TheKid Chapter

(this will be out on spotify and youtube soon, please feel free to purchase)
to the girl that calls herself the one-eyed pirate,

i wrote like five songs about this and i wasn't sure how to word it without getting every little detail i liked about you into a single piece. 

this really is about the bittersweet feeling you have when someone always is there but isn't in your life anymore. i do truly miss you <3

i don't want you to forget what i said, you are always worthy and you don't want to visit me in the dreamland, you can listen to this instead. you did say it was your favourite song of mine. i will always cherish the things you gave me.

yours to be studied as you watch me from a distance, tezzie <3

a beautiful dancer, tiny soul
see her gazing and i would shake
not stare back i love her so,
care too much i'm truly afraid
say too little how'd i ask,
can we be but a two combined
see her twirl a beautiful dancer,  tiny soul
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
 
why's blue the skies
when i'm so upset,
and it's sad that no one gets
i'm truly needing
i smile and pain it tears underneath us 
turning numb, so unfeeling
unfurling once 
she was the reason, not anymore
could have been yours i would have enjoyed it
coffee you make and cakes with love
the rest is never to come 
it's hard, the truth is better
in art, i wrote you letters, but i don't wanna post them yet

a beautiful dancer tiny soul
a double bacardi lime and coke
a small cappuccino white with milk
a glass of water with ice inside
fill my heart and you might reveal
sparkling sides and silence the other
a blinded eye with hair you cover

i wrote some songs but nothing is normal
it's true baby i wish you here 
how did i ever fall for

a beautiful dancer, tiny soul
see her gazing and i would shake
not stare back i love her so,
care too much cause i'm truly afraid
say too little how'd i ask,
can we be but a two combined
see her twirl a beautiful dancer,  tiny soul
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 

the truth is a mind adrifting 
master of kitchen, may be her 
state in words what i feel abnormal 
normally think, falling i sink 
can't tap on myself i'm brought to the brink
maybe it's all gonna singe 
third time lucky i waltz
truth is 
it's been on the back of my mind for time

or maybe you're lost or just moved on 
i lost the recordings time ago 
view of the water eyes that glow 
wrote you a sonnet i would say
maybe in hopes that might you stay 
i won't need to wait for an answer 
cause i love this beautiful dancer

a beautiful dancer, tiny soul
see her gazing and i would shake
not stare back i love her so,
care too much cause i'm truly afraid
say too little how'd i ask,
can we be but a two combined
see her twirl a beautiful dancer,  tiny soul
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine

why's blue the skies
when i'm so upset,
and it's sad that no one gets
i'm truly needing
i smile and pain it tears underneath us 
turning numb, so unfeeling
unfurling once 
she was the reason, not anymore
could have been yours i would have enjoyed it
coffee you make and cakes with love

a beautiful dancer, tiny soul
see her gazing and i would shake
not stare back i love her so,
care too much cause i'm truly afraid
say too little how'd i ask,
can we be but a two combined
see her twirl a beautiful dancer,  tiny soul
won't you be mine

a beautiful dancer, tiny soul

tender decay

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Mel Made Me Do It

i made this song a few summers ago and since then it's gone through many changes. this is the version I want you all to know and love. <3 -tezzie

written and produced by anditstezzie
engineered by simpson audio
mixed and mastered by anditstezzie

on my own and again
silent phone and nobody texts
i feel hollow in the chest
there's a hole in my heart
i'm lonely
what a gracious word,
the truth is what is stated first
but lies are faster and take the turn
i suffer today and hurt

i'm solely me
and i'm lonely
when i wake up normal
but the world just spins and slow repeat
i dance alone, and my heart is broke
but my life's uneven, and i can't let go

you can miss what never completes and we will kiss for the last of times
for we love but never is reached and i still bleed in this heart of mine x2

and we are divine
for we love but flowers are wilting
for emotions drowned in fulfillment
hope in a field you'll find me
white as the ocean lie in seas
maybe it might be me, i'm lonely
i fell and won't stop falling
i've gotta find my feet

i'm solely me
and i'm lonely
when i wake up normal
but the world just spins and slow repeat
i dance alone, and my heart is broke
but my life's uneven, and i can't let go x2

and we are divine
for we love but flowers are wilting
for emotions drowned in fulfillment
for the hope you'll find the me
in the ocean i lie there surrounded by the sea
it might be with the answer
i fell and won't stop falling
i've gotta find my feet

and one day if that
i couldn't say but won't you stay
nights up late for the grace of yours
coffee and cake it fades to black
all this colour brings pain and more
in your eyes i would gaze
in time will i wake up
not for today i'm sure
hope one day that you'll take me back x2

i go through the weeks and days amd refrain from talking
there's meaning beyond this silence
besides remaining cautious
i realised what i don't yet miss but baby my days are pouring
who else but me to afford this
who else but me to afford
and afraid i sink ever deeper
i'm alone but won't ever speak
roads gotta leave and so will it be
unlikely to sleep when
i think of you
and it's me with the simple truth a bittersweet life of losing the distance
for the way that we won't approach it
why do i miss this

i'm solely me
and i'm lonely
when i wake up normal
but the world just spins and slow repeat
i dance alone, and my heart is broke
but my life's uneven, and i can't let go

you can miss what never completes and we will kiss for the last of times
for we love but never is reached and i still bleed in this heart of mine x2

hook

flowers on my head

lonely

A collaboration between me and never sober @soberrob and @madimakesmusica that kidnapped @banksbanksbanks and stole her voice.

Shout out to Billboard
http://billboard.com/articles/news/dance/7718120/pham-sober-rob-madi-alibi

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5M5n8q7zep1e2dQLCa6jPP

@zedsdead @deadbeatsrecords

Alibi (Single)

iTunes

Pham & sober rob - Alibi (feat. Madi)

Debut Album Out April 26th!! https://linktr.ee/tapeheadlinks

50 Cent Remix Instrumentals: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/tapehead-remixes-50-the-instrumentals

MF DOOM Remix Instrumentals: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/doomsday-tribute-tapehead-instrumentals-full-beat-tape

Full Length Crime Side Album Out Now! https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/tapehead-enter-the-crime-side-36-chambers-remixes-full-album

Full length remix over this instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/crime-side-extended-mix

Behind the scenes of how I made this beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qOv3jo2zljI

Now out on Spotify (and other streaming services):
https://open.spotify.com/track/7E7XrsH9croPa5CCiRy0DB?si=e9841bdf0b7a4d96
https://music.apple.com/us/album/crime-side-instrumental-instrumental-single/1577843527?uo=4&app=apple+music

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nArcfLLPFnY
Bandcamp: https://tapehead.bandcamp.com/track/crime-side-instrumental-2019
Crime Side: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/crime-side

I made this beat in February 2019. I had just spent all night in a library to meet a university coursework deadline, and got home at 6am wide awake from all the caffeine I'd been drinking.

I thought I'd want to relax after working all night but I really felt like making a beat to celebrate I guess. There wasn't space for tons of vinyl and a turntable in my room that year, so I was sampling through YouTube. I can't remember the name of the sample sadly, but I know that these strings were at the start of the track and as soon as I heard them I went into autopilot and turned on the MPC to chop them up. 

It was still early in the morning and all my housemates were asleep, so I made the whole thing using headphones, which I remember being a really immersive experience. Using headphones actually allowed me to be more precise with my chops, and ever since I've always chopped samples this way. I must have chopped around 20 seconds of the track into 16 pieces, because every pad on the MPC was taken up, and from there I was able to just be creative and work out which parts I wanted to use for my flip. I had a couple of loops sequenced but this one was my favourite, so I added drums which I had chopped from a break a while ago.

By the time I had mixed and saved the beat it was the afternoon, so I cooked food and worked on which acapellas sounded good over the beat, narrowing it down to a couple by the end of the day. I crashed at around 10pm, and the next day I finished up the remix, choosing Raekwon's verse from C.R.E.A.M.

Crime Side (Instrumental)

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my new ep "and there were flowers on my head" comes out 23/04/23

lonely

anditstezzie

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