unknown (demo)

Fucked up, don't know what to do
It's my fault but I'm blaming you
Comatose about my current affairs
All I do is stand and stare

A bullet in the brain would end the pain
Got a lot to lose but nothing to gain
I wish I wasn't so negative
Why am I so fucking negative

Holy shit I wanna quit
Cut my throat and slit my wrists
Jump off a building that's really tall
Buy some rope and end it all

Old news, bad news, nothing new
No friends, no life, sad and blue
I wish I wasn't so negative
Why am I so fucking negative

A Punk Song (nxp/shooter cover)

Every single time without fail

Feel so depressed
have no gf
Friendzoned again
for no reason
She's always said
I'm a great friend
but she could never
love me back

Now I'm 20
and I can't believe
That i'm still somehow
K.H.H.V.
Don't be my friend
Hate me instead
Give me a reason
To want you dead

Feel so depressed
Have no gf
friendzoned again
for no reason
She's always said
I'm a great friend
but she could never
love me back

Another try
one more letdown
need to move on
But don't know how
I'm just a friend
that's all I am
Don't think I'll ever
feel true love

Feel so depressed
Have no gf
friendzoned again
for no reason
She's always said
I'm a great friend
but she could never
love me back

I'm 23
It's over for me
I think I'm gonna
kill myself
You're not my friend
when I meet my end
I know that you won't
even care

Another try
one more letdown
need to move on
But don't know how
I'm just a friend
that's all I am
And I will never
feel true love

I'm Just A Friend (Parody of Belowground's My Gun My Friend)

song for g4mer
lyrics:
The floodgates open
At this point it's coping 
Not worth saving 
Not worth saying 
It all crumbles beyond 
Til you regret every bond
Not worth trying 
Not worth dying 

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish 

3 in the morning paranoia roll in
Up all night and turning up in a coven
MDMA with my witches and we’re rolling
Pushing off coming down Mondays omen
Carb so on monoxide poisoning
Black mold walls I’m breathing in
Risen out I’m the revenant
Eye sight fade and my ears ring in

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish 

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish

Brackish

too little too slow.mp3

deftones cover 

long ass guitar feedback outro

bumbledee

remixing of the old album because i hated how the old one was mixed and this will be going to spotify as well.

another failed suicide attempt

r/sillyboyclub (were groomed online)

rorochan_1999

cute cutter girl

prod wingsxrra

Are they all whores?


East is east 
And west is west
Japanese women are the best


They'll cook and clean and do the chores
American women are whores


Women here if they don't get their way
They'll throw their fits 
Twist what i say


Playing their games every fucking day
My suicide is the price i pay


Don't wanna stay home with the kids
They want to go out partying 
And post those pics on of too
Man wtf is wrong with you



East is east 
And west is west
Japanese women are the best


They'll cook and clean and do the chores
American women are whores


Women here always complain
It driving me fucking insane
Its always my fault its a drain
Next time you see me find my brains


Women here if they don't get their way
They'll throw their fits 
Twist what i say


Playing their games every fucking day
My suicide is the price i pay


Don't wanna stay home with the kids
They want to go out partying 
And post those pics on of too
Man wtf is wrong with you


East is east 
And west is west
Japanese women are the best


They'll cook and clean and do the chores
American women are whores

another failed suicide attempt

AMERICAN RETARD