running away +mental

cuz i 
i hope they watch over tonight
got tears huddling in your eye
for someone to say its alright
tonight
the stars watching over your life
but some things u have to decide 
i wait for you here on my side
my side

i dont understand my headspace
i dont know what i been doin
i been doin shit but not the first time
ur on the wrong side of my story
months gone and i cant let go
ever since u aint it make home
missing chances to let you know
that u dont have to feel alone

i look into the sky
and then i wonder why
the world took u so early
they always take them so early
always take them so early why

i dont even know what im still here for

cuz i 
i hope they watch over tonight
got tears huddling in your eye
for someone to say its alright
tonight
the stars watching over your life
but some things u have to decide 
i wait for you here on my side
my side

guardian (yandere + odel)

produced by taylor morgan 4evr and sitting duck

emotionals + blxty - myself (tayevr+sittingduck)

spotify ^w^

too late +wstdyth

produced by @1diot and @resolve1k / mastered by @bpiv

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6s85AV45ADb4HWXpXUq5Rr?si=PCg1_2RITZCiRjdSs25_5Q

recorded in my bedroom october-november '21

broken, bleeding

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broken, bleeding (sapphire & inno)

@prodpitfall @april211k

art by www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

[senses]
its not like i dont like myself 
ive just been feeling out of place
why wont you ever give me space 
guess you dont know me very well 

told me u dont wanna see my face, thats not very nice to say 
i just need a place to stay 
dont know what im doing wrong today
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same
why do you go out your way to make me feel bad?
why do you go out your way just to get in my way?
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same

[pitfall]
Yea i walk in,
Pistol on my hip dont do no talkin'
Colors in my cup its filled with toxins
Put some wings on his back no these aint robins
Think im runnin' outta time, think im outta options

Dont know how to take it
Yeah i give u all my trust n u break it 
Put some faith in myself hope i make it
Take the real me off the shelf and replace it

place2stay ft. pitfall「april21」

now on all plats :D

gonna try droppin way more now sorry for the lag been goin thru it but

such a pretty song thx to every1 on it :) 

prod @prodsecretsss + @1wasterr

lyrics

@zixdown
cause im stressed out
i feel left out
i got 2much on my mind 2 forget now
what is left now?
put my head down
don't think that i got what it takes now
& i keep feening & feening 
am i awake ? or im dreaming?
your love i dont need it 
we just keep hiding secrets

i cant go on
i cant go on now
its been so long 
of you just doing me wrong
& i cant hold on 
write another song 
about how i cant move on str8 frm you

@nthnlastsforever
ure usin me2 makeurself so clever
w howitis udnt makeit anybttr :|
n ihateu 4ignoring all my letters
but w u around its ez2get severed
its2hrd 2kp a ground whrweare lvld :p
i thnk its settled,, wecant b 2gthr ((nonono notaftrthat))
if udnt meddle,, we'll staylikethis 4evr ((nonono we wntgobck))
u lft me alonfromtha start
so tl me howdu get so far ?.?
cuz now ureshining likeastar
i think our luv jusgon tearusaprt

@ddayso
i dont rlly need that 
maybe it was wrong timing
it feels like u never really listen 
when im talking
fall into my arms 
know how it feels to b broken 
& i know it gets hard
feel like takaki, ur akari
& im sorry 
know u hate it when the drugs up in my body
but i cant fucking take it 
when i feel like this so often 
it gets better when u talk to me

@whyhaze
walk of shame walking with a head down eyes closed
try so hard to get up just to slip up on the ice road 
u can tell me abt how ur disappointed ik 
barefoot on some thin glass hanging off a tight rope
ill just look at the sky from below for the last time
i wld say it was a good time but tbh i had a bad time
sad time my life just been a satire
feels like ive been driving on a lonely road with a flat tire

falling apart w/ yuna, ddayso & whyhaze (secretsss + wasterr)

produced by @kggn @resolve1k / mastered by @blushxoxo

~~ instagram.com/memorie0_0/ ~~

out now all platforms: https://fanlink.to/memorieblame

lyrics:

you can hurt me all you want
tear me apart
i think shes blind because she cant see my scars
you said you hate me so im slicing my arms
iwanna run away escape from the harm
i gave you everything it wasnt enough
you said you love me and im calling your bluff

i make them feel the pain
to see how it feels
its all so hurtful its painfully real

you can break me down
hate when youre not around
quiet! dont make a sound
do you think we'll turn this around

find me laying dead on the ground
i was lost i thought i was found
talk to you i slip and i drown
wonder if she'll come around

it doesn't hurt so bad these days
i think that i've grown used to the pain
if you would talk to me i'd explain
walk away from me forget my name

in pain and youre always the one to blame
i quit this fucking game
and youre fucking up
i cant take this much
make me wanna run
throw away whats left of us

(because thats the way its meant to be)

blame game

blame game (kuru & inno)

@kaedefall and myself prod @1yugenn @lb66
its been a privilege to kick off my 2021 with a song with these guys everyone go show them love <3

6rm6n:
ive been so displaced, feel like waste clogging the drains 
and im tryna find a way to end the pain that i have felt 
and i cannot get away from all this shit put in my face
and im moving so slow got some shit up in my veins

trapped behind these chains i cant keep on moving forwards
all my homies going on without me im a loner
throwing up in the bathrooms but i’m sober
posted up in a black room with a strap on me,
 
dont act funny, might take a soul
i been so down bad i been so low
and i’m solo, i’m so alone
i just wanna go, wanna go home

kaedefall:
gotta stay low, pills got me so slow
yea i wont make it thru the night i need my brains blown
we not the same bro, i swear im not sane hoe
my heart it stays cold, ig thats where my pain goes

oh, when im off of the pills, im searching for something real
and im walking on glass, i still got shards in my heals
and i cannot relax, cant lyk how i feel,
and i got my skull cracked, for u ill go and get killed

and i thought it all would change, but i lost my fuckin hope
get the fuck away from me, bitch dont get too fucking close
and thru it all ima bleed, ik that i lose control
its sum shit i cant believe, i turned to what i hate the most

displaced +kaedefall (yugen + lb66)

@lilkuudere
@uglyzucc

https://open.spotify.com/track/1mugRGTw48146sAPy2p8oY?si=DzfoitC9Teeu6gnEb0ZJ9g

silence + lil kuudere (ugly zucc)

s/o @mkne

lyrics:
help me
i dont want this anymore
got these thoughts in my head
that i never will ignore

and i cant sleep
and i cant think
i cant do this
wont get thru this

i dont
wanna fight it anymore
and i still have
every picture
stapled to my door

and i still feel
ur warm hand
wrapped around mine
yeah ill be fine

yeah ill be fine
when ur all mine
and im so sick
of wasting my damn time

but ur worth it
ur so perfect
i keep asking myself
do i deserve you?

didnt mean to hurt you
but every word that i said
could not be more true

you think i want this?
i feel so haunted
got a knife in my back
that im used to

i didnt use you
you used me
take a look in the mirror
what do you see?

your reflection?
or a stranger?
i cant help myself
im feeling anger

help me
i dont want this anymore
got these thoughts in my head
that i never will ignore

and i cant sleep
and i cant think
i cant do this
wont get thru this

i dont
wanna fight it anymore
and i still have
every picture
stapled to my door

and i still feel
ur warm hand
wrapped around mine
yeah ill be fine

i don't want this anymore :/ (prod. maknae)

@crystalstatues
1amadxus@gmail.com

gonna be back 1 day

silence + lil kuudere (ugly zucc)

@amadxus

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