Pretty To Me [p. IOF]

@awwy2k
@glassxhotel

available on spotify!

never said that i liked you
poor boy this world is not true
what did u expect me to do

im so lost i'll leave this planet
cuz nobody understands me
im so alone i cant breath
i feel insane yet steady

i never felt important
im scared of moving forward
im scared of any changes
im scared of ur illusions
im scared of taking damage
from people i call friends
feel like its my dead end
(i never felt this way)
im scared of being useless
im scared of being used
im scared of being you
im scared of being myself

not important (kidu)

https://genius.com/Memorie-stay-with-me-lyrics

stay with me - memorie ft kishin
prod blushxoxo

all credits to original artists

stay with me // memorie + kishin

notcursed - twenty (silencedgrave flip)

prod by YOUNGMESA
written, mix by ali xp+, Zanyuraa+

(ali xp+) 
Baby i need u
I need u
Always on my mind
Stuck in my head
Ur in my heart, in my heart
Ur in my heart, in my heart
Baby i need u
I need u
Always on my mind
Stuck in my head
Ur in my heart, in my heart
Ur in my heart, in my heart

(Zanyuraa+) 
You, always in the my heart
Still on my mind
I never forget about you
Thinking everytime
(Woo-aaaahh) 
Thinking everytime
(Haa-aaaahh) 
Takkan kulupa semua kenangan yang indah
Jalan bersamamu, kita saling bertawa
Karena dirimu, yang aku miliki
Akan ku jaga, cinta ini sampai mati

(ali xp+) 
Baby i need u
I need u
Always on my mind
Stuck in my head
Ur in my heart, in my heart
Ur in my heart, in my heart
Baby i need u
I need u
Always on my mind
Stuck in my head
Ur in my heart, in my heart
Ur in my heart, in my heart

need u 2 + Zanyuraa+ (YOUNGMESA)

My voice released and held

i'm sorry for my korean pronunciation.
this is something different from what i sing/post, but i really love korean r&b
this cover is inspired by the lovely @leorinda ♥ i love you
thank u to my son who made harms cougHS

🌺 julia's ver  ;  https://soundcloud.com/leorinda/dust-x-damn-if-you-didnt-want-me-back

lyrics ; https://soundcloud.com/rosy2096/72ssah57weqb
inst. ; www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8g1Z_Yc-CU

먼지 x damn, if you didn't want me back (cover)

yungjzaisdead x teddy♡ - my girl (prod. nedarb)

butterfly

something something unfinished bla bla bla will be right back yada yada

[Lyrics]:
6 feet deep where I'm at 
i hope that you listen to my music when you're sad
yeah i just need a bag 
or I just need a pack
im pouring out my heart so
tell me where you at where you at where you at

They say plants never grow with no sunshine
I just want a plant or a rose i can call mine
tell me where you at so i know if I'm on time
and if i don't make it can you tell me that it's alright alright alright                                 

tell me why does this all sound familliar
should i say hello 3 more times just to feel you
tell me what to do or tell me what to say
I dont know where to go
so tell me I should stay

where u at? (prod. alanfor)

slow and steady wins the race

please don't listen to my music on soundcloud: https://open.spotify.com/track/70XUPdl5GF9GK0ukvMsaxc?si=sx1ECj8mSVeof3ecCqgC-g

written and produced by me
performed by me
additional production by ty lorenzo
mixed and mastered by ty lorenzo
cover art by me

lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Cutting corners and trading places 
With versions of myself I’m
Feeling misguided and out of place like all the damn time
Can’t catch a break, constantly misplacing my own ego
Seconds late and steadily fading I’m losing control

Agitated with knowing I haven’t done my best job
Furiously scraping together all of my thoughts god
I’m sorry to all the people I hurt during my lifetime
Mulling over details in my head like they were war crimes

The parts of me I hate they never really go away now
I’m subjugated to compensating within the background
I don’t want my life to pass me by I’m only human
Every moment forward’s being spent on self improvement

[Pre-Chorus]
Well, okay
I’ve got pressure stacking up on every side
Well, okay
I’ve been forced persuasion I guess I’ll say goodbye

[Chorus]

In a whirl
And I feel like nobody’s on my side
In a world where I know that only pretty people
Get what they want when they want it
Pessimistic I can’t stop it

[Verse 2]

Where’s a superhero when you need one 
All my friends are like the changing seasons
Feel the fading colors grow in time
Learn the art of letting go I have been feeling ill-advised

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Well, okay
I’ve got pressure stacking up on every side
Well, okay
I’ve been forced persuasion I guess I’ll say goodbye

[Chorus]

먼지 x damn, if you didn't want me back (cover)

Alys