addicted to this music since poni sent it to me

i always come back to this 
this is so beautiful fr 
u should make more of these vic

realize +mental (maknae & sense)

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

spotify

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

og: silverstein - aquamarine
ty @llostvision for the inspo

ALSO I NEED A NEW MIC CAUSE THIS $40 CONDENSER AINT DOING IT NO MORE

lyrics:

a ring in a box but not ur dream
its not a diamond, its aquamarine
ur shocking look of self defeat
so desperate...
i think of the place where u fooled me
beside the tarmac u never came clean
im driving past the gruesome scene
I'll never forget this...

i told u I wished that i was dead
my eyes wouldn't open up again :(
i cnt believe i wasn't joking
salt n lime i taste
the sickest thoughts i cnt erase
these images wont stop provoking

u know u could
i wish u would

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

u packed your shit and went ahead
my mind and my soul were left for dead
i cnt believe u weren't joking
sweat rolls down my face
my bloody knuckles mark the stains
my throat is closing up, I'm choking

u know you could
(u know you could)
i wish u would
(i wish u...)

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

same bed, we take no precautions
emotions, regret and revenge
the last step in killing the karma
it makes sense from where we've been
the same car same songs same motions
we hold hands, relive how we met
but no talk, no reconciliation
this train's already left

did you think next April
u'd be even further away??
did u keep him faithful
how many nights did you lay awake?
n even six years later
the dialogue, it stays the same
ur 2000 miles away
betrayers never change...

a ring in a box but not from me
its still no diamond, its aquamarine
u'll never find your place of peace
u'll always regret this

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

aquamarine cover

@0arid

karson
don't worry about me
you know I got it handled
cuz I've been missing you 
and I know this is random
I cant get over you
and this is overdue 
I can't communicate
g̶i̶r̶l̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶
I know it's my fault 
I always fuck it up 
no matter who it is 
why am I so dumb 
and now I fucked my chances 
I'm never enough
I took her for granted 
I'm so fucking dumb 
I don't need you by my side 
don't know how you put up with my lies 
and it's because I'm selfish 
but I cannot help it 
and I really need you in my life
keep her at a distance
little things I miss them
how'd we get so different 
you don't even listen
tell me how I fix this 
tell me how I fix us 
I call you wont pick up
I think we should break up
we fight then we make up

arid
and i cant handle all the changes
yeah i feel so faded when ur gone 
and everything i take it
always still complaining
i dont wanna start i know its wrong
yeah just leave me be
i know its hard to see
its getting hard to breathe
its straying far from me

communicate w/ arid (mxsui & luvpurp)

@victxrw
@012207
@1wasterr

[arid]
u know im doin what i can
i know it wasnt planned
but everything's so real
u know im fallin wen u stand
spinnin round in my head
just give me time to heal

its not what i wanted
do u know the deal?
cuz im feeling haunted
ur taking me back
where we had started
i tried to reach out
but im not far yet

[victxrw]
i so feel hopeless
cuz im at my lowest...
i thought we knew this
tht im always useless
i need a distraction 
2 keep my mind at bay
when i see my vision blacken
i still say im okay :):

when im really not
nothing is enough
i need it 2 stop
im coughing up blood >_<
falling off the cliff
bones breaking brittle
ur 2 hard to love
ur just like a riddle

wanted w/ victxrw [me + baz + wasterr]

here come the tears in my eyes, you defeat me.

show some love to my friend and producer of dis song :) https://soundcloud.com/shishy77

(again and again and again x2)
again and again and again
a summer love turning autumn friend
again and again and again
the sun's been up but i'm still in bed
getting used to the pain isn't easy
so i weep with my mattress beneath me
this has happened to me and it won't be the end
cause it happens again and again and again

(i know you, you know me
i hope you, you dont lea-)
but i know it all too well,
i can see the pain in your eyes when you see me
nothing that i can't tell
so here come the tears in my eyes, you defeat me
i can't make you stay but you promised
guessing its too late but i called it
i thought this was love but it wasn't
guessing its my fault i am nauseous

again and again and again
a summer love turning autumn friend
again and again and again
the sun's been up but i'm still in bed
getting used to the pain isn't easy
so i weep with my mattress beneath me
this has happened to me and it wont be the end
cause it happens again and again and again

again (shishy)

@kiraiu
@kkkarasu

i cant keep this up much longer
i just wish i could be stronger
i dont mean to be a downer
run away i’m such a coward

i can’t deal with this, i just wanna run away
i don’t wanna talk, you can see it in my face
maybe i should leave, every day i cause you pain
you say that we’re friends, i dont even know your name

ive been tryna be a better person
always try my best but its not working
i think i should leave, its not worth it
just another day of feeling worthless

i’m not stable, i advise you stay away
when they talk to me in person i just don’t know what to say
everything is crashing down, watch my mental state decay
so i take another drink, and i wash it all away

decay (gumi & karasu)

@avit69
@kyur0
@prodsoma
@zekzo099

lyrics:
i know its harder to see ignore the pain
i fall in place
i cant erase whats new
new to me
my hearts redeemed
i dont rlly think that i loved her
dont need one or another
too many lies to uncover
i dont need others
im losing color
i waited dawn just to fall to push u farther

just break me down
im out of reach too hard to save me now
i cross my heart i keep it safe and sound
i tried
im taking my time
i dont need a sign

dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another

another [avit + kyuro + soma + zekzo]

prod @yashio20k, @owtiss
GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, owtiss)

featuring @swagtastic666 and @mental 
produced by @mycorpsebridee

waste w/ swag & mental (mycorpsebride)

prod: @1altr & @loveismisery
mixed: @1altr & @1vacy

Lyrics

@1altr
stop, i think i like you
my feelings numb but feel more when im with you
just wish youd notice when i dont text you
and feel this distance the same way that i do

ya i lose it all, when i look into your eyes i just lose control,
ya when you stare i can’t move it all, it’s criminal, how i feel this way but you couldn’t care at all

君の顔を見ながら
体ふるっていた
今は淵に沈んでいる
心は痛すぎる

僕らの愛はがせだったもんわ
逃げたいけど、いつもi cant stop
falling in love with you
i dont know what to do
目を見ると俺の意志は鈍る

@1vacy
Its over, done for, call it...
take my heart until it all ends...
played my part made me feel nauseous..
tore me down, knock me unconscious..

talk shit... constant-ly making me feel sick

toxic... constant-ly making me feel sick

you leave me nothing i know
tun back on me my eyes closed...

@1altr
stop, i think i like you
my feelings numb but feel more when im with you
just wish youd notice when i dont text you
and feel this distance the same way that i do

ya i lose it all, when i look into your eyes i just lose control,
ya when you stare i can’t move it all, it’s criminal, how i feel this way but you couldn’t care at all

care

altr & vacy - care (altr + kyoa)

@reincarnatesociety
@remedysnuts
@anotherschoolday

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