4/10 is my objective rating. this guy is so washed ngl

luk 2

"𝐀 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝, 
𝐀 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐬.
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐬. 
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥, 

𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐧𝐨 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲?
𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐧𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐭𝐡?"

A lullaby for myself.

Hello, 
I wanted to announce that, like some of my releases prior, such as “Even Still, Ever Still” and “The Lord Of Fools,” this composition represents another year of growth. I am so unbelievably thankful for the support my project has received over the past 5 years. 

I also wanted to take this time to announce the multi-media project I have been working on for the past two years, titled “The Self-Digging Wound.” 

This release, “To Ideate,” will likely be the last single I put out before the full project is released. Additionally, a proper album preview / AB side will be released in the coming months. I will not be releasing any more music on streaming services (i.e. Apple Music, Spotify, etc.) and will be primarily hosting the experience on a personal website, as well as SoundCloud. This project has grown so much in complexity and I’ve grown so attached; I want to give it the proper vessel for interaction. 

I cannot promise any release dates at this point as I approach my final semester at Berklee College of Music. I will say with confidence, however, that another update will be provided.

I can’t wait to share with you all what I have been working on for “The Self-Digging Wound.”
Thank you for your patience.

With love, 
Vara Osiria Belich

𝐓𝐨 𝐈𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞

with @sharktech

mixed mostly by @avgtoucan

this was one of my own audio section in the 70+ person audiovisual megacollab i hosted over the last 15 months in my discord collective @0ssembli .

please listen to the full thing here 
https://soundcloud.com/0ssembli/kintsugi 

or preferably watch the music video that goes with it 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3hMbccyAkE

and also join the discord https://discord.gg/ccTG9URuDX


<3

a reflection on the wall (from KINTSUGI)

Monitor, Suture, Linger

A demo from my in-progress album, "The Self-Digging Wound."

ᘿᓍS-ժƒ×."ᑢᓍᒪᕲʂҽӀƒ_𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨"

a collection of curious experiments and nuanced emotions from the last few years

watch the full audio-visual mix on YouTube: https://youtu.be/k1jsk_8yn9Q
visuals provided by Noah Green: https://temberl.in
aired live October 25th, 2025 via https://boneyard.camp

00:00 - Alexander Panos - sun monolith
02:22 - Alexander Panos - selling rings 
02:38 - Alexander Panos - pictorial
04:31 - Alexander Panos - s[h]continued standing
04:47 - Alexander Panos - mel
05:02 - Alexander Panos - anti\limerick
05:17 - Alexander Panos - room mic destiny
05:31 - Alexander Panos - ID
07:49 - Alexander Panos - ganz astonish
08:04 - Alexander Panos - pink in june
08:22 - Alexander Panos - you are held in a kiln
09:52 - Alexander Panos - wind wool
10:06 - Alexander Panos - porrima  +  György Kurtág - Scenes from a Novel (Mov. 1)
11:31 - Alexander Panos & voljum - Preliminaries 
11:47 - Alexander Panos - inextricable
14:00 - Alexander Panos - a warm day, a misfortune
14:14 - Alexander Panos - wallwater promises

➤ https://alexanderpanos.com
➤ https://linktr.ee/alexanderpanos


I've been finding myself overcome by fragmented memories: the pang of the seasons turning, dreams that linger for days, events and relationships whose mythologies bear no resemblance to the real thing. I think this music reflects that, in a blurry sort of way. Qualities that once anchored my music have become desaturated. Everything’s more subtle, like a furrowed brow and a grin meeting for a fleeting moment on the same face.

This is music I’m still quite shy about. It took a long time to allow myself to start taking these feelings and ideas seriously, but they are a part of me, and always have been. It’s with great hesitancy that I share any of it, especially as my usual mode of operation is sequestering my work away indefinitely. I’ve recently entered a new chapter, unsure of how it will unfold, but trying to learn as always. I’ve stood here before under different circumstances, and I’m sure I’ll be back again.

All music is currently unreleased and is subject to change. Please respect this music in its unfinished state.

alexander panos @ camp boneyard 4

https://www.instagram.com/kuatarimusic/
https://kuatari.bandcamp.com/

Sacrosanctity (I am Forever by Your Side)

Svauzamph.

thank you all for the very large amount of support on my collaborative projects ~ it really means the world

i hope to release some solo and smaller-scale collaborative projects soon

also i'm 18 now. i feel the obligation to share some of my work before i get too old hahaha

0:00 | id
0:45 | id
1:49 | id
3:12 | id with @xfchiba
7:06 | id (remix of 'baug')
8:37 | id
8:49 | https://soundcloud.com/violetinbound/shell-formations - my section featuring @viznode

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