i havent slept in days

knee deep in broken glass, im sleeping on a bed of nails
wanted more than you could give but know that I would never tell
wanted more I must admit but fuck it guess ill sit alone
say you wanna end this shit, you know I thought we made a home

chainsaw 2 your face I wont leave a trace or sign
you can struggle just know that there is no reason to fight
blood it always stains, after this you might just start 2 feel alive
we both know that you've been living a lie

always acting like you'll never regret, what you said and you did
know I been stuck in my bed so fuckin sick of this shit
you knew I wanted it bad, but you'll still take what you can
know I been slipping again

always learning shit the hard way
coming back around didn't think that you would harm me
now I miss the feeling, standing under hard rain
touching you again, know it doesn't feel the same
fingers tearing out your veins

(rouri404 noises)

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chainsaw (frevel)

I can't see no evil
don't know why i should keep it on
i can't see my people
the evil lurks inside them all
everyone tests me they watch like a hawk
really wanna best me i do not give a fuck
im not gon be yo bestie im ready to count up
everyones resting you'll see me when im up 
i read the lies that you been sent to my inbox
im so impatient sick of watching the damn clock

Im ten feet under water drown me out
dont count me out
my mind tends to wander im losing now
im in over my head
reconcile with past i cant get out
just let me out
when will you see me for me and not the things i did

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

don't drown me out (p. blvnkface x yeezo)

stuck

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vaeo/abandon-all-hope

abandon all hope (prod. vaeo x reesoo)

psychosis (dez forman x polar)

Ft. @reefuh
@poisonedcheeto

Lyrics:
[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

[reef]
save it, left my heart out on the pavement
yeaaa 50% of my luv was the payment
thinking u could be w me, girl ur off ur medication
stuck in the past, shriveled me up and threw me in the grass
like how u move on so fast, spent forever tryna get like that
so dont pat me down, maybe u had me then but u dont have me now
so just shut me out, and don't act like that cuz u know how
(i give up)
im drowning in this bot- in this bottle
lost my peace of mind to all these thirsty models
like bitch who you think you are?
if your a shooting star then ima shoot the stars
fake shit rlly dont get far
wanna match better raise the bar
dont race me boy race a car
i been in and out of love i swear im trying hard
oh, ohh, ohh ohhh, oh ohh, oh ohh

[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

hot wheels (yametsu, oh well, staggy, emags, rans0m, thrml, (01kon)

alteria