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silence retard

Nika's Got It Wrong

*art drawn by me

lyrics:

i woke up feeling like a total
fucking tr*nny today
i dont think that is such
an unreasonable thing to say
i hate my legs, my ass, my voice
the fucking hair on my face
fat chance im looking in a mirror
what a fucking disgrace

i wish i didnt exist x8

i wrote your number in the back
of my journal today
i think im too much of a
dramatic coward to say
i love your hair, your lips, your feet
that fucking grin on your face
i hope stick around long enough
to hear me say

i wish i didnt exist x8

(awesome drum breakdown)

i wish i didnt exist x8

I Wish I Didn't Exist

this girl is a bitch and i fucking hate her
we go to school and i wanna date her
her face is cute but shes so obnoxious
i still wanna put my fucking cock in

oooooooooo

i follow her inside the hallways
i dont wanna part ways
i just wanna stand here and stare at you
i dont think shell ever see me
why cant this be easy
i just wanna stand here and stare at you

someday ill make you mine
ill just take it one day at a time
someday ill make you mine
i dont care if youre dead or alive

I Wanna Date Her

Theres a hole that i cant fill
And nothing will fix whats in my head
I wish i was dead 
When will it just end

ooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

Everything now looks so fake
And i cant explain why im so freaked out
I let you down
Now i cant leave the couch

Oooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

None Of This Matters

there is a hole
inside my soul
i dont mind
whether or not im dead or alive

its not fair its not fair
that you're gone and im here
all alone
im all alone

lifes so tough i cant get off the couch
only time i do is when im still in the house
i am wasting my time
i really fucked up my life

havent felt like this in so long
i cant stand it
whats the problem
oh my god im fucking lost
my life is gone

my life is gone

My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

I can't smile anymore
I can't sleep anymore
I can't live anymore
I lost my imagination
I got lost in this fucking hole
I blow my head off with a shotgun
I'm sorry for all this blood

i lost my imagination

bored

LET'S START OVER AGAIN - Belowground reupload

- Belowground reupload
sorry for censoring the N-word btw, normally i don't like to edit this shit myself but i don't want to get banned

G.S.W.

CIA N*****S - Belowground reupload

gunman

nobody cares - Belowground reupload

hate love

LoveXsong - Belowground reupload

Buddy Holly By 30

and i love her

black ops

handguns are beautiful

Semi-Aquatic and Armed

This is it (Demo) - Penguinband

nevada-tan (remake)

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

#techclub

it's irreverent
there's too much, inside my head
oooo 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
been subtotaled, been subtracted 
everybody looking for life's magic 
it's irreverent 
it ain't there 
keep looking and you're gonna pull out your hair 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
there's nothing left, inside my head 
my mind caved in, all crushed out 
there's nothing left, inside my head 
my brains on the wall, blown out 
there's nothing left, inside my mind 
carve my shit down to the rind 
there's nothing left inside my head
i'd be better off, better off dead 
it's irreverent 
there's too much, inside my head 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
there's nothing left 
oooo 
well here it goes, life just runs into a pole 
and i'm just so fucked up 
man i don't got any hope 
and everything is ruined, i don't even have a voice 
see my life just isn't perfect, man  
i don't have a choice 
oooo oooo 

there's nothing left

My song for the Domestic Terrorism tape

Nobody likes you
Cause you don't know how to write good songs
And nobody wants to
Be friends with
Someone who is always wrong

Nobodies laughing
Except at you, when you turn your back
And the time is passing
It's not ok to cut yourself some slack

I think I'm out of time
Suicide by wasted time

I never learnt how to sing
The reality still stings
Oh God, I've fallen back into sin
Please free me from these things

I haven't learnt anything
I'm stuck just as I've been
Maybe my problems aren't that big
You're still a fucking prick

I don't care about compliments
Cause they never feel genuine
The depth is always paper thin
And nothing ever breaks the skin

So give up, maybe try again
Say something that'll stick in my head
I don't really have anyone
That I'd consider as a friend

Embarrassing myself

wake up again
get dressed and then
find any reason not to put the keys in
and drive off a bridge
cause life is pointless 
when you live like this
who gives a shit
I have no goals
I have no girl
so why should I 
give a fuck about this world

Drive Off A Bridge

Pain, Hate

Fried By Fluoride - Drain You

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
----------------------------------------------------
I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
----------------------------------------------------
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

lyrics: 

these girls are fucking with my head
wanting me to end up dead
none of them would ever love me
i’ll never be wed

so i’ll sit all alone
live my life like a drone

for i’m a loser on computer
i’m AMERICAN RETARD
i’m a loser on computer 
i’m AMERICAN RETARD

wish she was a bit more direct
or that i wasn’t born a defect 
cause then she could be with me
but i know it wouldn’t end differently 

so i’ll sit all alone
live my life like a drone

for i’m a loser on computer
i’m AMERICAN RETARD
i’m a loser on computer 
i’m AMERICAN RETARD

american retard

A Punk Song

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel