I don't wanna be nobody's second
I want it all
I just took a look at my reflection
I don't know who I saw
I flew out of the city I had my brothers there with me I ended up at the right place at the Wrong time
And now my pockets are empty I had to fight all these envious thoughts of those all Around me who stole what's not mine

I know I am trying way too hard
I see these bitches cutting lines with daddy's credit card
And I really feel like I'm behind I gotta get it goin
Let it go, let it go

Great
Now you got a broken heart
I'm sorry but I can't help you
Not my fault your plans all fell through
This a shoutout man
Fuck them A&R's that been countin' me out
Fuck a cosign I ain't worried about it
Fuck who's blowing up off of following clout
Anything could be here and now I don't doubt it

I want to change yea
If I'm gonn feel this way then I don't wanna stay the same yea
In the mirror I can't even look me in the face yea
I wanted to put me in a grave yea
Don't know what I'm sayin yea
I be on my dolo when I sing yea
I ain't seen like no one in some days
I don't remember my dreams yea
Honestly I think my mind is blank yea
At this point I don't know what to think

I know I am trying way too hard
I see these bitches cutting lines with daddy's credit card
And I really feel like I'm behind I gotta get it goin
Let it go, let it go

Great
Now you got a broken heart
I'm sorry but I can't help you
Not my fault your plans all fell through
This a shoutout man
Fuck them A&R's that been countin' me out
Fuck a cosign I ain't worried about it
Fuck who's blowing up off of following clout
Anything could be here and now I don't doubt it

So I'll burn it all
Feed into the fire
'Til my skin melts off
Claim that you can help me

But I've heard it all
Don't take this personal
I'll call you when these drugs wear off
Washed it down with alcohol
So watch me fall

It hurts me so
It hurts us all
I'll be merciful
I don't know what you're
I'm searching for
Do something
Irreversible

Great
Now you got a broken heart
I'm sorry but I can't help you
Not my fault your plans all fell through

envy

with @dylanblongworth

lyrics:
and the silence seems so loud
and the words coming out out my mouth don't even make a sound
and i've been trying to make amends but you're never around
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now

and i've been trying to make amends but you're never around
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and the silence seems so loud
and the words coming out out my mouth don't even make a sound
and i've been trying to make amends but you're never around
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now

<3

#linkandbuild

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around w/ dylan longworth (venus)

FAIRYTALE

@porter-robinson 
I made this remix a while back & almost didn't release it but ehhh
what good would it do anybody collecting dust in my vault ? 🖤
ily Porter so much 💜

grieving (porter robinson - everything goes on) (soundcloud only)

Prod. by me 

guitar recorded live

Mixed/Mastered by Will Saulsky

Track 1 of analogue ep out on all plats

follow me on socials (iliasxo ig/ iliasmusic twitter)to keep up to date on releases

horizon

happier than ever cover

Intro (prod. vinogradov)

I Glow is about realising you’ve got something really special but when its gone its gone forever and you will have lost your opportunity & potential to change that persons life for the better🥲

I Glow

CAROTALE

[ remix ]
shoutout to @mxrcusjacob and @prodkaii and @zakai
they did the og song: https://soundcloud.com/mxrcusjacob/paranoid-w-kaii-ft-ariel
youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15m8SJqlqBQ&t=11s
thank u guys for the support fr fr <3

fwb

andrew