He goes to work
and I leave myself alone
in this ghostly house

he leaves me on read
and I double check everything around me
ghosts never leave me alone

oh, I’ll surely do anything for you
you’re my everything

all I need is love
all I need is love
all I need is love
all I need is love

210818 All I Need

please don’t make your cell phone sleep
when you turned it off
I felt like being crazy

If you do it again
maybe I’ll wander about the city
drinking too much
choose any guy I do abhor
and then fuck with him
thinking about you

on my way home from stinking bed
I’ll die hit by truck

will you regret to death not loving me?
will you regret to death not loving me?


please don’t make your cell phone sleep
don’t make me go to the island nobody lives in

If you do it again
maybe I’ll wander about the city
drinking too much
choose any guy I do abhor
and then fuck with him
thinking about you

will you regret to death not loving me?
will you regret to death not loving me?

2010년쯤에 쓴 가사

210819 2010

do what I do
love is a game
and you’re in

what did I say?
love is a game
and we know it

don’t act like you never know
love is a game
and you’re in

don’t ignore what you know
love is a game
and you know it

we are a pair
no desire
when we wanna decide
act like we homicide
no blood

210820 Love Is a Game and You're In

touch me as you did our yesterday
I could see the world through your hands

kiss me as you did our yesterday
I could see the world through your eyes

questioning, questioning
we keep questioning

answering, answering
I can’t stop thinking of you

230102 Touch Me As You Did Yesterday

someday I ruin myself
everything means nothing
ruin myself

august passes by
someday I ruin myself

my misery proved nothing
my face looking vulnerable and innocent

my misery kills somebody
my face looking stable and decent

everytime I face the most beautiful time in my life
I cry, ruin, and run away
‘cause I know I will break it

everytime I see people walking
that sound of footsteps makes me feel awful
they always leave me alone

230220 Someday I Ruin Myself

난 겁쟁이를 좋아하지 않아요
난 모든걸 던질 준비가 돼 있어요
모든게 뿌옇게 흐려지던 밤
난 너에게 즉시 매료되어 버렸지

넌 항상 무언가에 취해
운전하길 좋아하지만
정작 함께 질주할 도로에서
운전하는 법은 절대 모르지

넌 떠나고 난 홀로 남아
널 저주하는 날 저주하네
사랑스러운 널 얄미워하네
한끗차이네 한끗차이네

난 나를 속일 준비가 돼 있어요
난 모든걸 던질 준비가 돼 있어요
모든게 뚜렷이 보여지던 밤
난 너에게 즉시 안도해 버렸지

넌 항상 무언가에 취해
운전하길 좋아하지만
사실 내게 찾아오기는 커녕
도망치는 뒷모습만 보이지 보이지

넌 떠나고 난 홀로 남아
널 저주하는 날 저주하네
사랑스러운 널 얄미워하네
한끗차이네 한끗차이네

230224 속임수

I feel isolated
nobody waits for me

cigarette and coffee
move around my soul

my body is burning
I’m sweating with anxiety
only misery cherishes me
nobody wants me

I told them they have to stay away from me
I’m a poison

feels like impending doom
I’m trapped inside my head
I’m surrounded by silence
The bells keep me from sleeping

I told them they have to stay away from me
I’m a poison
I could have disappeared but now I’m living

230306 Isolated

take me somewhere, baby
I’m crazy and you l like it, right

I’m a clever girl
I know how to handle you
but when sun goes down
you know how to control me

rule over me
control me
I could see your eyes gleaming
with all that violence

govern me
control me
he hit me and it felt like a kiss
with all that violence

you are crazy over me, baby
‘cause I have the beauty, right

oh, you’re so smart
please tell me
you can protect me from the storm
you have the shelter for me

rule over me
control me
I could see your eyes gleaming
with all that violence

govern me
control me
he hit me and it felt like a kiss
with all that violence

no one seems to care,
the darkness has us all
It’s a vicious game we play
in this life of sin
there’s no easy way
I can hear something cruel upstairs

230416 Violence

무슨 말을 듣고 싶니, 자기
모두 책임 질 수 있니, 내 사랑
나는 비밀을 구슬처럼 늘어놓고
한 알 홀랑 먹어버리고 모두 거짓말이라고 속삭일거야

나 아무 말도 없을 때면, 있지
모두 오해해 줄 수 있니, 내 사랑
나는 비밀을 구슬처럼 늘어놓고
한 알 홀랑 먹어버리고 정말 사랑한다고 널 놀릴거야

믿지마, 아무것도
내가 유령처럼 떠다니고 있어도
속지 마, 절대로
니가 설령 내 사랑 받지 못할지라도

그는 나의 손을 잡아 끄네
나는 모른척 뒤를 따르네
나는 투명한 구슬들을 손에 꼭 쥐고
너를 훌쩍 떠나버리고 모두 거짓말이라고 울게 할거야

살짝 웃어보일 때가 있지
오해해도 상관없단 뜻이지
투명한 구슬들을 손에 꼭 쥐고서
너를 훌쩍 떠나버리고 모두 거짓말이었다고 울게 할거야

믿지마, 아무것도
내가 유령처럼 떠다니고 있어도
속지 마, 절대로
니가 설령 내 사랑 받지 못할지라도

230517 속임수2

당신이 어디서 왔는지
당신이 무엇을 겪은지
당신이 어떤걸 믿는지
아무도 이해할 수 없겠지만

당신의 고통의 종류도
당신의 행복의 정도도
당신의 신도 그 무엇도
아무도 이해할 수 없겠지만

마침내 엔딩 크레딧이 올라갈 때
우리가 완수했던 스테이지들
마침내 엔딩 크레딧이 올라갈 때
우리가 함께했던 등장인물들

나에게 반듯한 나무책상이 있었더라면
나에게 따뜻한 뉘일자리가 있었더라면
나에게 소박한 접시와 컵이 있었더라면

230810 엔딩크레딧

강렬한 한낮의 여름에

반팔 셔츠를 입은

짧은 머리 붉은 얼굴의 소년이

수줍은 듯 손을 내밀면

 

나는 열여덟 소녀가 되어

함박웃음을 짓고

 

*하얗고 긴 목 뒷덜미

어디로 그리 가는거니

한번만 돌아봐줄래?

 

길건너 교복의 학생들

그 시절 우리 모습이 보여

다시는 되돌아갈 수 없겠지

모든 것이 새로웠던 날들

 

첫키스와 나무교탁 뒤에

서투르게 내밀던 날(raw)마음

 

*

 

나는 열여덟 소녀가 되어

열병에 시달리고

 

숨길줄 몰랐던 질투와

한밤중의 섬뜩한 성장통

한번만 돌아봐줄래?

 

처음 내게 들어온 너는

더 이상 숨을 쉬지를 않아

어째서 증오만이 남은걸까

 

내일은 손을 잡고

오솔길을 걸으며 도서관에 가지 않을래

천미지 - 여름소년

IN THE SHOWER (sketch)

그 무엇도 고백하지를 못했네
죄를 두 발목에 묶고서
우물에서 나와 밖을 보니
꽃이 핀지도 몰랐었다

화려한 빛깔들에
부끄러워져 웅크려버리고
추한것들은 그 기회에
내 안에 들어오려 하지

누구는 초beyond비참을 말하고
누구는 유한성을 말한다
누구는 완벽을 말하고
너는 영원한 별이 되었네

누구도 믿지 못하는 삶
모두를 달아나게 하는건
지독한 허물이란걸 알지

하지만 내겐 죄를 사해줄
성모도 신도 없으니
나는 영원히 은둔하나요

누구는 자조를 흘렸고
누구는 죽음을 두려워했다
누구는 애정을 바랐고
너는 영원한 별이 되었네

너는 영원한 별이 되었고
나는 바닥보다 더 내려가
남자가 없는 방에서 홀로 짐을 꾸렸던
그녀가 된다

귀를 막고 황급히 떠난다

천미지 - 도피

SOFTGUN
SONG, LYRiCS : MiJi
ARRANGE : MiJi, NiNE KEiYAM
MiX : MiJi, NiNE KEiYAM

VOCAL, GUiTAR : MiJi
BASS : NiNE KEiYAM
SOUND DESiGN : MiJi, NiNE KEiYAM

SOFTGUN

iN THE SHOWER
SONG, LYRiCS : MiJi
ARRANGE : MiJi, NiNE KEiYAM
MiX : MiJi, NiNE KEiYAM

VOCAL, GUiTAR : MiJi
BASS : NiNE KEiYAM
DRUM : LiM KANG TO

iN THE SHOWER

2010
SONG, LYRiCS : MiJi
ARRANGE : MiJi, NiNE KEiYAM
MiX : MiJi, NiNE KEiYAM

VOCAL, GUiTAR : MiJi
BASS : NiNE KEiYAM


LYRiCS
(no one is available to take your call
please leave a late night call after the tone)

please don’t let your phone sleep again
when you turned it off
I felt like being crazy

If you do it again
maybe I might wander through the city
drinking too much

and choose any guy
I do abhor
and then fuck with him
thinking about you

on my way home
from the stinking bed
I’ll die
hit by a truck

will you regret it to death
for not loving me?

will you regret it to death
for not loving me?

-

please don’t let your phone sleep again 
don’t make me go to the island
nobody lives in

can you feel my pain?
maybe I’m addicted to the pain
searching for something

chase after dreams
that can’t be found
and then destroy them
thinking about you

thinking about you
thinking about you

(will you regret it to death
for not loving me?)

2010

iN THE SHOWER (6/19/2025 JAM SESSiON)

2025 VERSiON OF MY SATiSFiABLE BABY
Redbone by Childish Gambino SAMPLED iN

M.S.B. (2025)

MiJi - BLUE SCREEN

blue screen light on your face
staring down at your desk
viciously crying, oh, I’m scared
trying to steady your breath

blue screen light on your face
staring down at your desk
viciously crying, oh, I’m scared
trying to steady your breath

take your time, my dear
I’m waiting for you
take your time
I’ll wait right here just for you

take your time, my dear
I’m waiting for you
wanna make you mine
I’m hunting for your love

9/5/2025


BLUE SCREEN

I suffered a lot. But I think I didn’t suffer while XXXXXXXX. I went out to XXXX BECAUSE I LOVED to XXXX, and it might have been one of the happiest, only happy times in my life when I was XXXXXXXXX. It was so thrilling for me to be XXXXXX. but I didn’t need to be suffering to do those works. And I know I would have been happier if I had been able to transcend, dive within. and I knew my work would have been as good, better, or even better than good.

It stands to reason, the more you suffer, the less you wanna create. If you’re truly depressed, let’s say you can’t even get outta bed, let alone create. If you’re truly angry, occupies the whole brain. Poisons the artist, poisons the environment, little room for creativity.

good ideas, bad ideas

ViNCENT

I burnt them all
I don’t need the others

I burnt them all
I don’t need the others

I’ve got the vision
The figure of you
(It’s just you, It’s just you)

I’ve got the vision
The figure of you
(It’s just you, It’s just you)

Let them feed the flames
Marshmallow on the side, baby

Can’t they feel this craze?
My mellow monster side, see me

Yes, burnt them already
No, I ain’t sorry for this

Yes, burnt them already
No, I ain’t sorry for this

You’ve got the everything of me
I can be anything
(It’s just for you, just for you)

You’ve got the everything of me
I can be anything
(It’s just for you, just for you)

Let them feed the flames
Marshmallow on the side, baby

Can’t they feel this craze?
My mellow monster side, see me

Ashes raining down from the sky
Celebrating our birthday, kiss me

Ashes raining down from the sky
Celebrating our birthday, kiss me

This is not the end of the story
We need more, more, more
Yes, we’re reborn tonight

BURN THEM ALL

someday I ruin myself
everything means nothing
ruin myself

august passes by
someday I ruin myself

my misery proved nothing
my face looks vulnerable and innocent 
my misery kills somebody
my face looks stable and decent 

someday I ruin myself
everything means nothing
ruin myself

I might be born to fail
someday I ruin myself

my misery would be an angel
my miserable dead lovers are waiting for me in heaven
my misery, oh my friend
my angels
my lovers are waiting for me in heaven

my misery

every time I face the most beautiful time in my life
I cry, ruin, and run away
‘cause I know I will break it

every time I see people walking
that sound of footsteps makes me feel awful
they always leave me alone

SOMEDAY (2024)

천미지 - black cross

실재하는 허상 허상 같은 진실
그 사이에서
나와 함께 춤을 춰줘 발을 맞춰 하나, 둘

세상은 너무 눈이 부셔 눈을 뜰 수 조차 없고
세상은 너무 아름다워 똑바로 볼 수가 없어

I'm too light to stand right

천미지 - 실재하는 허상 허상같은 진실 그 사이에서

어젯밤 꿈을 꿨는데
그 조각 바닥에 있어
참 보기 좋구나
니가 사랑에 빠지는 모습

나 지금 피 흘리는데
너 그 냄새 못 맡지?
난 아무것도 아니야
모든 사람들이 널 보고 있는 동안에

어쩌면 너처럼
그리고 그들은 행복하게 살았습니다

나 니 얼굴 보고 있어
바로 니 앞에 앉아서
근데 너 나 안 보이지?
나 투명해?

나 지금 피흘리는데
너 그 냄새 못 맡지?
난 아무것도 아니야
모든 사람들과 널 보고 있는 동안에

어쩌면
너처럼
그리고 그들은 행복하게 살았습니다

181109 pms

내가 어떻게든 살 방법을 찾고 있을 때도
너는 자고 있겠지

내가 어떻게든 널 행복하게 하려 할 때도
너는 너에게 갇혀있겠지

내 옆에서 잠든 너의 평온한 얼굴
문득 니가 죽은 건 아닐까 하는 생각에
가만히 귀를 너의 코앞에 가져가 봤네

인파 속에서 손을 흔드는 웃는 얼굴
문득 나는 영원한 작별인사라는 생각에
그곳에 홀로 한참 서 있어 보았어

190112 내가 어떻게든

weak and delicate love was 
not much more than a daydream 

you're about to leave but for me 
that is only one of the rituals I've already met

* the more rituals I go through 
the more love I have 
I let you free, my lover 
and never come back to me 

weak and delicate love 
will be yours and I don't care 

you're about to leave but for me 
that is as a matter of fact what I already knew 



미약하고 여린 사랑은 한낮의 망상

당신은 나를 곧 떠나려 하고 있고
나에게는 이 모든것이 익숙한 의식

더 많은 의식을 겪으면 겪을수록
더 많은 사랑을 가질 수 있어요
놓아줄게요 내 사랑
다시는 돌아오지 마

천미지 - love song

tonight

soothe me like pills do
soothe my whole allergy

all things are just taunting me
when I’m staring at floor

I spent 8 hours cleaning my room
I could be satisfied at a short time

but after eight minutes later
my misery knocks me up
even if I didn’t invite her

I’ve never invited her
but what can I say when I meet her




all I want is just a long long rest
but is that possible while I’m alive?

I would be relaxed without myself
I’m too easy to exist

but sleeping hugging and drinking
make my life much easier
even if id didn’t invite all

190807 I've Never Invited Her

너의 손가락엔 짝이 없는 반지
나는 이제 아무것도 그립지 않아
니가 내 링을 잃어버렸으니

소설속에는 소설처럼
누군가가 강렬한 사랑을 품고
그리워하고 앓다가 죽어가네

I miss nothing 'cause you miss my ring
I miss nothing 'cause you miss my ring

나의 손가락엔 투명한 점선
나는 이제 아무것도 와닿지 않아
내가 내 맘을 잃어버렸으니

소설속에는 소설처럼
누군가가 강렬한 사랑을 품고
그리워하고 앓다가 죽어가네

I miss nothing 'cause you miss my ring
I miss nothing 'cause you miss my ring

MiJi

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