I REMEMBER BEFORE FORM

Before my name was spoken,
before time knew my face,
I was a pulse in the dark womb of stars,
a breath in the body of God.
I was not becoming.
I was not waiting.
I was.
Not a woman.
Not a wound.
Not a role.
I was a yes in the bones of existence.

I remember before form,
before fall, before flame.
I remember the warmth without fire,
the knowing without name.
I remember when the world was inside me.
I remember when life was a blessing.
I remember.
I return.
I reclaim.

My hips were pillars.
My breath was incense.
My skin was scripture.
My silence was law.
Gold was  the temperature of truth.
And my body was crowned
simply for being alive.
Recognized.
Worthy through presence.

I remember being housed by mystery.
I remember my pleasure was prayer.
my hunger was holy and clear.
I remember devotion without surrender,
power without fight.
I remember I was fed by beauty.
I remember.
I return.
I reclaim.

Then the dream grew weight.
And I learned to shrink my fields into schedules,
my magic into manners,
my voice into caution.
I learned to numb the altar
to survive the room.
But the oldest dream
never died.
It nested in my spine.
It slept in my womb.
It waited behind my sternum like a key without a door.

Come back to me now,
Ancient Pulse.
Come back through my walk,
my hips, my hunger, my breath.
Enter my money with dignity.
Enter my love with fire.
Enter my work like a temple
that charges for miracle.
Make my boundaries visible.
Make my pleasure sacred.
Make my silence loud enough
to reorganize the world.

I incarnate the dream I came from.
I make it blood.
I make it breath.

I become the depth.
I reign.
I align.

I am the house of remembering.
The body of return.
The throne of breath.
What was taken from me by time,
I take back by choice.
What fell from my language,
I lift with my tone.
What was buried in my lineage,
I resurrect in my hips, my hunger, my yes.
I am the drum.
I am the ground.
And I walk now
as what once dreamed me into being.
Amen.
Awen.
Om.
So it is.
So I am.

I REMEMBER BEFORE FORM

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I REMEMBER BEFORE FORM

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