thIS PART of the video is reminding me how still behind on the times the DSM is-a lot of people diagnosed or reportrd to have antisocial personality disorder is really just their brain & nervous system being bored by day to day life because they grow up in extremely chaotic households & faced a malestrom of chaos at very early ages- for some patients ADHD medication or stimulants are good at regulating said nervous system & when the trauma thats stored in the body is dealt with-many of them are able to have successful lives

the numbing feeling never really goes away BTW 😔

fuck! this song hits way to fucking hard............... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH 😫😭... what the fuck is wrong with me... no matter how hard I try to get better and stop the unable pain... it never fucking goes away 🥺... why.... FUUUUUUUCK WHY ME, GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!! I so tired of it... please, I just wanna feel something anything Idk, fuck Id rather feel real sadness this shit, I'm not talking about the feeling of depression... I just wanna feel 🥺... why am so uncomfortable of that... what did I do wrong 😔

tom platz - never give up on your dreams(audio 002-next to blue) reverb

Batman - I Don't Care What Happens to Me (mascara - deftones)

dorian yates (screaming) x limerence

It is to win. Tom Platz x Griffith x innerbloom (best part+perfectly slowed) - Scarcys

"Ceaselesss Action."  Safe In Your Skin  (tony Soprano X Tom Platz X Mike Mentzer X David Goggins.

no pain - jay cutler

"I just wished you loved yourself" Flex wheeler motivation x Gigi Masin - Call me (slowed)

"I don't love you anymore..." Deftones - (L)MIRL *slowed + looped* [prod. Drummy]

Fourth Of July (slowed) X Killian Maddox

"I'm gonna be the Mr Olympia one day, i wont let anyone stop me from achieving that goal"

Magazine dreams x Audio 002 - Next to Blue (slowed)

Love u 2!!;)

sharing things that will outlive me  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgX4SB-hjKKR0QWvTWpha3Q

"Ceaselesss Action." Safe In Your Skin (tony Soprano X Tom Platz X Mike Mentzer X David Goggins.

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