Falling In My Own Deception (prod Shiro & Angst)

prod.thislandis
lyrics:

depressed..

ima fix that this year

mama lost our crib

ima get it back this year

all hits cant miss

cant afford that this year

she said kill you lit everybody wanna pic with you in here
(x2)

Too many L's i need my dub
In real life im fucking you up
where the bag you talk to much
you wanna song with bro just cuz
you aint lit boy you just cap
you aint tough boy you real sweet
Me and MGK got beef
when i see him i aint letting him speak
I CANT DO RELATIONS CUZ YA BOY HELLA TOXIC
CIRCLE WAY TOO SMALL IF I DONT KNOW YOU THEN YOU OPPIN
EVERYTHINGS ALL ON ME THATS JUST HOW MY LIFE BE
IM SICK OF IT BEING ON ME BUT IT HAPPENS TO ME FOR A REASON

yea

reason

i know its true

god got my back

i hope he got you

im damn near homeless

i aint frontin to you

who said shit easy

i know that aint true

Last winter i was on the bottom now im on top
i lack dinners i been losing weight i needa get guap
heroin took my fucking brother made my heart stop
R.I.P my brother john im going non stop

(hook replays)

ima fix that this year! (thislandis)

i could love you like tomorrow isn't promised
don't think the future ever comes if im honest
brought a chocolate to you at the college
i want all this, we can skip the falling
i need to be calling up someone who wants me too
and i would ask who's up but wouldn't talk to you
by now i've given up, there's nothing left to do
your name is in my phone, i'll walk a mile with you
and when there's nowhere left to walk and there's nothing to do
i hope you know that we can talk when it's just me and you
built to spill all of my problems and it's all i do
making music doesn't solve em i just think it's cool
you got problems, i don't have a problem
telling everyone about the scars or how i got em
totally forgot you, then i went and lost you
all my thoughts are consumed
by you but they're not true
don't know who we are now, i think it's alright though
you just had a rough day i got in a life boat
always sailing sideways, wont see me outside though
surfing on an interwave, find me with no telescope
talking bout a winter day, i just think it's always cold
i don't got a lot to say, i got away from being bold
god, but you even had games on your telephone
playing with my head i even bought you the nintendo
friendship should last in the end it depends though
i'm not keeping friends around that wanna act just like they know
everything that's better for me in my life than what i've chose
i know i could never be your wife cause i'd have nicer clothes
can't admit it to me but i'm right and you know it though
i think you know, i hope you know, i know you don't
i hope you will, i know you won't

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

tomorrow isn't promised

my jaw hurts, i can't talk right
and it's so hard just to sleep at night
need to suck it up, need to get a bite
i just lost it all, why i feel alright?
i've been feeling fine
you can't get me off this cloud cause it's number nine
i be walking round my town automatic lights
turning on when i'm around but you won't see me twice, nah
i need surgery but it's hopeless
you're still hurting me and i know you know this
everything is going wrong but no one noticed
you're the only one i'd ever bear my soul with
but you can't handle it, and i can't handle it
took up the mantle lit the candle and dismantled it
i'm in a tandem with a random its so romantic
you only know the me i banned it only took one click
one shot, you just say you're sorry but i know you're really not
i know how you saw me yeah you put me on the spot
yeah you put me on the spot, told me things you should have not
you should keep your mouth shut, imma live my life
i know what i want now i'm not thinking twice
spent too many times trynna get you to be nice
i'm not ever playing nice again you gave me good advice

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

my jaw hurts

🦋🧘over it all [methboiswag + roxa + tgwog]

back out p. shoiyi x jolst

2020-12-19 02:10:56

prod. @iced2gether

sick in the head 
sick sick in the head i'm x2
going crazy 
think i lost it 
yeah i'm off the leash 
imma be this way 
until i rest in peace

fuck a therapy 
i'm broken
there's no remedy 
got the devil in my brain 
he's always tearing me apart
they don't wanna see me win 
i already knew it from the start
making my own way 
yeah i'm shining in the dark

bitch i'm
sick in my head 
sirens on me 
i'm not slowing down
easter pink 
in my cup 
yeah i'm floating now
he talking slick
but he a bum 
that i don't care about 
he gonna run his mouth
we gonna air him out

sick in the head 
sick sick in the head i'm x2
going crazy 
think i lost it 
yeah i'm off the leash 
imma be this way 
until i rest in peace

bitch i feel like i'm future 
cause i'm fucking going beast mode
she gonna eat me like a calorie 
she got a deep throat
nodding off the k 
while i'm breathing in kush smoke
only smoking good dope 
always keep my eyes low

offtheleash (prod. iceboi)

Old days

Insta: Indigopride4774 
produced by:@onceunveiled 
Engineer: Apex Rael 

Get My bag Up (prod. by onceunveiled)

i went and did what i did 
i sinned i sinned
i went and did what i did 
in the midst of a state
i know i shouldn’t have been in 
fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up
i spent all my money trynna make a buck
i went and fucked it up
that ego going and sucking up 
walked 5 miles to get the van 
to pick up the crew 
stuck with bags and the bud
we had been down a bit in the mud
no matter we making a thud
leaving LA to get on the tour
just some yung bucks craving for more
booked it ourselves it wasn’t so easy
no body said it would be i had a feeling 
fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up
i am not known for sucking up
i tried to be friends it was never enough 
y’all can worry bout how you look
i know u worried more about the clout
always going and running ya mouth
have no clue what ya talking about
im going deeper and deeper
invading the memories now
imma take it away 
all the pain if u let me
dont get to close 
please dont try to test me

imma think about the day
where up and fucking left me
you couldn’t even fucking text me
now my courage drained empty

i draw out these notes
so u can’t hear it when i choke
i draw out these songs
in hopes i dont go broke

i buy more drugs
its the only way to cope
i buy more fucking drugs 
cause its all i fucking know
its gonna be the same year again
filled with all these hoes 
id put myself through it all again
if it guarantees success 
it’d be better than living 
as a fucking hack who lost his sense
i can’t take it man
i can’t pay no fucking rent
man i could say it all again and again
i went and fucked it up for my friend
i went and fucked it all again

did what i did (prod caves)

Hella Sketchy-Never Sober feat. BABy7AM

real yearner
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