Allie X - Never Again (rehearsal)

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i left a man who didn’t really love me for cameras flashing
& people smoking light cigarettes on balconies in paris & free apartments
& i stopped bleaching my hair & i don’t wear it in pigtails anymore
i don’t pick up change if it falls on the floor
my eyes are sad but they’re clear

& everybody i meet wants to save me take me somewhere nice
vacations in malibu champagne on ice
i left a man who didn’t really love me
to hold onto trailer park memories & i remember everything
daddy if you’re listening
why’d you have to hit me so hard i would’ve never left

i’m never coming back but honey u were my lungs for those first couple of months
thanks for all the tattoos, now i just look like u
and that’s all i ever wanted i guess
i’m just a little girl but i got a big boy mindset & i got a little prettier since then
the guys act like i got ciroq & sunlight running thru my veins
it’s like from night to day
i used to be rare they would say that girl is no good, that girl is kinda crazy
i miss that cuz bitch i’m still the same one
just got a diamond ring where my fist was
heard you got locked up again, u gotta stop cooking crack
you gotta come over here & take me back
cuz the life is alright but these guys aren’t my type
got me riding in the audi lighting spliffs in glass apartment buildings
i’m so sick of it, talking dirty in french
like i wouldn’t just rather say yeah motherfucker that’s it
i want my ride or die i want u in your hoodie & your jordans
& even if you didn’t really love me it felt like it
& lately i’ve been all about the fake shit so if you bring the game i will play it
if you bring the baggies i will slang em in my air force ones & my sundress
& u can cut the coke too much like u always does
& when those boys come around to collect i can cash that check
strip down in the trap house
dance in his lap til he calms down
& u can remind them why u wear that crown
bust in with some weapon i don’t know the name of, take his face off
daddy you’re a real bad king
u rule over the gutter with a heat like the summer
mean & restless
i left a man who didn’t really love me for money & safety
& i’m just stuck here i’m just waiting
cuz there’s nothing like the boys from the block
messing with men who trade stocks, got so much they don’t gotta show off
no mugshots no dirty money to wash
but it’s the bad boy who’s the boss
not scared of shit cruisin into dead ends
i love the way u rest your head where you’re left
steal fuck & fight til it makes sense

Allie X - Never Again (rehearsal)

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