summer 2020
I ran until I couldn't breathe

and I
still find it funny
how you hold too close
all the ideals you knew
your parents always had

it makes me mad
when i get tongue-tied
stuck inside my head

life comes in waves
and lapse of meaning
my body in my bed
past ten am

(there isn't much)

there isn't much to level eyes
and level heads
I might be dead soon

it isn't here I'm waiting for
I hope there's more
my fingers crossed behind my back

Summer 2020

super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

they love you, its all right

featuring:
@st1cksyea
@can-of-bliss
@saoirsedream

produced by:
@st1cksyea
@can-of-bliss
@atarax-music
@musicbyrift
@user-607541836

mystery song

it's not worth getting on stage if you're in the audience

no redos

I've been meaning to release for a while and just forgot about it lol

Aries - Sayonara [wdlnds remix]

written and performed by @jacobtravels
additional background vocal and guitar by hidden contact

lyrics:
you’re a breath to take
youre my t shirts simple silk screen, 

collapsing all the glass,
on my winter ceiling daydream,

oh i hope
my imagination runs away
with it

oh i hope
my imagination runs away 
with things

we’ll live an easy life,
disconcerned with what we don’t know,

have our stomachs fed, 
family distant, 

but we’re able 

how does getting by sound?
how does getting by sound?

swallow your pride,
let what therein lies,
i’m on my back
you’re in the dark,
it could be here that we depart 
your fingers tell me what you want

consume me, 
reduce me, 
this is not so heavy now
consume me,
reduce me,
for better purpose found

jacob travels - verglas

as broadcasted on sleepy.zone on April 24th, 2023

—Entrance
1. Alaska Sargent - poem, chapter two
2. Alaska Sargent - Body Horror
3. monikrr - PHANTOM
4. Alaska Sargent - New York
5. Alaska Sargent - Are You Forgetting Something? (feat. fearozzles)
6. The Lovely Robot - ID*
7. Alaska Sargent - poem, chapter two
8. Alaska Sargent - Body Horror

Take One Good Look In The Mirror!—An Audio Presentation

9/11

Lyrics:
I wanna be with you
I can’t be myself without you

Can’t talk my legs are walkin’
Can’t talk my legs are walkin’ towards you
towards you (yea)
Let me see you just this once
I’ll get out of your sight after that
Your sight after that

Ive been watchin you sometimes
Ive been peekin through your blinds, yea
And you wouldn’t text me back
And you wouldn’t call me back

And now you’ve got me thinking do you love me, do you hate me
Been up all day and night just waiting for you to say something
Can’t you just pick a fucking side and make your mind up baby
Been running circles round my mind when im around you lately

Crash Report!

droplets

droplets +flatroom (ft. Kid Floral)

@bdsm2 @bottlnose @lun_d @netparasite @tdw3 @xochase

"right here, in this moment" is an album created in a week, may 15 - may 22 2023 as a collaboration between sleepy.zone and SLUMBERPARTY

cover art by @yungmaple

thank you everyone for participating

YOU ARE THE PROBLEM (111robloxdude, bottlnose, Lundy, netparasite, tdw, xochase!)

call me lisa

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/07zxjlSQ1YYRdQQDpctGCI?si=56df78ded7054eb1
+ + +
I WILL GET MY ACT TOGETHER
Micah Callari
{released 6/23/2023}
^^^^^^^^^^^
+track [4/11]+
/-> [featuring @vai5000] <-\
-written, produced, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari-
- - - - - - - - - - -
=lyrics=
~~~~~~~~~~~

[Chorus: Micah Callari]
Doctor
Told me I can’t run anymore
So I (speed) walk away from the lunch table
Where all of the creeps talk, something ‘bout your posture
Makes it kinda awkward, but I keep my head held high no matter what

[Verse 1: Micah Callari]
Made them think how I feel is a lie
Not worth changing their ways, wonder why
I said that the stage made me feel dizzy
I guess they assumed I was pretty excited
To sing my silly songs for the choir
I put up a fight and they still require
Me to stand tall for the masses
I’m sure that they’ll miss me as I’m blacking out

[Chorus: Micah Callari]
Doctor
Told me I can’t run anymore
So I (speed) walk away from the lunch table
Where all of the creeps talk, something ‘bout your posture
Makes it kinda awkward, but I keep my head held high no matter what

[Verse 2: vai5000]
Doctor
Doc-doc-doc, doc doc doc doctor
Doc-doc-doc, doc doc doc doctor
I think there's something wrong with me (I can't-)
I watch as the days they turn into my nightmares
Try to stand but you still drag me down
Calling for my name but I need escape from
My voice, my words, it all hurts, it's the worst

[Bridge: Micah Callari]
And every day that goes by without any diagnosis
Cancerous mitosis happens in my brain
In the place where I hide to be safe
And I worry and I realize all my symptoms might be simple lies
So I ground myself with a screen
And I tell myself I am seen
By friends who have faith and believe
In what I’ve known to be true (ever since the)

[Chorus: Micah Callari]
Doc-
Told me I can’t run anymore
So I (Sonic) walk away from the lunch table
Where all of the creeps talk, something ‘bout your posture
Makes it kinda awkward, but I keep my head held high no matter what

&&&&&&&&&&&
||REMEMBER WHAT YOU LOST BUT DON'T FORGET THAT YOU LOST IT||

DOCTOR’S NOTE [ft. vai5000] - that keeps me sane as others claim i am not.

@tetriscompteam
@parkinglotsunshine
@user-177606669

hostage

alex .°☆

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