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I'm trying not to think about it
I've been doing things that I know I shouldn't do 
like keeping track of days when I shouldn't count 'em
I've been losing sleep but nothing is like losing you
I bet you're thinking that I'm doing better now
I wish that was the case. I'm still in the same old place
there's still a lot of clothes that you have here
should I throw them all away? Do I keep it just in case
you come back? Maybe you'll come back
Realistically, I know it's not a good chance
Why do I hang on a future that I can't have
that I won't have
and it makes me wonder, did I do all that I can?
Did I let go too fast?
I'm still trying to understand
but I'm sitting in my room drawing blanks

I know when it's time
when talking doesn't make it right
I say that I'm fine
but nothing in my world feels fine
you could tell that I'm lying
when I say you're not on my mind
it's different this time
'cause the feeling doesn't feel so right
so it's finally the real goodbye

I'm trying hard to think straight
you don't even know how much you've got a hold on me
is it normal to feel out of place?
even in a room filled with everyone you know
I'm putting up an act in front of everyone
I know they see it but they understand I need my space
I don't talk about it. They don't want to talk about it, too
I told them I don't want to hear nothing about you
till I'm ready
I don't even know when that'll be
Do you understand you're the half of me?
Now I've gotta learn all over again
how it feels like without you in my bed
and this might sound strange
but waiting is an option that I'm willing to take
right now I'm accepting the fact that maybe it's too late
and I'm being replaced

I know when it's time
when talking doesn't make it right
I say that I'm fine
but nothing in my world feels fine
you could tell that I'm lying
when I say you're not on my mind
it's different this time
'cause the feeling doesn't feel so right
so it's finally the real goodbye
































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AM Kidd - The Real Goodbye

info@amkidd.net

The painfully honest and open lyricist AM Kidd is a hip-hop based artist that delivers his art on multiple platforms. 

His smooth but rough edged voice over smooth piano ballads to heavy deep percussion instrumentals reel in the audience for a close to heart story telling experience. 

AM Kidd delivers on the fine line between pop and rugged hip-hop that captivates lovers of both genres. Fusing the elements together and mixing it in with his young but mature airy voice welcomes a fresh sound that grabs the ears of the young and old.