don’t want to feel anything when u look at me 
I don’t know how to feel, but I can’t breathe 
if I show you, 
would you care?
just hardly. 
you don’t see me 
you just see my body 
u aren’t helping 
when you say sorry
nobody knows better left in silence 

i, i don’t wanna feel this way￼
do, do you even know my name
do, do you never feel ashamed 
don’t even wanna see your face

guess im the one to
(the one to)
blame

blame 

i don’t know why 
when i feel you close
it makes me want to run
makes me want to run

yeahhh
feel free 
to stay away from me
when im alone
i feel free
but i keep reminiscing 

i got a feeling u want something from me
bound to be right
yeah it’s quite astounding 
my body’s heavy 
when you’re around me
i can’t keep up anymore 

ohhhhh
ohhhhh
ohhh ohhh ohhh
ohhh ohhh ohhh

how’d i feel 
this way for you
(for you)

ohhh ohhhh
ohhhhhhhh
oh oh

blame- Amanda Allen

Grew up in the trenches surprised and thankful I’m still here from East Orange/iLLTOWN,NJ 2nd Hometown Baltimore,MD Music Is Everything to me my life my soulmate it gives me the platform to express myself on all levels got shot when I was younger then shot 5 more times when I turned 26 street work no stranger the trenches my mother died in my face pops died In prison & my sister died 8 months after my mother I raised myself fuck with me nothing but realness here G.S. Jerz

I like to sing and stuff
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"Venom in every beat,From calm pianos to catastrophic chaos"

Making drops scarier than my WiFi signal

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Bilingual raper / compositor- desde Paraguay -


I started writing raps in this beautiful (foreign to me) English language around 20 years ago (english just got stuck with me somehow), and recently decided to start sharing on this platform to get some feedback from people. Enjoy!

Always hope for the best but prepare for the worst