reach for your hand but your not there
so i’ll just act like i dont care (lovecompound)
watch and stare
but u dont see me anymore
you dont see me anymore
i dont wanna live my life
lets put it all aside
look at me in my eyes 
my eyes

i want u know that im trying my best
and that im not protending
u know your better off
but u come and defend me
your better off
so i wait for an ending
i dont want u to hurt
if its all my fault
the pills hit your brain
and their turning it off
the pills hit your brain
and their turning it off

I suffer 
by my lonely 
I stay lowkey 
u don’t know me 

uh oh In my head 
waiting for my happy end
don’t know what is happening 
don’t know where my focus went 
uh oh you again 
wish I was a better friend
I lose track of everything 
I struggle with anything 

want to be in your surrounding 
can’t get up again I’m drowning
digits in my head I’m counting 
tell me what you know about it

reach for your hand but your not there
so i’ll just act like i dont care (lovecompound)
watch and stare
but u dont see me anymore
you dont see me anymore
i dont wanna live my life
lets put it all aside
look at me in my eyes 
my eyes

glass castle +senses (yandere)

stay cover + victxrw & kid sora (prod. toshi)

far from you

this time of year again,
i always wonder why,
if u still hate me still?
you'll know ill try to find,
i need that reason why,
to just be satisfied,
you know its hard to break me down like this.

once again im obsessive with the past again,
ill try to forget it as much as i can,
but you know it hurts just to think about now,
ill distract myself,
to forget about the pain.

it took a while for me, it'll take a while for us, to get back on track,
and u know that it hurts - as i look on back, we'll never be the same, we'll never be back, we'll never go back.

its taking over me, u know that we wont see eye to eye, cause everytime we talk im terrified,
i know its u thats gon make me, its u thats gon bring me home.

it took a while for me, it'll take a while for us, to get back on track,
and u know that it hurts - as i look on back, we'll never be the same, we'll never be back, we'll never go back.

its taking over me, u know that we wont see eye to eye, cause everytime we talk im terrified,
i know its u thats gon make me, its u thats gon bring me home.

it'll take a while for us...

it'll take a while

og: silverstein - aquamarine
ty @llostvision for the inspo

ALSO I NEED A NEW MIC CAUSE THIS $40 CONDENSER AINT DOING IT NO MORE

lyrics:

a ring in a box but not ur dream
its not a diamond, its aquamarine
ur shocking look of self defeat
so desperate...
i think of the place where u fooled me
beside the tarmac u never came clean
im driving past the gruesome scene
I'll never forget this...

i told u I wished that i was dead
my eyes wouldn't open up again :(
i cnt believe i wasn't joking
salt n lime i taste
the sickest thoughts i cnt erase
these images wont stop provoking

u know u could
i wish u would

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

u packed your shit and went ahead
my mind and my soul were left for dead
i cnt believe u weren't joking
sweat rolls down my face
my bloody knuckles mark the stains
my throat is closing up, I'm choking

u know you could
(u know you could)
i wish u would
(i wish u...)

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

same bed, we take no precautions
emotions, regret and revenge
the last step in killing the karma
it makes sense from where we've been
the same car same songs same motions
we hold hands, relive how we met
but no talk, no reconciliation
this train's already left

did you think next April
u'd be even further away??
did u keep him faithful
how many nights did you lay awake?
n even six years later
the dialogue, it stays the same
ur 2000 miles away
betrayers never change...

a ring in a box but not from me
its still no diamond, its aquamarine
u'll never find your place of peace
u'll always regret this

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

aquamarine cover

w/ @blackwinterwells
prod me
mixed by me & wells
cover by me

reliant +blackwinterwells

https://soundcloud.com/cheesegirl
https://soundcloud.com/1kxr

velokey - not complete prod naoya + kxr

feels like its luck that i met u,, so idk how ill live without Uu :<
@sanriorose
@lil4c

https://open.spotify.com/track/615H5I2U2RVL5Wrl1XSojr?si=-WkeVha0QTGSr8sfvo0wDw

luck feat dolly prod lilac

shift ft. crusifye + miraie (kurai)

first single off my ep "elucidate"

@ihatebixby
@crescentxx
@y4ndere

empty/happy + bixby & crescent (prod yandere)

i need someone to hold on to
when the whole world is laughing at u
i see it clearer in the mirror
thats its my fault that im on my own

thats its my fault that im on my own

im just so insecure 
but i dont what for
lay my head on the ground
cuz when it rains it pours
im losing all my wars

u dont have to ask me
calm down we’ll put it in the past
throw it in the trash
good things never last
i dont wanna live with or without you
lights out like a match
im lost in the ash
we touch and contrast 
i reach for your hand 
but i cant seem to cant seem to
burn and i crash
and i break through the glass
i feel so attached
with my feet laying still in the grass

so far, but so close
i'm so far but so close
..so far.. but im so close (oh)
so far, but so close :/

tell me why ur still stuck in my head
everyday i'm jus crying in bed
tell me lies will u do it again
i can feel my head tryna tell me 

get up off the floor
wont u leave out the door
had enough, want some more
why the fuck i do this for
she's jus rotten to the core
i can't feel but i'm still sore
when it rains it starts to pour
it's getting cold so close the door

long night stuck in the bathroom
im lookin at u
know we could die but that i used know
that im sinking down
if im ever found
listen to sounds
of what i used to give out (x2)

attachment +blxty (lilac)

@crystalstatues
1amadxus@gmail.com

gonna be back 1 day

empty/happy + bixby & crescent (prod yandere)

@amadxus

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