bro quando vieni su discord anche lei ho una cosina in piano

lalu_interlude, june 06

With ++seraphim homie @o2solus
Prod. @makemeapromise and @mnmnmnmnmnmnmnmn
TYSM FOR LISTENING :D

(me)
On my own again what is all this for
Now I’m locking myself behind another door
Get myself away throw me to the shore
I don’t got nothing else to say yeah not anymore

Now I’m wondering why
I left myself to die
And I won’t lie
I don’t know what to do with my life
What’s next is it strife
What now is it right
Don’t know how lost my sight

Please can you just save me
I’ve been lost and I’ll never be found
If I saw myself I couldn’t face me
Guess I’ll leave now won’t make a sound

I’m so silent fading from all eyes
Stay for a while then cut off all ties
I’m not taking your advice
I’ll say it’s all lies
I’ll put on my disguise and run from it all

(o2solus)
I just wanna run away
Please just tell me
What i gotta do
Please just help me
I did it all for you
Found a quick path then i swerved and
It dont help that im nervous
I prolly deserve this
I know nothings perfect
I been waiting for the sunlight then ill be on my way

(me)
Please can you just save me
I’ve been lost and I’ll never be found
If I saw myself I couldn’t face me
Guess I’ll leave now won’t make a sound

I’m so silent fading from all eyes
Stay for a while then cut off all ties
I’m not taking your advice
I’ll say it’s all lies
I’ll put on my disguise and run from it all

save me

save me w/ o2solus (surgeon + maiden)

@lvc_uk
@sshinju

mui:
i cant decide
bout wat im gonna change for me
girl
this time
i cant even make my mind 
ya.
i dont wanna waste ur time
hate this talk
and i blame my mind

feel so confined
skipping ur calls
now u cutting ties
guessin wat u think
ya it feel like lies
when u stop n stare
i pretend i dont notice at all

i dont wanna feel, 
i dont care anymore
smokin so loud 
i keep starin at walls
i got big bands, i dont spend anymore
writing to the cloud
for my friends, that is all

i dont know why
understand this, i swear i try
ur words they wont get by
end to my thoughts ya close my mind ya

lost my trust but i'll be alright
its fine
shawty do u care if i make my mindd???
this timeee
white liees
tell me that this fake
but u makin me signs

lvc:

keep breaking my heart
my head making me think im fine
your lyin'
why tf you makin me hurt
tell myself that this gonna work
i can still feel you on my shirt
i just wish you'd tell me my worrrrrth

mui:
take my time ya
i dont wanna risk that, makin my choices i aint gonna waste my life, na

lvc:
dont tell me twice
im stuck in my head i cant make things right

mui:
i dont really care, im feelin a goodnight
out in da club im takin pills to survive
shawty wanna stare, i can see thru ur eyes
act like i dont care but i still cant decide

cant decide w/ lvc (shinju)

@1wasterr

this summers gone 🌞🖤
it wont wash away, 🌊
what i never want
i just wish that you'd stay...
there's always loss
unless the love that is fake
im keep writin these songs
to keep the hurt away

and i dream 
in my head
weathered and worn
flowers were torn
feelings faded today
put the negative on
in a one sided way
i know what i did wrong
but i'm sorry to say...

im so nauseous 
im in your comfort
this time im by myself im keeping to my own word
you said your reasons, they got no meaning
i keep on pacing in my room
til im blistered and im bleeding 🖤

summers fade (wasterr)

vocals: @xpciel @xternalz @kujareign @heroz2299
production: @daisuki120
cover: @yuzua @kujarein

lyrics:

xpciel:
i don't really care now but it still hurts
try not to think about it but i end up feeling worse
i be winning but i still feel like a loser
if the world was ending then i still would never choose her
again, i relapse off the percs yeah
try to make myself feel better, nothing ever works yeah
might be trying too hard
every thing i do i take it too far
wanna try again but i'll just end up with some new scars

xternalz:
yeah you make this too hard
it’s getting too much now 
yeah just leave me out
i could never go back
hate me yeah so bad
gotta throw it away, throw it away
all these thoughts in my brain
hoping they won’t remain
can you just leave me alone
i’m never feeling sane
i cant take this strain
will i make it i don’t know

kuja:
oh we werent meant to be
i was blind and couldnt see, a bittersweet melody
break free these chains that held me,
dont mess wit me yea bb my love isnt a fantasy,
we werent meant 2 be
yea u wasted my lov u wasted my time

heroz:
i been feeling fucked up, they ask how i lucked up
venting bout my problems but they tell me i should suck it up
she say im above you, i think nothing of you
i dont care about that shit cause swear i never loved you
scars on my back, i leave em there just to remember
tweakin in my bed for all of last december
body shakin, swear im cryin, got a low temper
body leakin, think im dyin, ima just surrender

xpciel + xternalz + kuja + heroz - new scars (daisuki)

prod by. @decago + @yashio20k
w/ @hartfxlt2k
end of emo plugphase.. for now

I've been waiting for a long time
Just can't help it
I'm just waiting for you to be mine, so i did

Some tears of joy
What was I? The decoy
What is this? Just some ploy
To break me up like I'm some toy

cross my heart hope to die 
that’s the way I feel inside 
look at me with those teary eyes 
realize now it’s all a lie
put me down so many times
told myself that I won’t cry 
not good enough not for your kind
try again I’ll try and try
I can’t say what’s on my mind
cause it’s eating me alive
it’s just one of your ploys 
break me down till I’m destroyed 

(some tears of joy
what was I ? the decoy
what is this ? just some ploy
to break me up like I’m some toy)

I would take back what i said
I didn’t mean it I was so full of regret
But i just feel like shit
And now ur treating me like i’m some threat

decoy w/hartfxlt [decago + yashio]

original song: Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

now i pay the price w/ shatter3d

w/ @meantyyy
p. @prodmichael

merry christmas:)

yea i dont wanna b broken down 2 the core
n i dont wanna feel this pain anymore
i dont wanna think ab it evryday
cuz i know that it jus fucks w/ my brain
n baby can u hold me tight?
cuz i jus wanna feel alright:/
n can u pls jus tell me why
i think ab it all the time

@meantyyy
im a mess inside
i cant take all the stress
is it what u find?
all this weight up in my chest
is it what u like?
do u feel it when im going down w/ u
but i know its hard
u play the cards
its so bizarre
got me off guard
im so in luv
its u i trust
nut im sober now
going out

yea i dont wanna b broken down 2 the core
n i dont wanna feel this pain anymore
i dont wanna think ab it evryday
cuz i know that it jus fucks w/ my brain
n baby can u hold me tight?
cuz i jus wanna feel alright:/
n can u pls jus tell me why
i think ab it all the time

hope yall having gr8 holidays:)

all the time + meanty (michaelwarren)

not my song this shi aint serious made this in like half an hour

og : https://on.soundcloud.com/jK1S6

lalu_interlude, june 06

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