Her last words- Courtney Parker

LYRICS: 
Just an average girl, she always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while.
Now she's older, things are getting colder
Life's not what she thought, 
She wished someone had told her.
She told you she was down
And you let it slip by
So from then on, she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But can’t you see she was telling white lies
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrist were bleeding through you see
She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound,
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice, she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake,
But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate
Things were going down never really up, 
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next,
Just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck
She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon,
Just don't think it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath,
It's all over all gone, all done, now she's greeting death
It's a disgrace, I was misplaced,
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
And I’m sorry, but goodbye

Her Last Words

Fun and Games - This song is SUPER important to me because I think that sexual abuse or harassment of any form is absolutely disgusting and I honestly think that people under estimate the lengths some will go to, to actually satisfy themselves. It's not always the gorgeous, thin girls who show more skin and are confident in themselves, it can just as often be the shy, covered up women who don't even give these people any attention. 

So in this song I'm trying to give two scenarios where (in a nutshell) two completely different women are being victimised by men using sexual abuse/harassment. The chorus connects the two, explaining that there is a very obvious line between kidding around and violating someone's privacy and right to feel comfortable in their environment. The bridge also explains that it never matters what someone wears or how someone acts, unless they verbally tell you what they want you should never assume anything or take it into your own hands.
Lyrics to Fun and Games are on my Youtube channel

Codi Kaye singing Fun And Games  (original)

WARNING:this song might be triggering for some people
this song is the ONLY that actually makes me cry in tears


Courtney Parker - Her Last Words

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Im sorry Mom, and Dad

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Alyssa