more besties .°☆

wrote and recorded this in an hour, wasnt planning on releasing the audio only without the video but here it is
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VpMb4qJNYsk

when did i get so scared of sleeping
ive been doing it all my life
when did i get so terrified of falling asleep
afraid i might break
i dont want you to leave my side

cantsleep

music video

cantsleep (visuals)

i'm sure you finally moved out
i hope some of the things i bought for you
a while ago
still found their way to you

tried to break off contact
she asked if i was free
busy getting carried away
filling gaps in history
never learned how to like someone
just throw them in the attic
the dust will suit me well

we used to hold up traffic
not fond of letting go
your body always said 
"no way, it's way too cold"

care package

hey june
we both got here early again
and im fumbling to get
my hair back to my bed hair
june please dont hold my hand
i want to stop worrying
if this is as good as its gonna get

whats holding us back?
all of our old friends keep asking about us
whats it like for you?
can i be the green tea in the morning
instead of the cold sweat on your face
can we catch a break this time we've learned from mistakes
just lay down on the grass like we used to
and we still do

never meant tuning, capo 3

June

this was never the way i planned
not my intention
i got so brave
drink in hand
lost my descretion

i kissed a girl and i liked it 
the taste of her cherry chapstick
i kissed a girl just to try it
i hope my best friend doesnt mind it
it felt so wrong
it felt so right
dont mean im in love tonight
i kissed a girl and i liked it 

i liked it

i kissed a girl (cover)

but you know,
i'm there for you

i'll be there
for you

sweet echo

i used to be so scared of spiders but then i
grew up and got my own place
daydreams of meeting many new people
letting friends stay the night
watch movies and play games
but i guess daydreams rarely happen for real
let the dust settle in the safe space meant to heal

impatience is weighing on me more than it ever did
lead me to a place with your hand in mine, 
don't keep my mind wandering

so ive been busy counting the spiders, they dont surprise me anymore
and i got dust bunnies to keep me warm at night

will you keep me by your side when we reunite?

healing properties

that distance
you keep
to everyone you've ever known
so you can run away
as soon as you need to
is growing old

it took a litte more than 3 days 
for your scent to leave my bed
dreams of you became so much clearer
and after all this time 
im so much more certain
that i wouldnt mind
going wrong with you

more besties .°☆

alex seibel .°☆