Ein nihilistisches Darkwave-Lied über den inneren Konflikt meiner Gedanken.
Inspririert von 80s Coldwave und post-punkigen Nächsten.
Lass dich von der melancholischen Synth-Stimmung mitreißen, wenn Einsamkeit und Trauma dich umfangen.

Dämon Remaster

Issues/Succubus

Skull D&B Mix 00023

Gothic metal with female vocals and dark symphonic layers

Morgana's Crimson Embrace

Lyrics:

You'll never understand me.
You've never tried before.
I was under the burden you left.
You'll never know how it felt
I was the one who suffered
In time, I’ve been forgotten.

Your words were like a bullet,
Piercing my heart—now it’s shattered.

In my time of need, you were gone
I couldn't find a shoulder to cry on
That's the pain, I feel it in my bones
Only time can heal, but not my soul
Tears are raining down into my core
Tell me, who am I living for?

You've never cared for me
You didn't see the love I had
I was drowning in an ocean
That was made of emotions
You didn't even try to save me
It wasn't enough for you to embrace me

Your words were like a bullet,
Piercing my heart—now it’s shattered.

In my time of need, you were gone
I couldn't find a shoulder to cry on
That's the pain, I feel it in my bones
Only time can heal, but not my soul
Tears are raining down into my core
Tell me, who am I living for?

You didn't say goodbye,
’cause it wasn’t that “good.”
You left me alone in the dark.
I felt cold and unsafe.

In my time of need, you were gone
I couldn't find a shoulder to cry on
That's the pain, I feel it in my bones
Only time can heal, but not my soul
Tears are raining down into my core
Tell me, who am I living for?

I got lost in your absence
Just lost... no hope
Lost...lost...

not my soul

yea kill everybody
sometimes wanna gut bodies
but its okay cuz im anti life anyway
hoe im kinda gay btw
got a boyfriend online he wont even talk to me
im so depressed i asked her to pull up with a glock to me
fucked up in the head
fucked up 
fucked up 
fucked up in the head
fucked up
fucked up
sometimes i feel my thoughts arent mine
only real demons cast spells like me
aint nobody wanna be me anyway
if u is real then you better draw a circle on the floor with blood 
knife in your throat as you begging for some mercy
shoulda gave me mercy when you made me this way

#bloodonmysleeveslmao🩸🩸🩸

pathetic

The Nightlark's turn to step up to the plate and deliver a mix for the AP series. This one is selections culled from the tracks played at the Ascetic Practices Halloween bash, if you were there then some will sound familiar. 

Ascetic Practices Mix 3 - The Nightlark

OCCHIO CHE LACRIMA

2-05 Extraterrestrial Mermaids

2-12 QUE!_

2-03 We're ALL aliens (immigrants)

Her Blood Splattered Across The Floor

free style thing i guess, took a few minutes

cant live without you

Satanico Pandemoneum - Azucar - Latin Dance Remix

 (prod. everestdidthis) 
So take me home…
Before I ruin something good on accident, again
Before I talk myself out loud into abandonment
Take me home, take me home, take me home….

I memorize escape routes
Every time I start to care
I wanna run, I wanna stay
But I hate myself for being scared
All the time

If I show you every broken part of me,
Would you put them back together?
Or would you leave and take a piece?

You look at me like it’s easy to stay
When I know I’m hard to keep
And it terrifies me, it terrifies me

I’m not ready for the honesty
Of what you might find inside of me
But God, I’m tired of being so strong

So take me home
Take me home

take me home

(gothcannibals)
(serene)
im just trying to figure out whats wrong with me
and what i ever did to make her want to leave me hurting
i just wanted to stay with her and have our happy ending
but she turned around and went back on everything she promised me

why could you never love me like how i loved you
all of my friends told me i should leave but i guess im a fool
cuz no matter how much you hurt me ill still come back to you
she said she would love me forever but it just wasnt true

im just trying to figure out whats wrong with me
and what i ever did to make her want to leave me hurting
i just wanted to stay with her and have our happy ending
but she turned around and went back on everything she promised me

why could you never love me like how i loved you
all of my friends told me i should leave but i guess im a fool
cuz no matter how much you hurt me ill still come back to you
she said she would love me forever but it just wasnt true

prod. hauoli

(lyrics)
why the world so evil?
leaving my memories.
too tired to not give a fuck.
the second you die you're waking up.

woah, we're not supposed to feel like this.
woah, we're not supposed to feel like this.
woah, we're not supposed to feel like this.
yuh, we're not supposed to feel like this.

why the world so evil?
why can't we be okay?
wanna go out like kurt kobain.
I can feel myself bleeding out.
swallowing pain.
sounds of the pills hitting the drain.

woah, we're not supposed to feel like this.
woah, we're not supposed to feel like this.
woah, we're not supposed to feel like this.
yuh, we're not supposed to feel like this.

take back what i said, im sorry
damn, 
yeah your voice just keep on fucking haunting me.
where do I go?
where do I go?
I hate moving_ &^%&$%$**%&%(

we're not supposed to feel like this

I’m an independent audio engineer & bedroom producer. 

Aktuelle Projekte:
• Vacuus Natus - darkwave, goth rock 
• Prophets of Natog - melodic death/black metal 

DJs // Mix Makers // Record Collectors
The Nightlark & Friends

Bookings: puremanasoundsystem@gmail.com

Pure Mana Presents @ Paradise Palms, Edinburgh 2025:

January
10th - Aidan Gibson & Linkwood
17th - Toni Mcvey
24th - The Nightlark
31st - Accident Machine DJ Set

2024:

December
6th - Pure Mana All-Stars
13th - Release Party
20th - Nina Stanger
27th - Hand-Made DJs

November
1st - Saint Sunday
8th - Toni Mcvey
15th - The Nightlark
22nd - Accident Machine
29th - Athens Of The North Takeover

October
4th - Ravelston 
11th - Handmade DJs
18th - Lara 
25th - Kairogen 

September
6th - The Nightlark & Philomena
13th - Pure Mana vs Rare w/ HAPOL & The Nightlark
20th - Accident Machine
27th - Sacred Keys b2b DiscJocelyne 

August
2nd - Andrew Thomson 
9th - The Nightlark b2b Donald Dust b2b Tom Of Brooklyn
16th - Handmade DJs 
23rd - Pigeon Steve 
30th - Mairi B 

July
5th - Linkwood & Dribbler 
12th - Me & The Devil
19th - Something Else
26th - Catriona Beckett

June
7th - Gareth Sommerville 
14th - The Nightlark 
21st - Mairi B 
28th - Last Days Of Pompeii

May
3rd - Donald Dust b2b The Nightlark
10th - XOXA Takeover
17th - Aidan Gibson
24th - Catriona Beckett
31st - Toni Mcvey

April
Toni Mcvey
12th - Me & The Devil
19th - La Lutinerie
26th - The Nightlark

March
1st - Mixed Feelings
2nd - The Nightlark
8th - Hand-made DJs
9th - Nikki Kent
15th - Sweet Philly 
16th - Sacred Keys & Moth Girl
22nd - Donald Dust
23rd - Jacuzzi General
29th - Mairi B
30th - Gareth Sommerville

February
2nd - The Nightlark
3rd - Kindred Sound 
9th - Rave Tardis
10th - Mairi B & George T
16th - Dribbler B2B Linkwood
17th -  La Beat
23rd - Jacuzzi General 
24th - Shahr Azadi

January
6th - Hobbes Music & Club Nacht
13th - Me and the Devil w/ Lysi & Vangelis
20th - Slipped Discs w/ Sacred Keys
27th - Hand-made DJs

Singer/Songwriter
contact: eyemomusicofficial@gmail.com

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Music Producer⁄Dj․․ Vinyl Pusher․․ 
HI EV1- 


My story...
 
I am a  electronic music producer an dj  i love to create dub techno and ambient- leftfield  i produce lots of ambient  trip hop and dub techno realese over the past !
i have many releases   on A&L records
here the link
https://www.beatport.com/label/al/42104

https://www.beatport.com/artist/sonis-rai/390754

im currently working  my music production and dj on harder and  deeper techno under the new name of dj skulltek
My roots are into  hard and acid techno i use to dj in london  squat party   scene  over the years  i dj in vinyl  on many soundsystem and raves around london..  over the years   to  name a few ( Manik ,E1sound,Malfateurs,Funky Detection,24 techno,check point)
 here some of my new mixes on soundcloud and mixcloud..

i also love    Goth/Darkwave industrial music   i have some nixes on  this genres too

Here the link
SOUNDCLOUD
https://soundcloud.com/skulltek-mix



MIXCL
https://www.mixcloud.com/A-L-LAB/



Twitch

https://www.twitch.tv/djskulltek


Discord 

https://discord.com/users/1416016637538078783



In addition to my current projects, I’m always exploring new sounds and techniques to push my music further. I’ve been diving into the world of hardware synthesis and modular setups lately; there's something magical about creating soundscapes in real-time. I’m also keen on collaborating with other artists, so if you’re interested in working together, just hit me up!

I love how music brings people together, and I’m excited to share more of my journey with you all. Whether you're into the deeper vibes of techno or the darker tones of goth and industrial, there’s something here for everyone. 

I’m planning some live streams on twitch and Virtual  Reaity  soon where I’ll be showcasing my mixes and maybe even doing some live productions. It’ll be a great way to connect with all of you and get real-time feedback. Stay tuned on my Twitch and Discord for updates!

Thanks for being part of this journey with me. Your support means the world, and I can't wait to hear what you think of the new tracks. Let’s keep the music flowing!

Much love,  
Rai  

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I like to shoot guns and drive trucks and watch football and drink beer and eat chicken wings

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New tracks tagged #goth