The Upload

[+] i think im over it
* prod by @boyfifty *

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LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
said i loved you and i meant it
but i had bitches on me when i sent that text
maybe this is all for the best
you just goin' fuck with my head
can you kill me instead?
why the fuck you always gotta hate
i've been sippin henny, no chase
got some weed on my plate
roll it up, smoke slow
same hoodie, burn holes
bitch you know how it goes

[chorus:]
bitch you know how it goes
shorty so bad, tryna fuck on the low
see her face when i look out the window
she just want a chance, i don't think that i will though

[bridge:]
like god damn, i hate that
you were the one,
how the fuck could you say that?
"we should just be friends"
thought we'd never end

[verse: 2]
don't miss me now,
but soon you'll come right back
spit in your mouth,
cus i know that you like that
freaky bitch, he can't fuck you like me
king of the sheets, lil shawty call me
got the gas in my bag, you can smell it
tryna get up in my head, ima let it, slide
cus i'm busy making music, getting high
don't give a fuck about you bitch, or your guy

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king of the sheets

prod by me ;)
@buddy_official
Lyrics
Chorus:
I’ve been doin too much too much than i used to
I don't wanna give up cause drugs not the issue
I just really miss us  just wish i was with you 
And i know you don’t care but baby i miss you

Verse:
If you see me with her don’t let it confuse  you
I’ve been lyin a lot I’m sorry i used you 
We do this a lot we play with our issues 
It’s hard to let go cause baby i hurt you
I noticed you changed so baby what’s with you
you
I been feelin kinda strange cooped up in my bedroom
I know I’m in the wrong don’t let it confuse you
But give me a chance cause baby i need you

Bridge
I need you baby i need you 
I need you baby i need you 
Chorus:
I’ve been doin too much too much than i used to
I don't wanna give up cause drugs not the issue
I just really miss us  just wish i was with you 
And i know you don’t care but baby i miss you
Drexdful Verse:
Baby i miss you im losin sleep too
Felt like im in a car wreck and you're in the car too
Been broken and scarred for far too long 
Just hold my hand while i write you a song
Just drinkin all my problems away  cause i didnt mean it
Yeah you're barely smokin but you're still leanin
I thought i was dreamin but you are the reason
Baby your the reason

Chorus:

I’ve been doin too much too much than i used to
I don't wanna give up cause drugs not the issue
I just really miss us  just wish i was with you 
And i know you don’t care but baby i miss you

a lil too much

Spotify

a lil too much (feat. 3gz)

lyrics:
my eyes r wide open
hearts wired shut
dis 40's for hopin
N the other is just to numb the cuts

i keep my water warm 
in case i cut my wrists, hoe
just want you to b informed
that i wont feel that shit flow

give a thanks to all my demons 
that i conjured up
all their screamin
finally got me to loosen up
chrome on my veins
time to let that shit slip
babe your smeared makeup
aint gonna save shit

life gets a kick
makin me a joke
its like im the bitch
God trynna spit n choke
born in the suburbs 
but raised dirt broke
im comfy in the gutters 
but wanna live in the reapers home

keep tweakin off the lies u spun
to help u cope off the things u done
when u see me bein lowered in the sun
u cant save me none 
too late to show ur smeared makeup 

my eyes r wide open
hearts wired shut
dis 40's for hopin
N the other is just to numb the cuts

i keep my water warm 
in case i cut my wrists, hoe
just want you to b informed
that i wont feel that shit flow

give a thanks to all my demons 
that i conjured up
all their screamin
finally got me to loosen up
chrome on my veins
time to let that shit slip
babe your smeared makeup
aint gonna save shit

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smeared makeup (prod.HXRXKILLER)

do you see the lights now
i could really feel how
baby im doomed 
said she want it back
i took the love she had
and buried it too
i feel the pain in my head 
letters unread
you promised i'd come back to
i lost the one that i love
light it all up
throw it out with my old brown shoes

i hide behind the false news
(supply the lies, no i cant deny)
we run and run from the truth 
(the tide is high, no ones getting by)

we wait forever 
our chances are never
i wanted to know if you're rid of your temper

i still hear you 
i want nothing
to do with you
i know you

it's been a hard life
i can tell it's calling 
the end of mine
i will miss you all
don't start crying 
or feeling sorry 
i feel a kiss as i
begin to fall

everyday you fall and get back up 
it doesnt really matter if you have bad luck so run with what you got and you just might see me there
everytime you lie you get so high from
all the bad energy inside that mind so 
run with what you got and you just might pull your hair

do you see the lights now
i could really feel how
baby im doomed 
said she want it back
i took the love she had
and buried it too
i feel the pain in my head 
letters unread
you promised i'd come back to
i lost the one that i love
light it all up
throw it out with my old brown shoes

i know you (prod. blade901)

dead like a willow tree without the rain </3
mixed by tha god @oh_lucifer 

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PLAY-DOH [Video in Description]

v rare chill 93 blapper w no 808s i wrote this in a very pink hued kick ya feet up zone out into the melancholy overcast smog of the city n appreciate ur blessings type beat setting #showyamomchallenge lmk wht she thinks of it!! 


guitars/prod/mix/mast @93feetofsmoke

life loud cut the feedback! 
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that 

life loud cut the feedback
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that

lost my mind, left it vacant
chewing 2s on vacation
she got gucci on here fragrance
she got louie on her daybed
and i don't really mind it at all
I don't pick up when u call 
cuz u don’t hear when I talk
& I don’t care when ur gone 
they're never on what I’m on 
That’s why I’m always alone

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 

life loud cut the feedback!
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that 

life loud cut the feedback
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that
x2

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 
x2

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cut the feedback!

Shinigami - Dirty Rafs (Prod. by @Ghostrage)

let it go

w/ @lilskyscraperintheclouds
mixed by @officialkidez
visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55BzYaVNnSg

Sunlight! (w/ ☆ lil skyscraper ☆) 日光 [+ Jammy Beatz]

Show Me w/ Frankie Doppler (Prod. Soul Stealer x Seph)

Feat. @baerobins
UHHHH I dont remember the prod jus lmk if you know
art cred: kittycouch

Bizarre (feat. Bae Robins) Prod. Senritsu

produced by - @paryobeats
mixed/mastered by - @trex_xoxo

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LOVESNOTREAL

Blacked out again
Why the fuck did i even let you in
Take drugs, pretend
I cant count the scars that you left me with

You shoulda let me bleed
You turned me into something i never thought id be
So cant you see 
That now im my own enemy

Ill learn this time
When its over its over
You took my life
And played it over and over

Ill learn this tiime
When its over 
Leave me to die
I dont want to be sober

Shatter my heart to pieces
Look at me and give a reason
For all the times you left me crying
For why im numb and slowly dying

It wasnt supposed to go like this again
All the times ive had to go through this
Just to watch you change your mind again
It wasnt me cause you just wanted him

I'll Learn This Time (prod. Irby)

heartstrings (prod. dead spyro X northeast lights)

beat by nejdos: 
https://soundcloud.com/nejdos
https://www.youtube.com/user/Yougurtowy666
mixed and recorded by bear.

special thanks to dylan houghton for pushing me to make the best music i can

LYRICS <3

i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me
i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me

what u wanna say
say it to my face baby
ima move away
ima see u in LA
today is a new day
wanna see u when my eyes closed
shawty act cold
but i know
its just her fur coat

what u wanna say
shawty ur my rose gold
wear u on my waist baby
put u on display
today is a new day
wanna see u when my life goes
shawtys rose gold
but i know
it’s cus my wrist froze

ten toes down i don’t do much talking
why everybody gotta talk shit often
i won’t rest til i’m laid in my coffin
ima keep ballin for u until we’re rotten

i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me
i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me

what u wanna say
say it to my face baby
ima move away
ima see u in LA
today is a new day
wanna see u when my eyes closed
shawty act cold
but i know
its just her fur coat

what u wanna say
shawty ur my rose gold
wear u on my waist baby
put u on display
today is a new day
wanna see u when my life goes
shawtys rose gold
but i know
it’s cus my wrist froze

ten toes down i don’t do much talking
why everybody gotta talk shit often
i won’t rest til i’m laid in my coffin
ima keep ballin for u until we’re rotten

i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me
i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me

The Upload

Anatoliy Andreev