amenasylum

They don't know bout my pain

New Bangerz

sewermusic

produced by tsurreal x jkei 

i rock my at2020 like all night
i got bags on my eyes but I'm alright
and my wrist baby you know its all ice
yeah i could make 100 songs
but would they sound good?
no they wouldn't
my recordings aint consistent like my woods is
roll it back
make a new friend everyday, what love is that?
you say you aint got friends, baby thats a-
go to an event with 200 people
and you always go places
man you're really fuckin gifted
yeah you're gifted, your parents gives you gifts, and-
yet you always sit around and complain about the small things
woah woah woah
just hit that shit one more time
you're addicted anyway
your health is going down the
going, going
down the drain
theres not much left to say
i guess you got your way
are you ever gonna realize
the weight
of your actions?
are you happy now..?
are you happy now..
are you happy now..?
tell me
tell me.

u got ur way

Mixed/Mastered 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/metlast
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//lyrics//
(hook)
just hold tight till i pass away i know we can collide and i'll be a memory to all my friends and you can come see me till the very end
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(verse 1)
you just heard me i said i'm better off dead wake up in the morning trapped in my head again trapped in my head i cannot escape i'm sad again 
-
(bridge)
here just stuck biting my nails almost 22 still making songs of you i still make songs about you cold blood mistress by the water
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(verse 2)
here just stuck biting my nails almost 22 still making songs of you i miss you i love you please hold me and it's 4 in the morning haven't heard from you and i'm calling your parents but they despise me to they saying imma burden to you is that true i don't know more gonna slit my throat 
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(bridge 2)
you know i'm not alright stuck inside this hollow you been acting distant i know imma bother i know that imma fodder cold blood mistress by the water 
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(hook)
just hold tight till i pass away i know we can collide and i'll be a memory to all my friends and you can come see me till the very end x2

i'm stuck inside this hollow (metlast)

broken heart, few xans

performed by vlx, solitude
produced by vlx, solitude
artwork by layla, angel
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OUT ON ALL STREAMING PLATFORMS
https://open.spotify.com/track/68fRB1xHVH0YnQagiDZrWm?si=586e46ccb7c1454d
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lyrics:

[vlx]
now i'm all alone
broken heart, few xans all on my own
now my hope is gone,
all I wanted was to feel like i'm enough

pourin' up, liqour in my cup
doing drugs but I feel like it's not enough
i'm a wanna be, that's what they think of me
nightmares in my sleep, the demons in my dreams

[solitude]
now i'm all on my own, shut in the dark
switchblade tucked, i got blood on my coat
blood from my nose,
blood in my coke,
get a few lines, make my blood flow

crush the pills up, put them in my cup
i've been doing this shit, but it's not enough
i don't wanna be a fucked up kid tonite
i just wanna be with you, baby it's alright
i'll pop another one just keep on looking out
the night will still go on, even when im dead and gone
so just take my hand, and tell me you'll be fine
imma do too much, i won't make it tonite

i won't make it tonite...
i won't make it alive...
i won't make it out, imma do too much
ima fuckin' die

[vlx]
now i'm all alone
broken heart, few xans all on my own
now my hope is gone,
all I wanted was to feel like i'm enough

broken heart, few xans

SPOTIFY

vlx x solitude - broken heart, few xans

iwhishiwassomewhereimsupposedtobe

produced by ASP

YouTube VISUALIZER: www.youtube.com/watch?v=kd8rRZT3Jt4

Lyrics:
{CHORUS}
Imma wanderer, i got no place to be
And my mind aint fond of her
But she lives in there rent-free
Baby, you need to pay
The full amount for the time that u stayed
U can keep suckin dicks u can stay a lil whore
Real people develop Im not like before

No, Im not like before

{VERSE}
Was it not enough for you?
In a couple of months ill be gone outta here
Get a plane ticket n Ill disappear
Work on the low n Ill pop in LA
Meet a new bitch everyday that Ill stay
Take a hoe out on sum cute dinner dates
Fuck on her pussy and suck on her face
Take a few pics and Ill send em to u
Youll act like you laugh but youll cry in your room

{CHORUSx2}

no place to be (prod. ASP)

lyrics:


Mix the potion I finish sticking the imp blood
Drop the syrup inside of it then I shake it up
Its Maple syrup branches inside of my room they spreading out 
I knew the druids would see me coming and help me out
I got no feelings inside of my chest im cleaned out
I keep these words on my breath im inclined to speak out
I keep my foot on the breast so they couldn’t breath out
U got a vest but im aiming to rip the teeth out

Look at the name
Turn back look again
Im still in this bitch
And best believe aint shit changed
OG inside of my blunt hung out my lip like max Payne
I could say its me 
But I owe it to the game
Ill seat u a seat 
When I walk up on stage
Everything I bleed
Put me here on this day
Smiling with my teeth
I walk the road into the fray
Everything I see
I worked to have in its place
But life just goes on
We finally getting somewhere I must say I hold faith
And we keep holding on
You must be in a dream to think im Stopping halfway
Way out in the west
Mountain town eclipse make the world hold its breath
Spitting this thru the wire Im cooking this shit like chicken breast
I must have a fire on top of my head Johnny test
Yea this is an empire I had run this shit like beep test
American idol type bitches I feel like Ryan Seacrest
No snakes inside my bedroom my chamber of secrets
Im in here rock out
Rip this shit to pieces

Mix the potion I finish sticking the imp blood
Drop the syrup inside of it then I shake it up
Its Maple syrup branches inside of my room they spreading out 
I knew the druids would see me coming and help me out
I got no feelings inside of my chest im cleaned out
I keep these words on my breath im inclined to speak out
I keep my foot on the breast so they couldn’t breath out
U got a vest but im aiming to rip the teeth out

imp blood (eric godlow)

https://soundcloud.com/vvvlx https://soundcloud.com/repenting4u https://soundcloud.com/amenasylum
Mixed, mastered,Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/itouse-112359404

LYRICS////

[Vlex:]

4am on the couch, couple xannies in the pouch
Layin in the backseat, bumpin music very loud

I'm only 19, hit the scene with my bros n seize
Steady talkin, got them buggin, forty seven lock n loaded


I can't feel a thing, im fuckin numb 
Im hopeless i aint jokin can you see my frown
Got demons in my head and they can't get out
I'll keep on pushing, til im found
Dont let the pain drag me down

[AYSHC:]

I don't want to keep you around
If all I ever do is keep on bringing you down
Tie you to the ground
Because we feel like nothing
Drugs make us feel like something

Toxicity got us falling into pieces
Your kisses on my cheek pretty sweet like Reese's
You can keep tearing me apart from the end to the start
I'll still hold you by the hand and hold you close to my heart

[AmenAsylum:]

Im pretty sure u wouldnt want sum
Hollow tips in your brain
Dried blood stain
Im the creep with no shame
Bitch Im the same boy you meet
when youre layin
dead in the grave 
Hooded cap with the chain
Break yo back like Im Bane

[Outro: REPENT w/ VLEX, AYSHC, AMENASYLUM]

Its 4am 2X
And i know that i cant hold yo hand 
I write all these poems down fast. but i always crash 
At the end of the night, when im out of all my bag 

Im just happy that i made it back 
Im just happy that i made a bag 
Im just happy that i made u bad 
And made u mad at me

The End Of The Night [PROD.ITOUSE]

made this on a molly comedown, mixed and mastered by @prod-itouse

MUSIC VIDEO
https://youtu.be/ZMeFoKHe9S4

Lyrics:

Mom I know Im in the wrong
Yeah I popped a molly I was gone
But Im comin down
I dont need long
My tolerance is strong
I think Im done
Baby Im goin on a race
I need to destroy myself as fast as possible
Hear my pain its audible, yeah
Yeah I drank sum too
Smoked a lot I cant eat no food
Bro just quit, I find it hard
Never thought Id go this far
Thought Id die before 18
Here I am more drugs on me
All alone Im feelin gone
I just wanna sing my songs

butterfly effect (prod. kalko)

save me from myself
i cant afford that hell again
leave me how canon
you dont wanna feel all my pain

im going to hell
might aswell od to the sound
of your voice screamin loud
"how could you" make me frown

sorry for bothersome love
that i gave you
i know im an issue
just know that i miss you

i dont wanna mis use
i just wanna feel you
i know it all matter
the way that i treat you

the pain that u went thru
nobody could fix you
you dont have to recall
the things that i said to you

save me from myself freestyle

save me from myself freestyle (prod. itouse)

Mixed and mastered by @prod-itouse

Visualizer link: https://youtu.be/w8CqV91RARk

Lyrics:

[CHORUS]
I dont want ur kiss return to sender
youre cold like december
im burning like an ember 
and my heart is so slender
im thinkin bout my choices
while Im hearing voices
Im thinking I should stop it
or should I just pop it

[VERSE 1]
baby I have ticked all of ur boxes
and my blood is littered with all of your toxins
I wont medicate I wont go to a doctor
Ill just thug it out wit drugs bitch im a mobster

[CHORUS]

[VERSE 2]
pop a pill or pop a bullet
right thru my fuxkin mullet
im poppins xans and X too
said I might have sex too
wit a baddie thats from london
no she dont need no funding
said Ill perform my full set
the crowd is gonna lose it

RETURN TO SENDER (prod. Mr. Paulson)

forgotten conversations prod @nineto5 + @bodydbl

lyrics:

i cant focus on my thoughts they pass my by like the days did

intro:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did

chorus:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did
(x2)

verse:
whatever you said i did
wiping the tears from your eyelids
we go through the motions, these words left unspoken
the time doesn't heal so we hide it
but forget it all
you see right through me conversations with the wall
all the words spoken that i can't recall
i guess that's just how it ends after all

chorus:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did
(x2)

forgotten conversations (prod nine to 5 + bodydbl)

YouTube Visualizer: https://youtu.be/17aSvvLLfz0
 
Lyrics:

{CHORUS}
Everybody is afraid of me
im a walking pile of bones and its sad to see
never take her out to eat but to take drugs with me
and now Im sweating like a dog off this ecstasy
now my family is mad at me
was a youngin, now im stuntin,
little crazy but I function
Im precise like acupuncture
gimme any beat, production 
and Ill show u sum destruction

{VERSE}
But I dont wanna turn, not today, no
I think I will just, run away, and go
somewhere safe where I can stay
pause, I just need a moment to think
the ghosts, are close
I just felt one pass right thru my body now Im froze
chose, Im chosen the demons they know me
the ground opened up and a black hole consumed me

{CHORUS} again

falling in style (prod. subdaio)

Youtube Song Link:https://youtu.be/UjJnKf4QbgM

Spotify Song Link:
https://open.spotify.com/track/3hOImE6OUv4lpJJ1Cg7IXg?si=4b6fa404579b4417

Lyrics:

I think im done with this shit
ion like it
every bitch talkin to me is a lycan
they wanna taste on my flesh and then kill me
ill let u do that but first u gon feel me 

you feel so far
just like the stars
and if I try to touch u
i will fall apart
I said I would
missunderstood
and u said that u love me I dont think u could

your love feel so good
so bad for me its all fucked

I was persistent 
but now ill solicit 
all my emotions
physically distant

and I dont feel so well
pain multiplies spreads on every cell

take it in your mouth
lemme fuck you 
all night 
rawdog

and I dont feel so well
pain multiplies spreads on every cell

self-inflicted (prod. itouse)

Produced by End Times
Mixed and mastered by itouse

Youtube visualizer link: https://youtu.be/lO9uYxufTEI

Lyrics:
Well this time Im leavin first I aint hearin goodbyes
Have you ever known anybody who died?
The flesh just goes to waste but the moments reside
So keep em locked away deep inside of your mind
There aint nothin to it, I might decide to do it
Blow my fucking brains, overdose, ingest or chew it
I dont got no time so Im tearin while Im singing
Bitch I get possessed when Im high and bitch Im geekin
While I wanna die other people have it worse than me
Im always askin why but I guess thats how its sposed to be
Crack open my skull and rewire my brain
But bitch Im never normal, missing parts Im still the same
"Theres something I should know" -she said
"why the long face?"
Well thats cause Ive been drawn to your toxic always
N aint got no home cause I lost it when you left
Meet me at the show met the devil made a pact

EULOGY (prod. end times)

@amenasylum

Lyrics:
Wish you could stay
wish you could what?
Girl you still bunny hop around my heart
Wish we could talk, like we used to do
Talk about missing girl Im missing you
Girl now Im tired, been losing on purpose
Say that she dont know what the fuck a hearse is
Girl youre the driver and Im in the back
Dont need to breathe cuz I just smoked a sac
Dig up the hole 6 feet in the ground
Im with the worms Im better right now
Do you feel it?
humming your lullaby willingly
Feel it ,feel it, youre killin me
really?
Suffocating x3

amenasylum - like the dust (prod. the vanishing)

YouTube Visualizer Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8MmBcDt2D4

Lyrics:
Stuck in a loop, everyday struggling
Lines on the phone, some say that its troubling 
I aint got time, but I got rhyme, I just did my last one up in Cloud 9
Yea it took a few tries but I cant pay the bill, your love got a price
And I am never home, bitch you know Im broke smokin on my strong
So whats the problem now? Cuz I cant feel a thing
And youre here with me now, but youre not listening
So Ill fade with the smoke or burn just like my weed
I cant feel anything I cant feel

Shed a tear, shed a tear baby are you really here?
If you kiss me on the cheek I will never disappear 
Shed a tear shed a tear your reflection on the mirror
Move a little further I get goosebumps when youre near..

CHORUS again

the bill (prod. stillvanishing)

YouTube Music Video link: https://youtu.be/l-2FOS0S_gI

Mixed and mastered by @prod-itouse

lyrics:

Deceivin, if you took it then you keep it
Even if we break baby, we aint breakin even
I mean it, I think that Im leavin
All of you deceivin, all of you are beefin ooh

I think Im tired of all this fucking drama
I can take your pain away, make you fly like Futurama girl,
You dont need to say, got the kush like Im a farmer
Nikey swooshes on my shoes, and the Swishers on my Prada ooh

Im leavin, I think youre deceivin
ooh
I mean if you took it you can keep it
ooh
I asked, n she said wait for next season
But I cant be on the bench baby all my plays are decent
ooh

keep it (prod. color hue)

Mixed and mastered by @prod-itouse

YouTube VISUALIZER: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xCJmRLw7aw

Lyrics:

(CHORUS)
said that we gon be together
how do I know? baby I was sent from heaven
I gotta go, need to be home by eleven
but you should know, in my head youre causing Armageddon x2

(VERSE)
oooooh pourin up cause your heart amount to gold
Whatever happen you should never get it sold
and Im afraid to leave, Im afraid to go
Like Im on skyscrapers girl you make me fall
Babe youre my princess you deserve a ball
And I can carry you round you dont need to walk
Girl Im a skeleton I cant even talk
Cause I got grapevines hangin round my throat
4amOVERDOSE
I feel it all when you 
all when you
I feel it all when you touch me thru my bones
I feel it all when you touch me thru my bones
I bathe in agony
Youre like a test to me
Youre my lil catastrophe
Youre a mess, baby yeah I think were meant to be
TBH I saw your dress and it offended me, but Ill let it be

(CHORUS x2)

Grapevine Knots (prod. Eliana)

ft. @braidedpiercing

mix and master by @prod-itouse

YouTube Song Visualizer: https://youtu.be/A8Mb_1qVwK0

Lyrics:

{AMENASYLUM}

I was always far
You was always last
I aint know the car but its movin very fast
Think Im goin retarded and I dont wanna bet
Put the pedal to the metal i aint never lookin back
Bitch,
I know myself and I really know you
and you aint above else
Imma say a couple names...
Do they ring a bell?
Know I laugh outloud when they tell me "Go to Hell"


{BRAIDEDPIERCING}

Yeah they told me go to hell
Bae told me that she love me
Ion even love myself
Since I turned to Braided all these bitch kiss and tell
????
Driving in a Range
Driving in a Range and I stay in one lane
I dont want ur love shawty I just want ur brain
You aint lovin me you just love the Braided fame

CYBERSINNER (ft. BRAIDEDPIERCING) prod. SMOKEASAC x SLIGHT

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