't know what's bound to happen yet you throw
throw some punches left and right and land on something

Like you don't know me
If if you had asked like 20 times I might have showed
Something else besides what is inevitable
Close yours and look for what's next to come

People say you fake, but these people ain't okey, people always hate, and people never, 
People never take, these folks they never stay, never ever
Always out to blame, other people takes and other peoples traits

Call me, I I thought about it and now I want you to call me
Get off me, keep conflicting my own thoughts because I want it
I want it said I really want it
I want it because I really want it
I want it yeah right I really want it
I want it because I really want


I could've died died
But but think about
Now you are mine mine
And there is so much to it
If you could smile smile
Just for a second would it
Hurt to try try
Come on and show me what you 
Got got got yeah

Rör på era fötter oh ah ah ah
Och vicka era höfter oh la la la
Gör som vi, till denna melodi

Back to front I'm feeling like an edible
Close the close the close the fucking door I'll rush out animal 
Steam is coming out my ears I'm fearing i can't hear no more
Blinded by the way you move your vocals you're so flexible 

I'm sitting hear thinking that i
I should have called you
But only if you want to i swear I'm not a bother
I kid you not I'm not as stupid as your father
Don't be a creep and just confront me let's just call her.

and Let's just call her

I got my t-shirt 
Don't wanna diss er
But yeah I'm scared uh

Please get on your mic, I'm tryna contact you but
You think it's lie, how is communicating 
Backwards in your mind, don't try to confiscate my words because they're mine, I'm not your toy to play with

Så rör på era fötter oh ah ah ah
Och vicka era höfter oh la la la
Gör som vi, till denna melodi

Och vicka era höfter oh la la la
Gör som vi, till denna melodi

call'r

i warned you all. the earthtone era is here.

your tears

The middle

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@parkinglotsunshine
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hostage

alex seibel .°☆

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