Weird Fishes/Arpeggi

Hello love, I cannot share anymore memories with you at the moment, but I'm so happy that we both look at the same sky that has guided us through our lifetime of misery and joy. Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, all I hope is that you are doing so well baby, I love you so much foo x

Sky Light

🖤✨ "The Edge of the Light" by The Miracle Syndicate

We walked through fire and through grace
Hand in hand, no need to speak
Now the road is fading out
The hills fall into sleep

There’s a hush beneath the trees
Something pulling at the seams

Are we closer to the silence
Or just drifting off the map?
If this is where it ends
I’m not afraid of that
Just stay with me
‘til the light turns black

Two birds rise into the dusk
Tracing what we used to dream
You lean in, your breath says nothing
Still, I know what you mean

There’s a warmth behind the ache
A stillness I can’t fake

Are we closer to the silence
Or just drifting off the map?
If this is where it ends
I’m not afraid of that
Just stay with me
‘til the light turns black

Let the wind decide the ending
Let the stars go out in peace
We’ve seen enough to stop pretending
And nothing here will cease

We are tired from the wandering…
So tired from the wandering…
Is this… is this…
…death?

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened.

Credits:
Written and performed by Elena Morgenstern, Nayeli Astra Xóchitl, and Brad Astra
Produced by The Miracle Syndicate
Mixed and mastered by Brad Astra at Nude Studio · Calgary · Canada
Label: Painful Records © 2025

The Edge of the Light

Prod: Michael Harrison

Yeah she lick her lips 
Watch me fall
didn’t want none of this 
It’s all my fault 

Yeah she turn to rust 
My efforts are gone 
Look what you done 
I’m not enough 

Your such an innocent girl that knew me  
But I swear you were truly deadly 
I didn’t care I just wanted you with me 

Yeah darling I tried so hard 
Now you’re with someone else you saying rraw
I throw way my life for both of us 
Now I don’t think I can ever trust 

I put my heart and soul 
Went all to waste 
Scream fuck you right up to my face 
That shit never gets old 
My love for you is drying out 
This is me screaming my pain out loud 

Left didn’t even send a text 
I was such a fucking mess 
Pour out everything for you and somehow we called it quits 
Your love is something what I will never get again 

Yeah she turn to rust 
My efforts are gone 
Look what you done 
I’m not enough

Rust

My Heart

All It's Worth- Demo

see u again

the worlds not so sad // prod kelsey

This album is the fifth descent in our mythic archive. It begins with elders humming beneath stone, warbands forgetting the fire, and children naming silence. Horns echo in ash, grief refuses to die, and silence demands to be heard.

By the final chapters, ash remembers the sky, flame holds the names, and silence transforms into song. The warband carves regret, elders burn for memory, and grief speaks in fire. The saga closes with Track 20: The Flame That Listened Still, where flame becomes eternal listener—carrying grief into unity, not despair.

It is a ritual of endurance and transcendence: grief is not erased, but transformed into memory, song, and flame.

The Grief That Refused to Die

A quiet collection of thresholds.
Stories of people standing right on the edge — of a town, a harvest, a relationship, a country, a life — each worried that if they take that next step, the sky will fall. All hearing the same counter-question rise in their chest: but, what if it won’t?
Crisp cello-folk, breath-close vocals, and the soft ache of almost-decisions weave through the album like fog on an empty road.
These are songs for the leavers who stay, the stayers who dream, and anyone who’s ever paused before stepping into the life they weren’t sure was theirs.

Sky Light

R.E.E.F