Noah took us to a pond, it was pretty

Yes, I'm ok dad

worst party ever - what about you (live)

Some Kind of Cadwallader

Serial Killer Status

I Wanna Go to the Beach

Paper Airplanes, Paper Hearts

I Will Wait

Pulled out some pieces of my fucking hair, tried screaming “help me” but nobody cares. And I am not strong, I’m foul mouthed and fucking ignorant. Two years later I’m not different: still made of pieces that will not fit, forever fucked and too dramatic. I wear my heart upon my sleeve like I did when I still eighteen, and goddamnit it gets the best of me. One thing I’ve learned since coming to terms with moving on is no matter what I used to have: it’s gone. Pull out my fucking hair, I’ll die alone and not care.

07 Midwest Pen Pals - A Kick Ass Life

thank you sara for loving me and being by my side forever and always, my parents for being cool with me dropping out of college to keep playing music and for supporting me all the way, and to DK, alyssa, peter, grace, lobo, bill, riley, and JC for learning my songs and playing them live wherever we can find a show and an audience. also shout out to awakebutstillinbed, blind equation, godfuck, gingerbee, home is where, hey ily, flyover states, lobsterfight, widowdusk, catalyst, in loving memory, short fictions, homewrecker, record setter, and so many more for being the coolest people ever, i love you all so much <3
credits
released August 11, 2024

written and recorded december 2020 - june 2024 in bedrooms and kitchens and cars all across chicago il and katy tx

drums performed and recorded by Lobo at Slappy HQ located somewhere in the suburbs of chicago

mastered by will killingsworth @ dead air studios

beautiful album art by emma lacy (@__dilema__ on IG)

death of a rabbit

moon prince in waning

Birds

brighter side i've never seen unravels
cross out this blank slate, for you have shown me truth to a darker kind of life, i'll seep through and i can't turn around, it only feels right to be one with you and it tears me apart. a path closer to separation, seep through my heart as your kind smile infiltrates my soul, glancing back on the things we used to do it only makes things hard it only makes things further out of reach, i've sewn up my heart no you cant save me torn the thread you've blemished my view so ill do nothing but we'll stay coalesced forever only by vulnerability,
state of impermanence sympathetic waves break the mold

So Far

6. Mariupol.  Denys Lyubimov (1)

Serial Killer Status

Algernon Cadwallader