Name: idratherbelonely by Ally Bakst in This Is Ally Bakst
Duration: 2 min 54 s
Description: when everyone lets u down, sometimes it feels like ur better off alone...

@brooklyn-winner: Thank you for listening!!!!! appreciate u more than u know <3

This is great!! Wonderful voice and beat and I totally get the lonely thing!

ils était une fois linfinis dans mon coeur

what a gem 💎 ❤️‍🔥🤍❤️‍🔥
💔🖤💔
✝️💖✝️

can I make a beat for you , BTW nice song

This Is Ally Bakst

Wanna Dance

when everyone lets u down, sometimes it feels like ur better off alone...

idratherbelonely

i want it

I wear my past like tattoos under my skin 
Every lesson learned the hardest way again 
Told myself I’d break the cycle, swear I’d make it stop 
But how do you plant roots when the ground still drops?

I’ve got ghosts in my blood, shadows in my name
Trying to be the hero but I still feel the same
How do I teach ‘em love when I don’t trust my own? 
What if I’m just an echo of the hurt I’ve known? 

I wanna build a home, not a house full of doubt 
Wanna be their calm, but the storm won’t drown out 
I swear I’d give ‘em everything, but is that enough? 
If I’m still bleeding, will they ever learn love?

Man, I swear I wanna do this right... 
But what if I ain't built for it? 
What if I pass down all the pain I was handed? 

I wear my past like tattoos under my skin, 
Lessons cut deep, yeah, they sink, they swim. 
Told myself I’d break it, cycle ends with me, 
But how you build a home when the ground ain’t steady? 

I got ghosts in my blood, voices in my brain, 
Tryna be the hero, but I still feel the same. 
How do I teach ‘em love when I don’t trust my own? 
What if I’m just a mirror of the hurt I’ve known? 

I wanna build a home, not a house full of doubt, 
Wanna be their calm, but the storm won’t drown out. 
I swear I’d give ‘em everything, but is that enough? 
If I’m still bleeding, will they ever learn love? 

They say love is patient, they say love is kind, 
I was raised in silence, love stayed blind. 
If I never had safe, never knew light, 
How do I give ‘em something I can’t find? 

What if I hold ‘em too tight, scared they’ll slip away?
What if they see the cracks in my DNA? 
I don’t wanna pass down pain like a hand-me-down coat, 
But what if the weight in my bones is all I know?

Look… I ain’t tryna mess this up. But every time I see their face,
I see my own reflection. And I don’t know if I like what I see. 
I just hope they never feel like me. 

I wanna build a home, not a house full of doubt, 
Wanna be their calm, but the storm won’t drown out. 
Maybe love ain’t perfect, maybe neither am I, 
But if I keep trying, is that enough to get it right?


ECHO

A chill electronic sound about love and struggling with overcoming self doubt about past failures embracing your current relationships even if the past still haunts you

HAUNT ME DOWN

You out, you out, you out
Buried deep, ain’t no way back now
You out, you out, you out
Ain’t no space in my boneyard now

Used to hold a spot for you, now it’s vacant land
All that love I gave was just a sleight of hand
You been diggin’ graves where your bridges stand
Now the dirt’s on you, hope you understand

Left me waitin’ at the door, now you knockin’ late
Sayin’ all the right things, but it’s past my fate
I was buried in your lies, took my time to climb
Now your echoes just a whisper in the back of my mind

I was keeping count, you ain’t know the score
Now you just a shadow lurkin’ at my door
Names on my list, scratched out in red
You don’t exist, just a voice in my head

You out, you out, you out
Buried deep, ain’t no way back now
You out, you out, you out
Ain’t no space in my boneyard now

Who’s in your boneyard? Do they whisper, too?
Or you still countin’ ghosts, tryna play it cool?
I was just another name in the book you tore
But I crawled out the dirt, ain’t your fool no more

Kept my hands clean, but you love the mess
Turnin’ love into war, now you second guess
Can’t outrun the past, it’s still on your breath
Bet you feel it in your bones every time you rest

Ooooh, I hear them calling
But I don’t answer no more
Ooooh, let ‘em fade to nothing
Just dust on my floor

You out, you out, you out
Buried deep, ain’t no way back now
You out, you out, you out
Ain’t no space in my boneyard now

Who’s in your boneyard?
Who’s in your boneyard?
Just another name… just another name…

You Out

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Written and Created with the help of:
SUNO AI Music Generator
ChatGPT (for writing and lyric generation)
Google Translate (for translation assistance)

Music Arrangement:
MY and SUNO AI Music Generator

Produced with the help of:
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London Lights

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I am not Bally Sagoo or Anu Malik, I am simply MY

Written and Created with the help of:
SUNO AI Music Generator
ChatGPT (for writing and lyric generation)
Google Translate (for translation assistance)

Music Arrangement:
MY and SUNO AI Music Generator

Produced with the help of:
SUNO AI Music Generator

Written In Stone

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