i didn’t want you to leave…

𝖟𝖝𝖆𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖘𝖒

i wanna kms.

all i wanted was you

Bedroom - In My Head (Slowed + Reverb) x Guts

structure (slowed)x Dorian Yates "I always felt like I was different"

U look tired - ST

An original shorter version posted to my TikTok account blew up and people asked for an extended version on music platforms like SoundCloud Spotify and YouTube the song is now released on SoundCloud and YouTube Spotify coming soon this is an extended version of the original TikTok sound I MADE BY KYNGSTON enjoy!

Structure (Slowed) X Omni Man

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

i was only temporary

spotify link

my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!
personally i never thought that song would get attention
so i wanted to make a better version of it, here's what i was trying to make at the time but couldn't seem to get it out right.
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i was only temporary 2 u

my ambient playlist

I think of you sometimes
Before I sleep
Before I dream
I think it’s done this time
I can’t believe
I can’t believe

You weren’t supposed to leave 
And now you’re gone 
Now you’re gone
What have you done to me
And now you’re gone 
Now you’re gone

i still think about you

Long Term Relationships Were Only Cool When Divorce Wasn't

My Journey to the Weed Den

sorrow instrumental slowed (best part looped with screams)

100 - Dean Blunt

Cavity

i hate myself over and over again

Nothing Changes, Not Even Time

Diary

Seven (Remastered)

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

Nothing Changes, Not Even Time

All Falls Together