guess i'll be here all alone 
i wouldn't know what to do
you want me here on my own
my heart is already blue
stop tryna fight that
in the back of my mind i thought it just like that
but it happened so fast
and i was blind, i really thought that we'd last
too many cuts to tape behind with no mask
after the first you never tried to call back
and i'll be calling in my mind singing
when you decided to leave
i wasn't ready to go
when you decided for me
i wasn't to ready to know
but i'll miss you
if it's already or not
and i'll miss you
if i'm ready or not
when you decided to leave
i wasn't ready to know
when you decided for me
know your mind's made up
but i'll miss you
if it's already or not
and i'll miss you
if i'm ready or not

prod @kttflwr @t57thetank

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rdyornot (p. kittyflower + t57thetank)

mixd n prod @y4ndere 

lyrics,,
pull up to my room, ima turn the lights out
pull up to my city we gon have a night out
posted wit my bros I cant fw ur crowd
pls shut up cuz ur way too loud!!!
I love how you talk, yea I rlly like the sound
you my number 1, you could never let me down <3
pockets hella fat yea that shit weigh a pound
blunt 2 the face yea im going to the clouds
I jus wanna hear your voice 1 more time
send him to the doves yea send him to the sky
say he gon pull up he rlly not that guy
you jus make everything feel fine..
feel fine, cuz everytime that ure around
u make my heart spin around
i know u wont, u wont let me down
closer! i want u by my shoulder
without u i feel like im falling apart
feel like im soulless, i need u im hopeless
and all the feelings im always holding
ill never tell you
but one day maybe ill be stronger
i rly wanna tell u everything
one day! ill tell u what i feel
promise me that it will never end
dont forget about me, u & me to the end

lights out ft angelicxmei prod yandere

owari:
君の声がまだ響いてるよ
ひとりぼっちの僕、なにしてるの？
need u by my side, i dnt wana feel alone 
im so dam hurt i can feel it thru my bone 
dam bleedin so much stitchup my scars (҂ • ᴖ • ｡)
crying all alone, dont forget who we r
苦しいときは今だけ 
最後に泣いたのはいつだっけ？
毎日本当につらいんだって 
自分の気持ちが伝えられなくて 
feel like im inside a cage 
evryday is the same 
cloudy rain on my head⋆｡°• ⛆
i js wana b dead 
さみしがりやの僕 
月を見て泣く夜 
but ik that i gota pull thru 
dnt care bout nothing i js wana see u

seishun:
このまま恋に落ちよう..
きみのぬくもりを感じるよ
愛していると言えないよ
ひとりぼっちの僕、なにしてるの？
&i js miss u all the fkn time
said i ll love u 4ever so stay by my side
hurt me break me js don't tell me lies
I dnt wna b alone so hold me close as i die
このまま死ぬのを見届けよう ..
きみのぬくもりを感じるよ
愛していると言えないよ
ひとりぼっちの僕、なにしてるの？

liliya:
you told me that everything would be just fine
you told me it would be alright 
moments pass by and days turned to night
pierce thru me just like a bite 
I thought everything would be just fineee 
don’t leave me behind 
those words just take it as a sign
i made this mess and it’s just all mine

poell:
i cant feel again am i good enough,
i see the thing again am i goin nuts (baby),
tell me close my eyes again am i goin numb,
i can be yr chewtoy chew me like yr piece of gum,
and ik how it goes, yk but with time you'll go,
cause ik ik ik ik, 
that you'd go go go go,
cause yr living on the other side not a very bright life,
pass the ball to me and my team we gon make it right,
used to b odv but don't play cause we'll take yr life,
if its between u n me and my dreams imma make things right,
how do u not know that,
posted up at plug hat,
me n bros we on tht,
cant come close we off tht,
x'd u out yr off tht,
shoot u frm across the map,
listen up u got tht,
do this sht like no bap

chewtoy w/ seishun, liliya, poell (yandere)

https://yandere.bandcamp.com/album/kill-me-slowly
https://open.spotify.com/album/25jWZQxVQtS0ovbsKA8dLf?si=t-OjtOYzQNKbqouldcmEuA

1. eternal
2. sewn like dolls @h1yori
3. tobira
4. oblivion
5. what led me here @shrinex
6. str4wb3rry☆gutz!!! yandere edit @diegointhedark @tekea
7. kira kirara @lyraseraphiel
8. undertone
9. stay here with me
10. kill me slowly

thank you

kill me slowly

https://www.instagram.com/s3pten/
it's been a while,,
i'll soon be releasing footprints ep on sc and bandcamp.

beyond the horizon

yestarday

SERI - last Memories of Akigawa 16 *¨*•.¸¸⋆*✩ feat. kerosene (reupload)

@y4ndere

lyrics: 
i used to call your bedroom my home
now i dont give a fuck im alone
i hate this time of year
cos nothing ever feels the same
i stay up all alone
waiting for you to return
i know that
by winter ill feel better
i hate this autumn weather
it makes me feel so numb 
i wish that i could feel at all
wish i could reset last year 
so that i forget 
december when i lost my heart to you
you should've been honest from the start
but ppl dont change now its in the past
i really tried to light a match in the dark
but next time imma let it all fade to black
and there's times where i
still feel you with me 
when i rest my head 
i still can dream of you

winter 「prod. yandere」

hiii im backk!! sry for being inactive... happy bday to me!

@y4ndere

tell me, but be honest
i might help you only if you want it
i cant believe that you still havent noticed
you say you wont let me go is that a promise?
i hopeee

yaa i dont get why... we get super close but then we cut it off
i dont rly know, why are we so weak i thought we're so strong
we've fallen way too deep i feel like there's no way out

taste of my blood, you really wanna know
open my guts, i don't wanna know uhhh
open my veins cuz i don't feel no pain
damn im really sorry that ive been made this way….

even hot chocolate couldn't make me feel right
am i missing something? i cant never feel fine
even hot chocolate couldn't make me feel right
am i missing something? i cant never feel fine

grab my heart and check if it has a shape
did it melt away... i rly hope not
idk if im gonna be okay,
without you im gonna be afraid

∛heart (yandere)

if you're not remembered, then you never existed
https://open.spotify.com/album/1tQnnajJ1IFvgmwoLQsysU?si=8Ia5Ou0CRg-fgHhCX6bJmQ

SERI - last Memories of Akigawa 16 ¨•.¸¸⋆*✩ feat. kerosene (reupload)

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