TheKid Chapter

(this will be out on spotify and youtube soon, please feel free to purchase)
to the girl that calls herself the one-eyed pirate,

i wrote like five songs about this and i wasn't sure how to word it without getting every little detail i liked about you into a single piece. 

this really is about the bittersweet feeling you have when someone always is there but isn't in your life anymore. i do truly miss you <3

i don't want you to forget what i said, you are always worthy and you don't want to visit me in the dreamland, you can listen to this instead. you did say it was your favourite song of mine. i will always cherish the things you gave me.

yours to be studied as you watch me from a distance, tezzie <3

a beautiful dancer, tiny soul
see her gazing and i would shake
not stare back i love her so,
care too much i'm truly afraid
say too little how'd i ask,
can we be but a two combined
see her twirl a beautiful dancer,  tiny soul
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
 
why's blue the skies
when i'm so upset,
and it's sad that no one gets
i'm truly needing
i smile and pain it tears underneath us 
turning numb, so unfeeling
unfurling once 
she was the reason, not anymore
could have been yours i would have enjoyed it
coffee you make and cakes with love
the rest is never to come 
it's hard, the truth is better
in art, i wrote you letters, but i don't wanna post them yet

a beautiful dancer tiny soul
a double bacardi lime and coke
a small cappuccino white with milk
a glass of water with ice inside
fill my heart and you might reveal
sparkling sides and silence the other
a blinded eye with hair you cover

i wrote some songs but nothing is normal
it's true baby i wish you here 
how did i ever fall for

a beautiful dancer, tiny soul
see her gazing and i would shake
not stare back i love her so,
care too much cause i'm truly afraid
say too little how'd i ask,
can we be but a two combined
see her twirl a beautiful dancer,  tiny soul
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 

the truth is a mind adrifting 
master of kitchen, may be her 
state in words what i feel abnormal 
normally think, falling i sink 
can't tap on myself i'm brought to the brink
maybe it's all gonna singe 
third time lucky i waltz
truth is 
it's been on the back of my mind for time

or maybe you're lost or just moved on 
i lost the recordings time ago 
view of the water eyes that glow 
wrote you a sonnet i would say
maybe in hopes that might you stay 
i won't need to wait for an answer 
cause i love this beautiful dancer

a beautiful dancer, tiny soul
see her gazing and i would shake
not stare back i love her so,
care too much cause i'm truly afraid
say too little how'd i ask,
can we be but a two combined
see her twirl a beautiful dancer,  tiny soul
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine 
won't you be mine

why's blue the skies
when i'm so upset,
and it's sad that no one gets
i'm truly needing
i smile and pain it tears underneath us 
turning numb, so unfeeling
unfurling once 
she was the reason, not anymore
could have been yours i would have enjoyed it
coffee you make and cakes with love

a beautiful dancer, tiny soul
see her gazing and i would shake
not stare back i love her so,
care too much cause i'm truly afraid
say too little how'd i ask,
can we be but a two combined
see her twirl a beautiful dancer,  tiny soul
won't you be mine

a beautiful dancer, tiny soul

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Mel Made Me Do It

A collaboration between me and never sober @soberrob and @madimakesmusica that kidnapped @banksbanksbanks and stole her voice.

Shout out to Billboard
http://billboard.com/articles/news/dance/7718120/pham-sober-rob-madi-alibi

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5M5n8q7zep1e2dQLCa6jPP

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Alibi (Single)

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Pham & sober rob - Alibi (feat. Madi)

Debut Album Out April 26th!! https://linktr.ee/tapeheadlinks

50 Cent Remix Album: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/tapehead-remixes-50-full-album

MF DOOM Remix Album: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/doomsday-tribute-tapehead-remixes-full-album

Full Length Crime Side Album Out Now! https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/tapehead-enter-the-crime-side-36-chambers-remixes-full-album

Extended Version: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/crime-side-extended-mix
Crime Side Remix: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/tapehead-crime-side-remix

Behind the scenes of how I made this beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qOv3jo2zljI

Thank you so much for 100K streams: happy to say that the instrumental is now out on Spotify (and other streaming services):
https://open.spotify.com/track/7E7XrsH9croPa5CCiRy0DB?si=e9841bdf0b7a4d96
https://music.apple.com/us/album/crime-side-instrumental-instrumental-single/1577843527?uo=4&app=apple+music

Beat by Tapehead
Vocals from 'C.R.E.A.M.' acapella by Wu-Tang Clan

Instrumental now available:

https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/crime-side-instrumental

Crime Side

when it rains i'm taught to hurt

these weights are around me
awaiting a fable
a meaning to end all feeling of envy
in myself just bleeds to repent
to receive
my own pressure decentering
love only hurts when it's mean to win
a banquet the blind should have left me the peace
pretending my weakness left
pretend that I never saw
just glance to a distance focus emits in crowds
I should be here in the room but I drown
just thoughts for the clouds and memories
we talk with our doubts
left in the past on a plate my heart eats out
I broke most of my own too bear
I'm scared and alone I care just only enough
there's pink
there's podiums lay me a rose
maybe it's you that was hurt from myself and I should be than careless to know
our burden is shared and halved
but twice more when it tears apart
if I'm scorned you're there in form and we're in the same regard 
just wearing
take me a value below these issues I face if I had you
grace me away from the sad move days that may a relapse come for me
the comfort ignores this suffering never becomes but none
why change you
am I someone to make do
do I cross your maydew
a reminder of days you hate for the reason you wasted a moment's pace
I hate this feeling of closed demons become like vultures I would have chosen
you would have chosen you
and with yourself you're fine
but I'm too strings and a cloth away from time because you did

when it rains (prod. vacant)

Debut Album Out April 26th!! https://linktr.ee/tapeheadlinks

50 Cent Remix Instrumentals: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/tapehead-remixes-50-the-instrumentals

MF DOOM Remix Instrumentals: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/doomsday-tribute-tapehead-instrumentals-full-beat-tape

Full Length Crime Side Album Out Now! https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/tapehead-enter-the-crime-side-36-chambers-remixes-full-album

Full length remix over this instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/crime-side-extended-mix

Behind the scenes of how I made this beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qOv3jo2zljI

Now out on Spotify (and other streaming services):
https://open.spotify.com/track/7E7XrsH9croPa5CCiRy0DB?si=e9841bdf0b7a4d96
https://music.apple.com/us/album/crime-side-instrumental-instrumental-single/1577843527?uo=4&app=apple+music

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nArcfLLPFnY
Bandcamp: https://tapehead.bandcamp.com/track/crime-side-instrumental-2019
Crime Side: https://soundcloud.com/tapeheadloops/crime-side

I made this beat in February 2019. I had just spent all night in a library to meet a university coursework deadline, and got home at 6am wide awake from all the caffeine I'd been drinking.

I thought I'd want to relax after working all night but I really felt like making a beat to celebrate I guess. There wasn't space for tons of vinyl and a turntable in my room that year, so I was sampling through YouTube. I can't remember the name of the sample sadly, but I know that these strings were at the start of the track and as soon as I heard them I went into autopilot and turned on the MPC to chop them up. 

It was still early in the morning and all my housemates were asleep, so I made the whole thing using headphones, which I remember being a really immersive experience. Using headphones actually allowed me to be more precise with my chops, and ever since I've always chopped samples this way. I must have chopped around 20 seconds of the track into 16 pieces, because every pad on the MPC was taken up, and from there I was able to just be creative and work out which parts I wanted to use for my flip. I had a couple of loops sequenced but this one was my favourite, so I added drums which I had chopped from a break a while ago.

By the time I had mixed and saved the beat it was the afternoon, so I cooked food and worked on which acapellas sounded good over the beat, narrowing it down to a couple by the end of the day. I crashed at around 10pm, and the next day I finished up the remix, choosing Raekwon's verse from C.R.E.A.M.

Crime Side (Instrumental)

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my new ep "and there were flowers on my head" comes out 23/04/23

when it rains (prod. vacant)

anditstezzie

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