Latest and greatest depression in my pitiful plane of existence

No its fine i get it, who would want to date a greasy haired freak anyway

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1HuuHimszG0rwRJa8OJqNT?si=kNLgzqfCRUCVeG0XnSwLkw

produced by me

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

pwnd - kms (ft. h4rtbrkr)

falling
over again
its not easy					
to fall in love

feeling so sick 
without your touch
and im missing 
the times that we 
spent alone		

you gave me
an ounce of attention
and i fell
so in love with you	
its hard to say 
what im thinking
and its hard to do
what i need to	
so please come home

you gave me an ounce of attention and i fell for you

cus ive seen caddyshack about a hundred times
talking like im captain kirk in the lunchline
and we dont talk to girls they always pick those guys
and four more years of this i dont know how i'll survive

i cant talk to girls

wujek - im a subhuman degenerate that will rope because u rejected me

in my bed hit my head cus im all fucked up
cause shes upset wants me dead and she hates my guts
like whats the deal oh for real i really think u suck
sick of it such a bitch like what the fuck

wake up in the morning
california is just such a drag
cause shes so pretty and its so shitty that im such a spaz
im so done this song sucks and im out of luck
youre everywhere and its unfair like what the fuck

what the fuck (a lose truths production)

prod me

lyrics:

on my pc all my time
i just wanna make her mine
im just waiting for the second
that shes goes online

hope she doesnt think im obsessed
ima try my very best
but i dont think i can hold it 
i wanna cut open her chest <333

i love
i love you
why wont
you say it too?

she said "are you crazy?"
idk maybe :3
i just killed ur boyfriend
so we can start dating

idk why shes running
but its okay cause i love chasing
idk why shes still crying
cause you still have me baby

i love
i love you
why wont
you say it too?

im obsessed w my internet girlfriend

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends

every saying every word just makes worse
and it hit you like that truck and now its rainin on my shirt
all a sudden im so nonchalant so chill that it just hurts
if you die before im dyin then im diggin up your corpse
and ill only sleep beside it and ill take it everywhere
if i peel away your skin then its the only thing ill wear
everytime i get embarrassed i just think about your stare
you got big beautiful eyes and they show me how you care
nothing that you do could fail me
but every single word that ive said just ails me
and i understand that you get confused
till you dont know what you want but i know i want you im so
motherfuckin stupid i just wish that i could be like
half as smart as you and half as straightened as my teeth
but theyre rotten and corroded so you might just not kiss me
im so charming but so stupid but what more could skele be

oh well youll be fine

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

she posts on twitter everyday
likes its r9k
i really dunno why but i like it anyway
and if she looked my way
i think id pray
that she would stay

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

twitter girl

FESLSGDHJSDG,JHBVSDKRJHBJK 
this was kinda a test since i got a new bass guitar


fell on my face
im feelin tipsy
i really wonder if she really likes me
gonna go hard
see me on tv
getting drugged up of all of this caffene

i wanna be a rockstar
rocking out with my guitar
i wanna be a star 
i wanna be a star
i wanna find a girl
to travel corss the world
then maybe buy her some pearls
and a brand new purse

i drunk way too much now im filled with energy
gonna go inside my car and crash into a tree


hey hey lets have a good time 
hey hey lets have a good time

lets have a good time!!!

lyrics:
load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine	
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill see you
youll never leave me

im so fucked up
super fucked up

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die
its not fair
my life sucks
im bruised up 
by my mistakes
got nowhere 
got no bucks
to spend on 
shit to fix me  

load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill still see you
youll never leave me

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die (2x)

ketamine

hihi im rlly proud of this song (instrumental by me)

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
the look in your eyes
ive seen them before
no llores mi amor
no tienes razon
mi corazon 
duele por el tuyo 

wish away all your fears
come to me to wipe your tears 
your pretty face is more than smears
so baby wont you sit right here

i had a dream and you were there
dancing lots without a care 
in a world thats full of disrepair 
i couldnt help but hold a stare

i dont want this to end tonight 
you are my light you are my life
for once i dont wanna die
cuz you make me feel so alive

you keep me alive
with those eyes

(bloodsekai)
i just saw 
inside ur eyes
looks so cold
u might die inside
give me ur heart
ur life and lies
ive been struggling
to live in this timeline
tell me 
what u rly wanna say
i know u hide ur lies
until ur grave
erased kisses
taken from ur face
can u leave my door closed
i can never love a fake

u've gone and thrown it all away
i can't trust anyone today
u've gone and thrown it all away
i can't trust anyone today
the world it burns
my sins returned
i thought it was over oh
 
the sucker punch
my broken trust
it's not my first time hurt

kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now

i just saw 
inside ur eyes
looks so cold
u might die inside
give me ur heart
ur life and lies
ive been struggling
to live in this timeline
it's so cold when ur alone
it's so cold when ur alone
it's so cold when ur alone

in your eyes w/ bloodsekai

lyrics

think about her
text her once more
every time i do i get ignored
dont wanna take
this anymore
its too bad that she got bored
maybe she found
the right guy
maybe its time
to say goodbye
we had such
a good ride
why would you just waste my time
i guess my friends were right
im so fucking dumb and blind
i judge what i see first sight
i dont ever use my mind
she was so pretty and cute
but she found another dude
she left me speechless and mute
i just dont know what to do

pwnd - kms (ft. h4rtbrkr)

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