was gonna go to sleep but it was worth staying up a bit later for this, its awesome <3

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ICARUS

DON'T GO (feat. 2J4YZEE)

purple glow

say no more say no less (prod. aloa)

You Left (Prod. HXRXKILLER)

Produced by the wonderful and amazing: @producedbyaidan

Abnormality (Prod. aidan)

Produced by @irby314
Support @ddeadroses <3

RAVEN XO:
Up until 2 AM
I don't really need my friends
Judging by the time they left me all behind
Up until 2AM
All my messages ghosted by your face
Now I'll do the same

Feeling like Atlas, I 'm holding the ceiling
I just need these pieces to stay in they place
You can't believe it, that I keep on leaving
Cuz I cannot take this for another day
Now you all care
Now that I'm dead
My front porch step with a rose on my chest
Now you admit that I might be missed
All of my friends who couldn't care less
Take me
Break me
Drag me to hell
Been under your spell
And now you cannot save me
I never cared about you, never cared about me
So I guess it works
So I guess it burns and I guess it hurts
I'm on the verge of falling down whenever I can hear your words
Shut the fuck up
I've had enough of your excuses, but I must wonder if it's okay that I miss you

[chorus] x2

dead røses - @ddeadroses :
Up until 2AM
I don't really have any friends, but it's okay I guess
I know that I'm a mess
No one really cares for me
I see that, but I really care about them
I'll burden the hurt and keep them out the dirt no matter how this ends

[chorus]

Rose On My Chest (ft. dead røses) [prod. Irby]

[+] i think im over it
* prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
said i loved you and i meant it
but i had bitches on me when i sent that text
maybe this is all for the best
you just goin' fuck with my head
can you kill me instead?
why the fuck you always gotta hate
i've been sippin henny, no chase
got some weed on my plate
roll it up, smoke slow
same hoodie, burn holes
bitch you know how it goes

[chorus:]
bitch you know how it goes
shorty so bad, tryna fuck on the low
see her face when i look out the window
she just want a chance, i don't think that i will though

[bridge:]
like god damn, i hate that
you were the one,
how the fuck could you say that?
"we should just be friends"
thought we'd never end

[verse: 2]
don't miss me now,
but soon you'll come right back
spit in your mouth,
cus i know that you like that
freaky bitch, he can't fuck you like me
king of the sheets, lil shawty call me
got the gas in my bag, you can smell it
tryna get up in my head, ima let it, slide
cus i'm busy making music, getting high
don't give a fuck about you bitch, or your guy

apple music + spotify

king of the sheets

lyrics:
my eyes r wide open
hearts wired shut
dis 40's for hopin
N the other is just to numb the cuts

i keep my water warm 
in case i cut my wrists, hoe
just want you to b informed
that i wont feel that shit flow

give a thanks to all my demons 
that i conjured up
all their screamin
finally got me to loosen up
chrome on my veins
time to let that shit slip
babe your smeared makeup
aint gonna save shit

life gets a kick
makin me a joke
its like im the bitch
God trynna spit n choke
born in the suburbs 
but raised dirt broke
im comfy in the gutters 
but wanna live in the reapers home

keep tweakin off the lies u spun
to help u cope off the things u done
when u see me bein lowered in the sun
u cant save me none 
too late to show ur smeared makeup 

my eyes r wide open
hearts wired shut
dis 40's for hopin
N the other is just to numb the cuts

i keep my water warm 
in case i cut my wrists, hoe
just want you to b informed
that i wont feel that shit flow

give a thanks to all my demons 
that i conjured up
all their screamin
finally got me to loosen up
chrome on my veins
time to let that shit slip
babe your smeared makeup
aint gonna save shit

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smeared makeup (prod.HXRXKILLER)

do you see the lights now
i could really feel how
baby im doomed 
said she want it back
i took the love she had
and buried it too
i feel the pain in my head 
letters unread
you promised i'd come back to
i lost the one that i love
light it all up
throw it out with my old brown shoes

i hide behind the false news
(supply the lies, no i cant deny)
we run and run from the truth 
(the tide is high, no ones getting by)

we wait forever 
our chances are never
i wanted to know if you're rid of your temper

i still hear you 
i want nothing
to do with you
i know you

it's been a hard life
i can tell it's calling 
the end of mine
i will miss you all
don't start crying 
or feeling sorry 
i feel a kiss as i
begin to fall

everyday you fall and get back up 
it doesnt really matter if you have bad luck so run with what you got and you just might see me there
everytime you lie you get so high from
all the bad energy inside that mind so 
run with what you got and you just might pull your hair

do you see the lights now
i could really feel how
baby im doomed 
said she want it back
i took the love she had
and buried it too
i feel the pain in my head 
letters unread
you promised i'd come back to
i lost the one that i love
light it all up
throw it out with my old brown shoes

i know you (prod. blade901)

v rare chill 93 blapper w no 808s i wrote this in a very pink hued kick ya feet up zone out into the melancholy overcast smog of the city n appreciate ur blessings type beat setting #showyamomchallenge lmk wht she thinks of it!! 


guitars/prod/mix/mast @93feetofsmoke

life loud cut the feedback! 
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that 

life loud cut the feedback
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that

lost my mind, left it vacant
chewing 2s on vacation
she got gucci on here fragrance
she got louie on her daybed
and i don't really mind it at all
I don't pick up when u call 
cuz u don’t hear when I talk
& I don’t care when ur gone 
they're never on what I’m on 
That’s why I’m always alone

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 

life loud cut the feedback!
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that 

life loud cut the feedback
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that
x2

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 
x2

Buy on iTunes

cut the feedback!

Blacked out again
Why the fuck did i even let you in
Take drugs, pretend
I cant count the scars that you left me with

You shoulda let me bleed
You turned me into something i never thought id be
So cant you see 
That now im my own enemy

Ill learn this time
When its over its over
You took my life
And played it over and over

Ill learn this tiime
When its over 
Leave me to die
I dont want to be sober

Shatter my heart to pieces
Look at me and give a reason
For all the times you left me crying
For why im numb and slowly dying

It wasnt supposed to go like this again
All the times ive had to go through this
Just to watch you change your mind again
It wasnt me cause you just wanted him

I'll Learn This Time (prod. Irby)

heartstrings (prod. dead spyro X northeast lights)

REJECT!
MUCH LOVE TO EVERYONE WHO CAME ON
Prod. [ Zach Sutton ]
Lyrics:
Baby im a lone man walking
You can see the drugs are talking to me
Baby im a creep i be stalking
I think im in heaven when you fucking on me
Ive been in my room steady grinding
Doing my own thang while im smoking some weed
I never go outside im always hiding
Now im watching blood coming outta my screen

You werent there when i needed you
X3
You werent there, you werent there

You werent there when i needed you
X3
You werent there, you werent there

Baby im a lone man walking
You can see the drugs are talking to me
Baby im a creep i be stalking
I think im in heaven when you fucking on me
Ive been in my room steady grinding
Doing my own thang while im smoking some weed
I never go outside im always hiding
Now im watching blood coming outta my screen

SPOTIFY

DRUGS ARE TALKING TO ME

[interlude]
Прекрасное далеко, вся грязь так близко

[Hook]
Прекрасное далеко
Вся грязь всегда так близко
Проснулся я безногим
Все идут опять так быстро

[Verse]
После сна мне нужно время
Придти в себя
И я пришел к своей двери
Она закрыта навсегда

Моя страна — это скоростной марафон
Я сошел с дистанции, взял телефон
Написал друзьям, все ли хорошо
Я надеюсь, у них все хорошо

Порошок с неба
В трипе Бог смело
Пару линий с белым
Смахнул картой сбера
И в нас все полетело
Порой жутко мне тут
Парашютом мне бы
Стать ведомым ветром

Каждый раз, когда я выхожу на улицу
Меня, будто, бьют проводом по лицу
Перезвонишь мне, когда закончат новую войну
А я пока на телефонном проводе повешу

[Hook]
Прекрасное далеко
Вся грязь всегда так близко
Проснулся я безногим
Все идут опять так быстро

[Gothurted]
Everything beautiful is far away
I dont lose my hope
Getting closer everyday
I wont let this rope
I'on care about what you say
I'on care if you will stay
I will reach what I want
Everything beautiful now is so close

I'll Learn This Time (prod. Irby)

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