everyday feels the same

after u leave me (voice memo)

a sad little voice memo of a song i wrote a while ago 

lyrics:
i stay with you for your family 
i stay with you for the hugs 
i stay with you for the feelings 
is this fear or is this love 

you hold me in your palm like a bird with a broken wing  
tell me to jump at the count ill jump before three 
oh you make me feel like there’s no one left who wants me 
you make me feel like there’s no one left to love me 
and that’s why i stay 

im the clay and youre the sculptor 
you just choose what you want to keep
your bad days are the only ones that count 
and when im sad you go back to sleep

that's why i stay

cover of if you call by angie mcmahon 
w nardos

prod by me
luscious whistles by nardos :)

if you call (cover) with nardos

future love of mine

Non-confrontational social awareness
For the sake of fairness, I'm saying it first
You've seen my body and that makes me nauseous
Overly cautious, and prone to complain
But I'm here like I always was
Older and wiser, better with time
Was it fair for a man of your age to seek comfort in mine?

Oh, to be a child
Wide-eyed and wild
Oh, to seek the love you gave and in return
A punch, a kick, a blow, a burn
That rolls right through your fingers to the touch 

Non-confrontational social awareness
And you'll never say it, so I'll say it first
If I was so bothersome, why did you keep me at arm's length?
Was it convenience? 
I cried to my sister that day in the car and I felt so pathetic 
I couldn't quite get close enough
But I doubt that it crosses your mind 

Oh, to be a child
Wide-eyed and wild
Oh, to seek the love you gave and in return
A punch, a kick, a blow, a burn
That rolls right through your fingers to the touch 

Could we address the elephant
It's better than indifference 
And I know that you're an adult, beloved by everyone you know
I could've said it all out loud
But it's too late, you got your crowd
And I swear sometimes I hope that you're okay
I wish that you'd have wondered the same 

Non-confrontational social awareness 
For the sake of fairness, I'm saying it first.

Elephant

under your hand

an old attempt at some kind of poetry. thanks dad for playing it with me. 

lyrics: 
you look like last night’s rainstorm 
with the same ceiling and floor 
i led a trail of givens 
and spiders 

how and i awake when it’s still dark to see you
dogging my steps soon you’ll stand in my doorway 
your guard dog bit my tongue and threw my mother 
for a loop 
and i still lock my knees 

you ruined all your clothes 
with your saviour complex 
keeled and clutched your nose
you just tried to heal him 
does their perception ever choke you
like a necklace 
like a fishnet 
like a broken ankle would 

i let the callous tongue turn 
and kill your plants 
you hit your head, she cut your hair, i scarred your hands 

there in ruddy light, you never gave and answer 
you were being treated but my feet weren’t on the floor
smile glued to your teeth, and now you’re in my skeleton
i knew that you were dying.

necklace fishnet broken ankle

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You’re cleaning up my mess
You’re chasing god and stars alone and all of it makes sense
When we sing the songs
You close your eyes
Take two steps back and you cry

Maybe my head was turned to the right for a second
You’re talking about the choice of love
We are cradled by the constant
I think I see the constant in you 

I do what you used to do before you got older
Ask me again
I kick around the word
I think you know why I’m wrong
But you can’t tell me
I think you see right through me

You pick up the phone 
I think he called you for a reason
You say “don’t don’t don’t”
I think you know my nervous pacing 
I think you’re a part of who I am becoming

I do what you used to do before you got older
Ask me again
I kick around the word
I think you know why I’m wrong
But you can’t tell me
I think you see right through me

constellations

leo - night shift

it’s always been you- an original

amélie desaulnier

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ODd0LgKRvB4&feature=sharec

constellations

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