All the pain beneath my skin is finding it’s way out of me 

I don’t know what else there is I’m losing all control you see

My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body’s turning cold 

I don’t think I’ll make it back to you, I’ll just unfold

All the pain beneath my skin is finding it’s way out of me 

I don’t know what else there is I’m losing all control you see

My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body’s turning cold 

I don’t think I’ll make it back to you, I’ll just unfold



I’m lost in hysteria, just going back and forth 

Losing all my shit today, am I breathing? I’m not sure. 

I have made bad choices, doesn’t mean it should define 

Everything that I have planned for me and that shit’s fucking mine! 

Keeping my eyes peeled cause I can’t ever lose a step

The moment I lose focus, is a moment I feel trapped

Holding it together with the thinnest of my thread

Loathing in the darkest memories wanting to be dead 

I’m filled up with sadness, I can’t tighten up my seams

Going down these rabbit holes, going further from my dreams 

I can’t hear a single thing, it’s all muffled from my screams 

Can’t you see im fucking falling, drowning beneath everything 


All the pain beneath my skin is finding it’s way out of me 

I don’t know what else there is I’m losing all control you see

My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body’s turning cold 

I don’t think I’ll make it back to you, I’ll just unfold

All the pain beneath my skin is finding it’s way out of me 

I don’t know what else there is I’m losing all control you see

My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body’s turning cold 

I don’t think I’ll make it back to you, I’ll just unfold




Going out my way to try to please and to be perfect 

Sparkles shining in my eyes, but rot beneath the surface 

What the fuck y’all want from me, anxiety is creepin 

Will it make your day if I was sobbin and just weepin?

Bullet proof my mind cause I can’t take in no more shots 

There’s banging in my head and there’s no sign that it will stop 

Living with my nightmares you can’t even understand 

Sometimes I’d just rather drown and ignore a helping hand 


All the pain beneath my skin is finding it’s way out of me 

I don’t know what else there is I’m losing all control you see

LOSING ALL CONTROL (PROD. BY SVNTXMVLX)

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