SO good. I get this Band of Horses and Grandaddy vibe combined, I like it!

Nightfall

Here With You

Single for Rainy Tapes Vol. 1 COMING OUT AUGUST 3RD!!

Prod. Jacobsen

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

These days I don't feel no pain
I don't really want to feel okay
Sunshine, I don't feel no rain
My demons call my name
And I kind of want to go back
Thinking that the shadow where my home at
Fuck it, I've been feeling so heartless
Strange I've been taken from the darkness, yeah
And I don't really feel myself
Smoke til I can't feel myself
Drink til I fucked up my health
My friends said I need help
Cause I want to feel a heart break
Want to feel the pain of a heart ache
I don't really know what love is
I'm just fucking done with the numbness, yeah

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, yeah

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Rainy Tapes, Vol. 1

i like the pain

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Roderick Porter - i like the pain (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) [prod. Jacobsen]

I wrote this a while ago, so a lot has changed ever since, sorry for my inactivity on soundcloud, i had no way to record for a while, but I'm back now, and thank you for listening.

Spotify

Broken but Thankful, Pt. 2 (feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

Made a little song from a free beat I found online, It sucks but I'm trying at least.....
Prod (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOeMT_s6DLHTuSSpCPaDOVw)
Art by (https://www.instagram.com/askthepictures/)
Merch (https://teespring.com/mrwobblesdrown)

drOwn - Mr. Wobbles (prod. IluvTakumi)

FIRST SONG OFF MY EP (1/4)
with @whxami
660
PROD. PLURBS

covert art by @lildvrkie

PROMISE ME (w/ Whxami)

You Are Not Charles Bukowski

200k on Spotify :) New Song with Maya in the works

I, I don't know why but
I, I can't get bye so 
I, I get so high and 
I cry every night

Oh what you know I'm another lost soul
Cause I don't really wanna live life no more
People gone switch but fuck it I won't 
Emotions stay high but never fucking show 
No one knows what im going through its just me 
AtotheT
So please don't fucking try it 
And I've been fucking dying 
Perfect fucking timing 
Cause im wilding on an isolated island and there aint no surviving

I don't really wanna see 
Whats in store for me 
So hopefully I breath so free
Breath so free that's make believe 
I make em see what I could be 
Right now I am not me
I look like me I talk like me
I look in the mirror and hate what I fucking see

I (feat. MayaHiga)

Sanctum

prod @eric-godlow

lyrics:

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

she said stop, stop toolin with my head
you promised me you'd never leave, that's what you had said, 
now i'm all alone, you got me cryin in our bed, 
most of all i miss my parents, i miss my friends

i hate the way i'm feelin and its only gettin worse
i got you screamin out "stop", while i scream it fucking hurts
words can do some damage, didn't know that they would scar
still i love you more than anything i hate when were apart

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

no, i don't wanna yell but baby girl you're all i have
i need you hearin what i say and if you need i'll run it back
i know that life can feel dull when you're lonely as fuck
its like you're trippin over everything you're stuck in the mud

its so absurd huh, the way i'm writin in the verse
i got some flow you never heard before, there's pain in every word
and i ain't never been the type to be like "nothing ever works"
but if i am its cause i lost you that's some shit that i deserve

i can be your home (prod. eric godlow)

Everything Will Be Just Fine

I hear there’s ghosts inside
So I’m gonna go
people outside 
I don’t wanna peep
Love outside
But I want some lo-o-ove 

I got a heart so big it fit two people 
But my heart scared cause everyone’s evil
So no ones there and no ones leaving
your worst nightmare but u ain’t dreaming
Creeping seeping leaking under floor boards
reason with meaning to make me understand more
Cause I cannot comprehend or seem to fathom
Why you choose the life ahead instead of what’s back of us

Like what’s in back of us
Baby i see u don’t like the past uh huh
But baby I changed so look
I hate people but

I hear there’s ghosts inside
So I’m gonna go
people outside 
I don’t wanna peep
Love outside
But I want some lo-o-ove

Falling Gravity

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @illfaith



[Lyrics]
I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept on my meds

It's hard to believe everything you've said
Harder for you to trust me instead
If all else fails and your love has fled
I'll kiss the photographs you left on read

Everytime I let it go
You come around with that hello
Swear this time won't let it show
But if I know you know; we know

We'll end up back in bed to throw
Away the pain; at night we glow
Like fireflies in bitter snow
Tomorrow wishing we had went slow

Wake up don't know what to do
You're gone but I already knew
Check my phone "I'm missing you"
I can't believe I miss you too

The alcohol had me a- skew
Can't forget what we went through
Girl, you don't wanna be my glue
Too far broken afraid it's true

Do you hate me the way I hate myself?
I can never seem to do what's good for my health
A million riches, but you're my only wealth
Broken frames left of us on top the highest shelf

I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept with you instead

Everything Will Be Just Fine

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