mixture of my feelings and how the reveal themselves. hope you enjoy. 

Cracks In The Floor

very raw, very real.. this one hurts like hell.

Hurt me Quiet

Character 2.  (trance version)

This is just game-boy
Feel Asif Im free falling through space and time-boy
Wish I wore a parachute before I jumped from the plane boy.

Feeling like I'm in free fall I could compare myself to the size of an aunt so small in the sky-insane boy. 

So fucking strange that my moods can play tricks on me. Like last week I was high, now I can't breathe am I about to die? 
 

Why? (You lie)
Why? (You did) 
WHY? (YES YOU FUCKING DID) 

I try, I do my bit, I play my part, I LIKE TO MAKE THE MOST OF EVERY SINGLE SECOND. I try to make the best impac-ting play, every time I get to enjoy warmth under 5 year olds play outside it's the sandpit today. Under 5 years old, yet so smart, they could buy and sell me truth be told. I'm tryna give 'em love, keep them sheltered from the dark. 


It can be ah simple thing from you, to fill me full of doubt, make me second guess myself wondering if I can fly out-ah-here way up in the fucking strat-os-phere miles away from you and the point you puke. 
 oh can make me, yeah baby, yeah,  you make me want to die... Sometimes. Ohhh you make me want to die sometimes 

Hahah what a joke, you think I'm for real? Hell girl you have another thing coming if you think I'll let you  my head and to mess around my mind from the inside. 
I know what to expect from you, I know what is coming from you, when you open your mouth it's nothing but hate nouns. 

Step away step inside your cave I've had enough of your hate speech for one day, let me be leave me in peace to enjoy my time with my two under 5 year olds. 

WOAWW WOAWW WOAWW

I try, I do my bit, I play my part, I LIKE TO MAKE THE MOST OF EVERY SINGLE SECOND. I try to make the best impac-ting play, every time I get to enjoy warmth under 5 year olds play outside it's the sandpit today. Under 5 years old, yet so smart, they could buy and sell me truth be told. I'm tryna give 'em love, keep them sheltered from the dark. 


It can be ah simple thing from you, to fill me full of doubt, make me second guess myself wondering if I can fly out-ah-here way up in the fucking strat-os-phere miles away from you and the point you puke. 
 oh can make me, yeah baby, yeah,  you make me want to die... Sometimes. Ohhh you make me want to die sometimes 

Hahah what a joke, you think I'm for real? Hell girl you have another thing coming if you think I'll let you  my head and to mess around my mind from the inside. 
I know what to expect from you, I know what is coming from you, when you open your mouth it's nothing but hate nouns. 

This is just game-boy (Hate Nouns)

Fight or Flight

Distortion

the multiple persons argumentive in my head

Lazer beam'z

STATIC
Buzz buzz fucking buzz 
Eyes are killing me but won't shut
STATIC



 stuck with the eye strain from a half-lit screen,
thoughts thrown in the shredder, mind pried apart, then begins unraveling.
Sleep skips, when the sky turns black,
I just sit in the buzz while my spine goes slack. (Fuck my back) 

weight in the chest, can’t lift, can’t scream,
 frame my soul in a jittering dream.
The cursor blinks like it’s taunting me, knowing that I can't think, can't sleep,  I freeze in place like I’m part of the messed up game. 

STATIC BUZZ

Moths dance in the cold lamp mistakenly for a flame. 
While silence expands my mind won't shut up. Can't make sense of anything, 
The picture won’t form, but the signals hazy, 
There’s something alive in the static, panoramic views. 



I’m just static, like winter morning window dew,
No sound left in this frozen room. Just the buzz buzz buzz
Heartbeat rhythms low like a signal skewed,
Buried in noise but I’m bleeding through.

I ain’t gone, I’m a seed in the frozen ground 
Something sitting static still hoping to wake
Paused in the frame, still mute, still crude 
But I swear there’s a bloom in this static root waiting waiting for you.


I’ve been ghosting my own ambition for days,
Running from mirrors and sidestepping praise.
Inbox full but my soul on mute,
Said “I’ll try tomorrow” now the weeks reboot.

Can’t tell if it’s fear or perfection’s grip,
Or just rust in the gears of this sinking ship.
But somewhere deep in the quiet rot,
Is a flicker I never forgot.

I don’t move, trust tho I haven’t let go,
Like a song half-written in a patch of snow.
It melts slow but under the skin,
Something soft and defiant begins.



I’m just static, like winter morning window dew,
No sound left in this frozen room. Just buzz buzz buzz 
Heartbeat rhythms low like a signal skewed,
Buried in noise but I’m bleeding through.

I ain’t gone, I’m a seed in the frozen ground 
Something sitting static. Oh sitting static. still as it's waiting waiting waiting waiting for you. 

Temporarily Paused in the frame, still mute, still crude
But I swear there’s a bloom in this static root just wait for you to wake up too.



Not broken. No
Just buffering. Just just buffering 
And maybe… yeah.   Just maybe 
that’s the beginning. The start of something new 



I’m just static, like winter morning window dew,
But there's breath in the cracks and something new.
Heartbeats rhythm low like a signal skewed,
But it hums with truth that’s bleeding through. Buzz buzz 

I ain’t gone, I’m a seed in the frozen ground 
Something sitting static waiting to wake to you.
Temporarily Paused in the frame, still mute, still crud
But I swear there’s a bloom in this static root.

STATIC BUZZ

Winter Window Dew

Blood in the wire

Hip Hop Hap-py Ending

Blacklight Collision

The Breakaways

like ecstasy that left too fast.

Stepping out the Frame


storybook or movie scene of you
it's what we were always meant to do

the way we go hand in hand on a smooth river's flow
pickin up speed as we hit the corners
grittin our teeth
don’t speak a word
just hold on tighter and tighter
each corner we take
more sharp than the one before

you
you tilt your head
and I know you’re battlin somethin
so I shift my weight
like I can carry it with you
not fix
not mend
just sit beside you
like we’re two sides of the same damn rip tide

we navigate the twists and bends
with pure grit and communication
shoutin out obstacles as we see
like we do as a team
goin through the real-life shit
yano the other mad reality relationship shit

two of us
workin in the same mindset
same logic
same line hits both our minds
at the same time
each and every
fuckin time

don’t let it fool ya
cuz you know that river wants to pull ya
down down down
till you drown drown drown
body never found found found

slow like a stream
strong like a flood
we flow through the quiet
we crash in the blood
don’t need a name
don’t need a sound
we love like a river
pullin all else down

but the current ain't calm forever
nah, it tests us
tries to wreck us
pulls us under
makes us question if we’re even strong enough to tether

you screamed
I roared
we both threw fire
but stayed on board
we don’t jump ship
we break and grip
we fight to feel
we bleed to heal
we ain't perfect
but we real

so we let it shake
let it storm
we ride it out
'cause that chaos
it’s part of our form

slow like a stream
strong like a flood
we flow through the quiet
we crash in the blood
don’t need a name
don’t need a sound
we love like a river
pullin all else down


We Love Like A River

Private Message Me if you would be interested in a Collab! 💯✅🙏170k+ thank you for the mind-blowing digital formations the numbers I'm stuck on can't keep staring in to the digits wheey Nono save that for another time. . , how the plants doing how they doing, this weekend grow turned in the space of few pleasure months, woaw . well, right now,  a decision to make, very important must say. 



THANK YOU, EVERYONE, THATS EVERYONE WHO BATHED ME GAVE A ROOF OF NY HEAD WHEN OTHERS KEFT ME FOR DEAD, WAS SUPPOSED TO MENTION IT BUT I SAID IT CANT REWIND IT MAYBE THEYLWHO GAVE ME THAT TIME OF YOUR PERSONAL DAY! 🤘 APPRECIATE YOU! 


 🤘💀hell bais, can't speak for yous but I'm feeling a bit like a tweek or two? it was about time I change my ways changed a sentence and punctuation too. 
gotta understand I focus, days I don't and they haunt us, low energy levels I'm feeling unstable, but guess what and we still get it done yeah yeah we get it done oh we got it done. 
beginning of I wanna put across my many many manny a thanks to everyone who has took time to give one of my tracks a play🤘🙏 phase one in education 

Fight or Flight

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