produced by @sinxi i love you!! the kindest, most genuine person ever!!
Mixed by @attc

cover art by moi/midjourney 

LYRICS:

It's hard to tell up from down, I'm losing myself
And all the thoughts up in my head they fill me with doubt
I need some kind of help before these things take me out
I hope you know that I don't mean it if I get loud

No matter what I do no one wants to stick around
And I guess that's what I get for coming out my shell
I need some kind of help before these things take me out
I hope you know that I don't mean it if I get loud

Standing at the epicenter
Wishing for a way out
Hoping for something better
But not much to say now
Looks like I'll be here forever
Forever here and now

It's hard to tell up from down, a twisted symphony
Like ripples on a lake, the problems they invade
And all of them descend, and in my mind, they stay
'Til from existence, I'm erased

That's the core of all my problems and my misery
It's got a grip around my neck and I asphyxiate
The water rises and my lungs deflate
And I dread the day that my soul evaporates

Standing at the epicenter
Wishing for a way out
Hoping for something better
But not much to say now
Looks like I'll be here forever
Forever here and now

asphyxiate

**ALL PLATFORMS**

asphyxiate (prod. sinxi)

mixed by moi

LYRICS:

I tend to feel like it's all gonna end
Even though I try my best
I don't think that I can pretend
With all the feelings I kept

I constantly sit on the edge
Watching as time goes by
Running out of chances
For me to get move on


It's feeling like I'm out of time
Reaching the end of the line
It's feeling like I'm out of time
A fear of being left behind


I tend to feel like it's all gonna end
Even though I try my best
I don't think that I can pretend
With all the feelings I kept


I feel like I'm on the edge
I'm gonna need to find a way around
So I can get a move on


I tend to feel like it's all gonna end
Even though I try my best
I don't think that I can pretend
With all the feelings I kept

It's feeling like I'm out of time
Reaching the end of the line
It's feeling like I'm out of time
A fear of being left behind

the worst possible way to kill a demon

alkaseltzervibing!