moody sad track for when i'm missing you this holiday season 

all I want Is you this Christmas (slowed) (remastered)

wavy shoegaze,  Psychedelic flow,  Funky bass, ,  wavy shoegaze,  Ethereal lo-fi,  Vintage 70s,  dream pop, Trippy reverb, 70s retro,  Timeless,  60's,  Nostalgic,  Acoustic Guitar,  sultry,  

my rusty guitar wheeps

discomfort (1)

1 year later,, i can't even remember what i was so worked up about, 
prod sriram iyer 

300 sq ft (demo)

blush (demo)

Song: CATTLE
Artist: KOLBERT
Produced by: RayX (https://www.youtube.com/@prodbyrayx)

LYRICS

[HOOK]
I’m making money, I do not deserve it? I wanna know what you have done. Bigoted bitches, with so much to lose wanna call me a deviant, what? Don’t be a cunt or I’ll save you a verse cause I’m really a really nice guy. Where is your money and maybe I’ll spare some, dumb mother fuckers got nothing they crying.
Done whining? Cause you were the ones who went flying, off of your handle… What a scandal, wanna ruin my name, you are cattle. They be herding you bitch, you cannot stop to think about you cause you were blinded little bitch, how about you and your family just walk off the plank because that’s what wanted little bitch.

[VERSE1]
I’m fucking done listening to an asshole. You never thought about what you would say there. Talking bout what would I do for this planet, giving the rights, land, right back.
I’m getting money not only for myself, helping these people who really in need. You doing zip, not doing shit, you wouldn’t put out a fire with your piss.

I wouldn’t talk of it wasn’t for you mate, multiple factors for me being this way, don’t jump a gun if you think you victim, of my music, think for a second.
You can delete all the comments you have made, that doesn’t change my opinion of you hey? They would just call this a syndrome of a weak man, not the start of a legend.

I’m fucking done with your mother fucking bullshit. Don’t think you smart, it’s okay to be wrong man.
I’m not the one, you should fight, it’s the big boss.
Who makes you mad, propaganda, that’s the right one

[HOOK]
I’m making money, I do not deserve it? I wanna know what you have done. Bigoted bitches, with so much to lose wanna call me a deviant, what? Don’t be a cunt or I’ll save you a verse cause I’m really a really nice guy. Where is your money and maybe I’ll spare some, dumb mother fuckers got nothing they crying.
Done whining? Cause you were the ones who went flying, off of your handle… What a scandal, wanna ruin my name, you are cattle. They be herding you bitch, you cannot stop to think about you cause you were blinded little bitch, how about you and your family just walk off the plank because that’s what wanted little bitch.

CATTLE (Prod. rayx)

Working with the contrast of more wobbly and pluck sounding notes with this one

Dubious [WIP]

handmedown

Tyrannosaurus-Wreck

whatdoyouseeinthemirror

@1axhelini on ig and tt

Main Artist - axhelini
Producer - 66smokey
Co-Producer - axhelini

this song is currently soundcloud exclusive, it's coming out 01/01/2025 tho

- lyrics -

1,2,1,2,3,fuck-
i don't wanna talk
i'll mute my phone
so i can avoid
every single conflict
don't want any drama
i just want my trauma to end

seven missed calls i won't answer
if i did i'd be in danger
call me once i'm done hiding
cuz now i don't feel like fighting
know i should be dead
escaped death twice instead
it's chasing
it's chasing me
everywhere i go it follows
leave me alone
i need to catch my breath

i don't wanna talk
i'll mute my phone
so i can avoid
every single conflict
don't want any drama
i just want my trauma to end

avoid

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~ Still learning to face the Sun ~

Written & performed by a shitty Musician in a tiny bedroom, compiled by a Producer frequently under the influence; mastered by the hearing impaired. This demonstration should NOT be listened to by ANYONE. Any persons who do choose to listen to these demos, do so at their own risk.

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