produced by me, beat inspired by @vampiremutual
i love you @ch2rms
art by me

[im too numb]
i cant feel a thing
i cant feel a thing at all
can you save me from myself
i just go through these withdrawals
u cant see the way i tried to fall
im screaming out that i still wanna die
i wish i didnt know what this was like
im scared but im too scared to lie
im scared but im too scared to cry

im so numb
i feel so dumb
i wanna run
but i feel so torn
cant feel inside
i dont know
how to go
bring me home
bring me home
bring me home
bring me home

empty ft ch2rms

song is called holster if ure gna repost this just title it holster not "free" thx :heart:

with @sennaiidesu
#swagclique @swagclique
yea i thought i had it all from the start
guess that i was wrong
knew that when you teared out my heart
it'd all be gone
walk up in the store with my bros
we get what we want
walk up in the function lookin clean they all know what im on
hoodie vetements
pants dont remember them
way too many ties on me think i need to sever them
shirt match the belt when i walk up in the residence
if i seen ur pretty face before then id remember it
btch im 2 swag dunno y u thought otherwise
japanese my denim btch my pants im rockin NUMBER (N)INE
heard that he was talkin on my guys well he get crucified
aint no ressurecting when we comin thru n take ur life

@sennaiidesu
dont even wanna knowww
heart stuck on the hard times, i had to let gooo
guess i shoulda known i'd be better off aloneee
cant believe you'd do this to me
your words felt like daggers, yeah, they cut me too deep
been up for like hours tryna understand the reason
surely you can reason that you got me tweakin
yeah, im still breathin, but my heart is barely beatin
atleast we made it this far
but it came with change, i dont know what we are
forgave your mistakes, dont wanna be apart
tired of this heartache, can we just restart?

start over ft sennai (lati)

2/24/24 
cover art by @prodsoma

@h3artch3rades
@digipak

33 days ft h3artch3rades (soma & digipak)

@kiryano @taylor @sshinju

i dont wanna go
leave my home
did this on my own
need u no

i feel so alone
call my phone
prolly just decline
thats just how it goes  

idk
i change what i do
i change what i feel
i change me for you
im bulletproof

i took way too much
wna fuckin puke
throw the ball i run
wanna be with you

i dont wanna do it anymore
im in last place i dont keep score
off too much fallin imma hit the floor
im love with the pills i adore

u broke me to my core
i want it i want more
i watch you leave it hurts
i cant be ignored

thats just how it goes... ft. kiryano (tmo + shinju)

im high asl rn n made this idek

lyrics 

she wanna come with me 4 the night
lay wit me n hold me tight
ion rlly wanna say goodbye
its like once in a lifetime
jus hmu pls dont cry
dont bleed out no dont die
i dont wanna say bye
but i guess its my time
im not ready to fly
sundown to sunrise 
u can see the love in my eyes
u just dont let that shit fly
so out of breath i cant even let out a sigh
did u decide
whether u love me
im afraid to cry
imma look ugly
too afraid to die
but i dream abt it
no i never found it
yea yea yea
did u decide
whether u love me
im afraid to cry
imma look ugly
too afraid to die
but i dream abt it
no i never found it
yea yea yea

did u decide prod me

silent (kir)

pointless

pointless (maknae + waifu + yugen)

@BLUSHXOXO @DIEGOINTHEDARK @444JET

@BLUSHXOXO
psilocybin yea they fucking up my brain bro
pills in my system saline in my nasal
hoe giving good brain we dont give appraisal 
take a xanax half a bar of hazel

made that shit right back
krooked tee wit a prada bag
real shit aye they know my swag yuh
big bands yea they getting packed up
they like what you mean?
baby im tryna get that green
big bankroll made them bands since a teen
yea turnin up the show wit my team yuh

nigga fuck around we spillin shit
damn i aint even up n they all up in my mix
ian give af
n ian givin trust
ion need no luck
got this rap shit on tuck

@DIEGOINTHEDARK
ain no one inside this school bus but me
   pussy boy u cnt fuck wit us 
   suffer gang the team 
   pretty jeans on my ass 
   imma stuff em wit a beam 
   how the fuck yo brotha lack 
   bru we caught him at the green light 

   tell me wht it feels like 
   to hve empathy 
   nowadays i load another clip 
   & get to emptying 
   these clones r multiplying 
   but theyll nvr get ahead of me 

   feeding my girl ecstasy 
   she wna take it all off 
   thumbing thru the commas 
   to cope w all the problems 
   remember whn my momma said 
   please get off the drugs 
   i dnt want the pills nowadays 
   i just need a hug 

   bby if u need a friend 
   u cn call me 
   yearning for touch 
   seeing love & im longing 
   talking on the net 
   bitch my brother keylogging 
   lying said u love me
   u dnt evn want me

HTL NO COMPLY @BLUSHXOXO @DIEGOINTHEDARK PROD 444JET

@negativecreeper @greyroxx @foreless

im going back 2 it again heal heal

heal

put it together

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did u decide prod me

veezuh