I miss my ex chelsea.. i just wish she can see the person i became now.......

citizen's youth album is so good. Young States and their split with turn over also amazing

week 111 y.

SILENT HILL

Welsh (prod. gxm)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

prod @93feetofsmoke
vox mix by @fats_e
ft. @lilxlotus

limited edition hoodies - bit.ly/2CIKS2v

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
yeah I swear to god it's fucked up

bands around my neck
I'm just struggling to stay up
water in my breath
I'm still swallowing the salt but
grasping for new air
smoking lungs filled with ash dust
electric turned off
for about two weeks fuck

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
swear to god this shit is fucked up

i know we'll wake up in the morning 
telling each other were sorry
sick to my stomach 
throw up in the toilet
caught up on each others snap stories 

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
swear to god this shit is fucked up

fucked ft. lil lotus

Written by Joyce Wrice and Ian Cronin
Prod. by Jamma-Dee
AKASHIK RECORDS

You can cop a cassette here: https://www.akashik-records.net/shop/joyce-wrice-good-morning-cassette

LYRICS:
Is it 7oclock?
You got me looking at my watch every min.
Cuz im waiting on you
waiting on you
make a move
im waiting on you

7oclock in the morning
all I want you to do
is get on top of me
I'm all up on you you
all up on you
all up on you

I been thinking a lot yeah
I been thinking bout one thing mostly
want you to come on over even if i'm asleep
wake me up in my dreams
(I been waiting for you to find me in my sleep while i'm dreaming an dyou come behind me remind me why I need you)

All up on it
Early in the morning
you deserve a man who will do it how you want it

All up on it 
Early in the morning
you deserve a man who will do it how you want it

I want you now
I need you now

Is it 7oclock?
Is it 7oclock?

I want you now
I need you now

Is it 7oclock?
Is it 7oclock?
I want
I need

7oclock in the morning
All I want you to do 
is get on top me
I'm all up on you
All up on you
All up on you

CASSETTE

Good Morning (Prod. by Jamma Dee)

original: playboi carti x unotheactivist - what


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcJVXg7gg4w

too much

someone else (prod. trxpicvl)

westside w/ lordapex

Renewed (Prod. Mikey The Magician)

VIDEO: youtu.be/RWo_yQr_8bA?a

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Prod:
https://twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM
https://www.instagram.com/nedarbnagrom/

Art: 
http://roelun.co
https://twitter.com/roelun
https://www.instagram.com/roelun/

Lyrics:
I'm just tryna get to u
Shits been hard 
But I'm making moves 
Well I'm trying
I'm trying 

And I just hope u understand
All the pain in my back 
And blisters on my hands 
It's all u
Now you're screaming 
At the top of your lungs
I don't need u

Ask me what's my problem
Baby come outside 
Pulling on my hand like everything's alright 
Messing with my 
Something's just not right 
I don't wanna go back 
Baby u should know that 

Bitch don't hit my line
Do this every night 
Phone on 2% 
Like ya i swear that shit gone die
I've been getting money 
pretty baby what u like 
I've been getiin money 
pretty baby what u like

At The Top Of Your Lungs (Prod. Nedarb) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION *

ft. 
https://soundcloud.com/lilzubin
 https://twitter.com/lilzubin

prod. 
https://soundcloud.com/nedarbnagrom
https://twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM

art.
https://soundcloud.com/wolf_drawn
https://twitter.com/WOLFDRAWN

just a memory ft. lil zubin (prod. nedarb)

I cant get over those green eyes
so pale but she's so full of life
I've never seen somebody so lovely
wonder if there's really something
or if I'm just fucking up again
I cant get over those green eyes
her hair her face the way she smiles
im fuckin dead
I love hearing about how you've been
thought about you every single day since
cant believe someone so perfect exists
I cant get over those green eyes
I swear her heart has flowers inside
so beautiful
words cant describe they don't even come close
send you my love inside of a blue rose
just say goodbye and ill leave you alone
I cant get over those green eyes
her hands are so cold just like her fuckin heart
swear that I love how you tear me apart
draw with my blood like its more of your art
miss you so much but I know that you arent
missing me the same
feel so alone now
thought you cared about me
did you ever even feel anything
or was it all in my head
was it all in my head

her heart has flowers inside (prod. slidinmoon)

like a statue

LIL LOTUS & NEDARB - GRINDING MY TEETH (FT. DRIPPIN SO PRETTY)

produced by me and extra large holiday card
artwork by me

lyrics:
i don't wanna think about it but it's weighing heavy on my conscience
telling me you love me but you don't know what you want
i swear it's nonsense
wish that i could read your mind so i could tell what's really going on then
saying everything is fine with you and me but you know that it's not yeah

whip around your block yeah
might not make it home if i take another shot yeah
lately getting numb is the only thing i got yeah
all this time alone has been leading me to rot yeah

and it's hard for me to say these things about you
lately can't do anything with you
maybe we just need to break away from
everything that made us feel okay

i don't wanna think about it but it's weighing heavy on my conscience
telling me you love me but you don't know what you want
i swear it's nonsense
wish that i could read your mind so i could tell what's really going on then
saying everything is fine with you and me but you know that it's not yeah

[xlhc]
saw you sneaking out the back door
what about our plans
huh, guess we should’ve talked more
nothing’s making sense
i pretend it did before
but i know somethings going on and now i can’t ignore it
if you want a perfect picture, let’s be real
i was just the paint that you left dripping on the easel
choose your favorite color
baby, tell me how to feel
improvise like bob ross
nothing’s even real

and it's hard for me to say these things about you
lately can't do anything with you
maybe we just need to break away from
everything that made us feel okay

i don't wanna think about it but it's weighing heavy on my conscience
telling me you love me but you don't know what you want
i swear it's nonsense
wish that i could read your mind so i could tell what's really going on then
saying everything is fine with you and me but you know that it's not yeah

someone else (prod. trxpicvl)

all i know is pain

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