please don’t make your cell phone sleep
when you turned it off
I felt like being crazy

If you do it again
maybe I’ll wander about the city
drinking too much
choose any guy I do abhor
and then fuck with him
thinking about you

on my way home from stinking bed
I’ll die hit by truck

will you regret to death not loving me?
will you regret to death not loving me?


please don’t make your cell phone sleep
don’t make me go to the island nobody lives in

If you do it again
maybe I’ll wander about the city
drinking too much
choose any guy I do abhor
and then fuck with him
thinking about you

will you regret to death not loving me?
will you regret to death not loving me?

2010년쯤에 쓴 가사

210819 2010

220709 여름밤카세트테이프에서나오는노래

오후 10.33

touch me as you did our yesterday
I could see the world through your hands

kiss me as you did our yesterday
I could see the world through your eyes

questioning, questioning
we keep questioning

answering, answering
I can’t stop thinking of you

230102 Touch Me As You Did Yesterday

someday I ruin myself
everything means nothing
ruin myself

august passes by
someday I ruin myself

my misery proved nothing
my face looking vulnerable and innocent

my misery kills somebody
my face looking stable and decent

everytime I face the most beautiful time in my life
I cry, ruin, and run away
‘cause I know I will break it

everytime I see people walking
that sound of footsteps makes me feel awful
they always leave me alone

230220 Someday I Ruin Myself

난 겁쟁이를 좋아하지 않아요
난 모든걸 던질 준비가 돼 있어요
모든게 뿌옇게 흐려지던 밤
난 너에게 즉시 매료되어 버렸지

넌 항상 무언가에 취해
운전하길 좋아하지만
정작 함께 질주할 도로에서
운전하는 법은 절대 모르지

넌 떠나고 난 홀로 남아
널 저주하는 날 저주하네
사랑스러운 널 얄미워하네
한끗차이네 한끗차이네

난 나를 속일 준비가 돼 있어요
난 모든걸 던질 준비가 돼 있어요
모든게 뚜렷이 보여지던 밤
난 너에게 즉시 안도해 버렸지

넌 항상 무언가에 취해
운전하길 좋아하지만
사실 내게 찾아오기는 커녕
도망치는 뒷모습만 보이지 보이지

넌 떠나고 난 홀로 남아
널 저주하는 날 저주하네
사랑스러운 널 얄미워하네
한끗차이네 한끗차이네

230224 속임수

I feel isolated
nobody waits for me

cigarette and coffee
move around my soul

my body is burning
I’m sweating with anxiety
only misery cherishes me
nobody wants me

I told them they have to stay away from me
I’m a poison

feels like impending doom
I’m trapped inside my head
I’m surrounded by silence
The bells keep me from sleeping

I told them they have to stay away from me
I’m a poison
I could have disappeared but now I’m living

230306 Isolated

take me somewhere, baby
I’m crazy and you l like it, right

I’m a clever girl
I know how to handle you
but when sun goes down
you know how to control me

rule over me
control me
I could see your eyes gleaming
with all that violence

govern me
control me
he hit me and it felt like a kiss
with all that violence

you are crazy over me, baby
‘cause I have the beauty, right

oh, you’re so smart
please tell me
you can protect me from the storm
you have the shelter for me

rule over me
control me
I could see your eyes gleaming
with all that violence

govern me
control me
he hit me and it felt like a kiss
with all that violence

no one seems to care,
the darkness has us all
It’s a vicious game we play
in this life of sin
there’s no easy way
I can hear something cruel upstairs

230416 Violence

무슨 말을 듣고 싶니, 자기
모두 책임 질 수 있니, 내 사랑
나는 비밀을 구슬처럼 늘어놓고
한 알 홀랑 먹어버리고 모두 거짓말이라고 속삭일거야

나 아무 말도 없을 때면, 있지
모두 오해해 줄 수 있니, 내 사랑
나는 비밀을 구슬처럼 늘어놓고
한 알 홀랑 먹어버리고 정말 사랑한다고 널 놀릴거야

믿지마, 아무것도
내가 유령처럼 떠다니고 있어도
속지 마, 절대로
니가 설령 내 사랑 받지 못할지라도

그는 나의 손을 잡아 끄네
나는 모른척 뒤를 따르네
나는 투명한 구슬들을 손에 꼭 쥐고
너를 훌쩍 떠나버리고 모두 거짓말이라고 울게 할거야

살짝 웃어보일 때가 있지
오해해도 상관없단 뜻이지
투명한 구슬들을 손에 꼭 쥐고서
너를 훌쩍 떠나버리고 모두 거짓말이었다고 울게 할거야

믿지마, 아무것도
내가 유령처럼 떠다니고 있어도
속지 마, 절대로
니가 설령 내 사랑 받지 못할지라도

230517 속임수2

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230102 Touch Me As You Did Yesterday

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