prod buhguul

im tired
of the fighting
and i tell u that its fine but im lying
its so tiring
all the crying
all the tension, do you feel?
we're divided
and i know that its hard to be with me
and i know that ill never be what i should be
but i dont wanna be another accessory
i just wanna know if i mean what u mean to me

its another night im high again
its another night without my friends
lost myself in the deep end
but i still find my way back to you
its not something i should do
do you need me like i do
should i chase after you

fnd my way bk2u

prod Me

all Dis Pain it turnt Me Wicked
ya Ik Yo hart ache Thot i Was Different
god gave me Words of Advice ian Listen
heaven Or Hell theres no Difference
fkd U On da Wall grl i Missed Dis

grl i Kno im so Wrong
ain Cn u In So Long
u Don Wan me n Das Crystal Clear
u Don Wan me n Das Crystal clear

pop A Xan when u Not Here
grl I Kno u Not Near
grimoire wat i Got Here

grimoire

shout out @pupsies !! super #awesome 
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LYRICS:

[ISA]
cut my wrist and bleed out
can't help but think about
how you fill up my mind
we could have a good time 

not gon' say it again
i don't wanna be your friend
do you like bein' alive?
i'm gonna commit a crime

do you think what i'm saying to you is true?
i don't know why you think i'm not a threat to you
you think that i am just a stupid little girl?
but i will show you what this little girl is gonna do to you

[PUPSIES]
i don't know what i'm even doing
you think this shit's so f*cking amusing
i can see it when you look and when you smile
think you got me in some trance
you think that i'll love you until i'm finally dead

what's the point of even 
giving you a second chance?
you run around 
keep f*cking bitches 
so you think i'm dense

what's the point of even trying?
i try to show that i love you
you don't know what i could do
got your panties in a twist

i don't even know what im doing
i don't even know what i'm- 
i don't even know what i'm-
you think this shit is so f*cking amusing


whatchu gonna do !! ft. pupsies (prod. ausuro)

(Hook/Komi)
Crying almost every night
Saw the sparkle leave your eyes
Can you even hear my cries?
I'm so tired of this life.

I don't wanna cut my wrist
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna take these pills
Just so i can feel some bliss

(Verse/misalive)
baby what u want
ion know
i think im alr fucked
oh my god
tell me what you want what you think
am i baby everything u wna see
am i fucked up am i gone
do i drink much do i sniff drugs
do you wna see me cut
what u want
baby i dont give a shit cuz baby i just
what???

(Hook/Komi)
Crying almost every night
Saw the sparkle leave your eyes
Can you even hear my cries?
I'm so tired of this life.

I don't wanna cut my wrist
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna take these pills
Just so i can feel some bliss

sparkle (feat. misalive)

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blood in my eyes
now im feeling so unsafe
change my mind
yeah feeling "be okay"
rip out
i ll be fine got my change now
stand out
hit my phone when i fail oh
go away go away go away
fuk this up
go away go away go away
changin up
go away go away go away
head is up
go away go away go away
shit is up

go away stupid bitch why u tweaking anyways?!
I dont say 2 much I just let that choppa phrase
v8 engine hum it sound like my pain
smokin on some pressure now my thoughts all delayed
chrome heart belt,, hold the strap,, not the waist
eyes halfclosed but I see all the fake
shawty want love but I move like a wraith
deadpan tone I dont smile 2 be safe

she like “why u cold?”
bitch, I been this way
all my dogs eat we dont split no plate
heard bro talk down
he aint even live that way
whole clique masked up
we dont care bout fame
vvs glare make a opp boy pray
I dont do love thats a broke mans play
ghost in the field they cant track my name
I was like bitch “would u just go away???!!”


go away +izumi

Buy link: https://fastdogs.bandcamp.com/album/glitch-ontology
Artist: Mesca
Track: Blobfish
Label: Fast Dogs
Catalog Number: HUNT008
Release Date: 14/11/2025
Format: Digital
Mastering: Frontman Management
Artwork: Adjunto by Lovepostar

Artist links: 
https://soundcloud.com/mescatrx / https://www.instagram.com/mescamescamesca   

Label links: 
https://fastdogs.bandcamp.com / https://soundcloud.com/fastdogsrecords / https://www.instagram.com/fastdogs_ 

PREMIERE: Mesca - Blobfish

Running

ft @yungketaslime
prod nightcor3.i9 @threexite


idk what to do with myself 
think i'm dying i can't tell 
think i got too high 
catch me chilling in hell 
she luvs getting drunk and sending pictures of her scars 
i've been smoking way too much 
i wake up feeling nauseas 
always anxious take xans love it 
i don't think ill make it
ill die stunning
i'm so fucking vacant 
i have nothing 
i can't feel my heart but it's beating for something

xanax on my tongue 
had a good time but i dont remember 
i been on a bender blacked out since last December
shawty wanna cut me up
i js wanna smoke my blunt
homebrew up inside my cup
toxins live inside my gut
cocaine lines i mix it with the ketamine
put my ass in rehab before i even seventeen
then i got out n the party never stop
party never stop snort up lines until my body drop

sparkle (feat. misalive)

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