[@3dssucks + @0k1ro + @lei] 
{i did the other drums and strings @ the end lol}

les go
scared of ur love
les go
scared of ur love i-
ugh ugh scared i-
scared

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

i feel alive
all this energy, i could never die
upon the hills i can see what i cant find
i found beauty with my very own eyes
i think i love her and i dont, and im scared
and my words all in my throat
ur love's my fear i-
drop a tear ugh cry
why me why, all i do is try

i made it thru it on my own 
he talking tough ill cut his throat
we push to start like go go go
like u cant talk u stole my flow
break calcium all in my bones
and love engraved all in my code
i still see you as my own
i still see you as my bro
talk to the mirror--like i know
but i dont want u anymore
slamming the door, im running out
and i aint looking back no more
waking up on the floor
its like a been here before
love u i love u more--then i said

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

scared
again
scared of ur love yea scared-
again
scared i-
again
scared
again

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

and i dont need ur love

i see again

spotify

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

& IF ITS TOO MUCH NOW THEN ITS THE LAST TIME

lei - loaded up ft. eddison psych

hello i have spotify (klips)

britney spears shirt on but i feel like bella
puttin on her clothes idk how to tell her:/
whisper in my ear u can be my cinderella
thats your favorite dress but it kinda make me jealous
i dress like a crow when i hit hollywood
i could fuck you baby but ull never hit my wood
dont do what i have to do im doin what i should
dont do what they want you to youre doing all u could

hawk tuah on my grave

04. take his loot ft boolymon

@lucybedroque @lucybedroque @lucybedroque
(scrapped off unmusique, BUT lucy so kindly let me drop dis for yall <33)
prod ivvys, mental, synthetic and noah

lucy bedroque .. GIRLS!!!

the birds you hear them singing
to the ones who walked away
your words my love they're stinging
i still feel them to this day
stay with me
so stay with me

dove


i dont wanna know
fake bitch how ur posting on ur note
one bar
now im laying on the floor
too light
when im walking to the store
now im posted at your door
glock in my hand gonna one up on the score
make him do a dance
i cant take it anymore
pullin up my pants
yea im saggin like a whore
woozy off a xan
yea i take em when im bored
got a second chance
wearin skinny jeans how u callin him ur man
yea i think he gay tryna touch me with his hands
real bag getter cus im movin in from france
how u movin with ur friends
whole group weird tryna move in and advance
yea u only hating cus u mad that i got bands
must think im a banker cus he askin for a grant
must think that im easy cus he askin for a feature
just cus i look over doesnt mean that i dont see them
yo girl do not love you yea she party every weekend
pushin out excuses tryna tell you its the season
skinny and im freezin
tryna look tryna scope
feel sick god i wish that i was home
gotta wish gotta hope
no fight but they pullin out their phones

hello i have spotify (klips)

xelashurting