out on all plats - https://spotify.link/hXPSj9ZluDb
prod by @shingan

ur only here when im medicated

ive got a long way to go still

ur not feelin anything so i feel like shit

i got it wrong, u dont feel a thing

this cup is burning strong im still feelin it

so heres to feelin dead

cant get u out my head

i cant get out my bed and i see u with ur friends

medicate myself again, i can barely stand

i just want a chance but ur giving that to him

so heres to feeling dead

i know that this is hell but i dont want it to end

u and i

can we try?

hold still, girl im still wishin you were mine

mine, been losin my mind

cant get u off my mind

girl im still wishin u were mine

mine, been losin my mind

cant get get u off my mind

in my head

i spend some long nights in my head

i dont wanna, say goodbye 

when its all coming down

i cant lose you oh

no, say goodbye

when its all coming down, i cant lose you

i feel the wires in my head, getting looser

abusing myself to extend, the time that u spend in my head

ur only ever here with me, when im medicated

in my head (p. shingan)

conact vaynes:

@verpos
www.instagram.com/blamevaynes

https://sippas.org

prod beauxlol

vaynes - pissed off (bad bitches)

reprod @1sunsuu , og by @twikipedia / @deltaxp

vocal preset: https://payhip.com/b/9MvZn

I gotta go (Go)
I need to function, I'm tired of that ho
Came with a scope
I'm getting money by talking in code
(Yes, sir) what do you tote?
Bitch got guns? Go
Can't go home, cause I'm on my own
I won't let them talk shit
'cause I have other options
And when I wanna talk shit
I pull up to the function
I think I'm gonna talk shit
Cause you don't want no apology
I know they love to argue
I'm taking the discussions
Hennessy, oh, my God, I can't see the mirror
Uh lSD, oh, my God, make him disappear, uh
Running through, running through
Running through the pages
That's that shit, I can do
Wishing that I make it take it
I'ma hunt it down until you're famous
Faked it
'cause I saw you promised me some payments
Lame shit, off some lamе shit, I'm the lamest
Said they wanna talk
Thеn I told them that they're brainless
Stop, stop, stop
Bitch you're like 20, swear to god
Feel like Wido, body roll
He keep telling me to stop stop, stop, stop
Bitch you're like 20, swear to god
Feel like Wido, body roll
He keep telling me to stop
I won't let them talk shit
'cause I have other options
And when I wanna talk shit
I pull up to the function
I think I'm gonna talk shit
Cause you don't want no apology
I know they love to argue
I'm taking the discussions
Hennessy, oh, my God, I can't see the mirror
Uh lSD, oh, my God, make him disappear, uh
Running through, running through
Running through the pages
That's that shit, I can do
Wishing that I make it

running through the pages

call @bmud

+ @akasukii
p. @shatter3d @prod_dxvi @bazington


tell me y were falling apart
y i cnt tell who u r
tell me y its been so hard
2 ignore the pain from the scars
i tried so many times
2 make me feel alr
but evrytime i cried
u got me fucked up i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
‎ ‎

@1zora
i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
yea it feels like i might die
i cldnt even feel alive
if i wanted 2 survive
tell me y were falling apart
tell me y its been so hard
i cannot handle being so far 
u left me with a broken heart </3
i cldnt sleep 4 nights
u left me with tears dried
on my face
wish u cld see it my way
‎ ‎

tell me y were falling apart
y i cnt tell who u r
tell me y its been so hard
2 ignore the pain from the scars
i tried so many times
2 make me feel alr
but evrytime i cried
u got me fucked up i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆

cldnt sleep 4 nightz + akasuki (shatter3d dxvi baz)

lurk [@heroine @dreamnote]

cover art created by alton (twitter.com/euclicide)


@1gr4eme @xvvr @hypnotherapy444

Graeme - Newjeans @xvvr @hypnotherapy444

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0JRG61dZHAjYZfvJllmltt?si=23GyQcjRTQi1NDxUIERFlw

this was rlly fun to make

thank u to @74three and @wwenszy for featuring on it, i truly appreciate it c:

caramel (nokia version)

cause i'm an angel (sped up)

I made the first half of this song July 3rd before I made a decision. I did the 2nd half of the song July 6th after.

running through the pages

I'll always be here