INTERGALACTIC FRACTAL (cover + nightcore)

lyrics:

put me on mute im on slient
im bleedin so much im dying
YOU CUT SO DEEP WITH YOUR WORDS
THAT I MIGHT AS WELL BE ON THE FLOOR BLEEDING OUT
TRAUMA DUMP ITS NOT NEEDED
GUESS MY LIFE HAS NO MEANING 
Turn the volume down its just another sound THAT AINT EVER NEEDED!!

everybody views me like an outcast
can you please be fair
can you understand that
its not a misunderstanding
if you refuse to understand

MUTED

i’m a pretty girl rotting in the wrong skin
i’m a pretty girl cut for every reason
stitch myself up with skin from other bodies
til theres nothing left to fix about me

lets fix me
come and decorate me
i feel like a canvas
paint over the old me
while in art class
the other girls 
they stare at me
i bet they wonder
how could someone be so ugly

let their thoughts of me shape me
take the critism 
put it to this worthless body
maybe
im not a pretty girl at all
im not one for suicide
but someone please be the reason that i die

oh pretty gurl wont you come and rock my world
your obessed with me
pretty gurl guess thats all i am now
your obessed with me
your crazy 
crazy
this pretty gurl aint pretty when you find out what they have done
to them selves
oh this pretty gurl aint pretty when shes the one holding the gun
to her head

PRETTYGURLZ [ lyras mind ] 2.

They say beauty’s just skin deep
But darling, I want every piece ( please just overfeed me )
i may over indulge in you
I'd take you whole, and die in peace

therapy it doesnt help with my self image
the things ive done are stupid
but they all got a cause
rip your wings off
then id eat them
you say your fine but 
oh i need them
breathing in the poison
that i always ask for

I BET YOUR NOT THAT SPECIAL
CAUSE YOUR REALLY FUCKING STUPID
NEVER WATCHING YOUR BACK
OH YOUR READY FOR A BEATING
I HATE THE EYES 
THEY ALWAYS SEE YOU
BUT THE BEAUTY 
OH ILL KILL YOU
RIP YOUR SKIN OFF
THEN ID WEAR IT
MAKE SURE NOT TO TEAR IT

prepared a sacrifice
but its me, not you
this illness is self inflicted
melting in my own skin
but the attention 
its alluring 
you dont know but
i am learning
to become 
just like you a butterfly girl

They say beauty’s just skin deep
But darling, I want every piece ( please just overfeed me )
i may over indulge in you
I'd take you whole, and die in peace

BUTTERFLY GIRL [ lyras mind ] 3.

i guess im everyones favorite
arent i
the kind of likable that anyone could like
im just so loveable maybe i could just lie
and say i love you too
everything will be fine

oh good you believe me
somehow your not leaving
it feels so nice to have someone
maybe im believing
that i really love you
the child and her groom
maybe you love me too
[ maybe you love me too ]

im so good at pretending
ill be your lover for the week
its not my fault
this is what i was taught to do
was i a good gamer girlfriend?

AWFUL AND STUPID
YES ITS TRUE
ASKING ME TO BE YOUR LOVER
CAUSE IM NICE TO YOU
IM SORRY FOR BEING NICE
NEXT TIME ILL BE MEAN
WILL YOU RECONSIDER 
TRYING TO DATE ME

its your fault
for leading me on
its all your fault
cause you lied to me
its all your fault cause 
nobody wants you
made me believe 
everything you said was true

its all my fault
i was nice to you
its all my fault
that i cared for you

im so good at pretending
ill be your lover for the week
its not my fault
this is what i was taught to do
was i a good gamer girlfriend?

3. GAMERGIRL. [ 2 MANY ALTERS ]

ive never felt this way about anyone ive met
ill follow you, and worship you until im  dead
ill be a good dog i swear
love you more than others
i dont need therapy or help
CAUSE YOULL FIX MY HEALTH

I LOVE YOU

ILL ABSORB YOU
INTO MY OWN SOUL
I DONT CARE HOW HARMFUL
THAT MAY BE 


WALK ME LIKE A DOG
DRAG ME ON THE FUCKING CONCRETE
ILL DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT
IM A GOOD PUPPY
THROW ME AWAY
ILL LOVE YOU ANYWAYS 
HATE ME FOREVER
ILL BE HERE IF YOU NEED ME

i know
you dont give a shit all
but that okay
i know you dont mean your words
[ hopefully ]
all i want is too be wanted
by muiltple or just one

ill absorb you into my own soul
i dont care how harmful that may be

6. CRUSHED PUPPY LOVE. [ 2 MANY ALTERS ]

2. unkept promises (memories worth forgetting version 2) (lyrics)

you shoudlnt make promises that you cannot keep
it gives people a sense of doubt and insecurity
theyll say “was i not worth it in the first place?”
“why make a promise that can be displaced?

2. unkept promises

lyrics: dont act like ur not mean
going cross my boundaries 
you death threated me
and thats burning red flag
you said rude stuff to me
and you begged on your knees
"im sorry, sorry, sorry, for the way that i treated you!"
and you tell me to say sorry
thats a stupid move in our story
i get it now
yeah finally
yeah finally
but 
then 
i 
realizeee
you 
act
 like 
its
fineee
despite 
our
 bad
timesss
you 
act 
like 
its 
alrighttt.
but its freaking annoying 
and i hate it
i actually hate it
the way you say stuff so proudly to me
im tired of this
maybe one day youll learn your lesson
and i dont give a crap
if you hurt me 
cause hurt plus me plus you isnt in this story
you will never get it now
never not finally 
NEVER NOT FINALLY
never not finally
NEVER NOT FINALLY
NEVER NOT FINALLY~
as you know
you wanna let me go
so many times before
but im still here
(weird isnt it?)
i hear
you dont want me to be here
but i aint goin
NOWHERE!!!!
im gonna die
im gonna thrive to freakin die
cause it depends on my life
whether you live or you die
i aint gonna decide 
its not my choice
so leave me 
TILL I BURN TO FLAMMMMMMEEEEEEESSSSSS AHHHAAAAHHAHHAHHH TILL I BURNNNN TO FLAMESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~
have a happy life torturing me

THE WAY YOU ACT [A PROBLEM]

they all say kys

a new kind of love remix

i dont really like your energy
your vibe forms error screens for me
ill drag you thru the dust 
YOULL FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT US
i wont be here
cause im not your auxiliary
or a perfect source of energy
youve lost all your humanity
[ your a monster ]

i wanna know 
i wanna know
why you chose to follow me
you didnt even know me 
im just the furry on your screen
you think you can be me
just a stupid perfect copy
you wont find out what im made of
youll never know my recipe

i dont really like your energy
your vibe forms error screens for me
ill drag you thru the dust 
YOULL FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT US
i wont be here
cause im not your auxiliary
or a perfect source of energy
youve lost all your humanity
[ your a monster ]

1, research

every thing youve made
i wanna know how your so great

2, Yearn
i want to be you, so ill do whatever it takes

3, frame by wound

OH IT FEELS SO GREAT
TO HEAR YOU FINALLY KNOW MY NAME

4, parasociality

WE’LL BE MARRIED SOME DAY
WE’LL BE MARRIED SOME DAY

5, impersonate 

PLUG YOU UP FOR RESEARCH
I KNOW YOU WANNA BE HER
ILL BE YOUR COPY BABE
WE’LL BE BEST FRIENDS
TOGETHER TILL THE END
KILLING EVERYONE WHO GETS IN OUR WAY

X2

HOW TO BE ME

pfp by switzerr 
MINOR
she/her/hers/herself
i can speak english,spanish,and german
i'm learning russian and japanese

THE WAY YOU ACT [A PROBLEM]

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