This Heart is Bleeding Pain

@qawikamri

LYRICS:
I know we fight sometimes
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-im-sorry-but-hold-on-to-me-annotated

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I'm Sorry But Hold On To Me

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

[produced by kenny x ninetyseven]

always love studio days with @gyzalofi , go show him love!! i'm hoping to put this on spotify very soon.

spotify

up for days (feat. ninetyseven)

⚰️

Spotify • https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKuDaXI4tMM0ARlCR1y7y?si=G8govNrsRyydmOulr2gL1A

Apple • https://music.apple.com/us/album/shallow-grave-feat-rinnegone-guccihighwaters/1439826577?i=1439826667

Shallow Grave (Feat. Rinnegone & guccihighwaters) [Prod. 4evr]

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7YL4KvKGxQ

Prod. by Misery 

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Engineered by Howard

I love you all, we can beat this sadness. </3

Lyrics:

They left me at the spot
just to die and rot 
my loss
sprouted lots of life
like seeds in a pot
sleeping on my earthly cot
my death brought though
and built stepping stones 
of rock
and my worn bones
hard outside
and inside so soft
representing my soul
oh so lost
tears help me feel whole
tear drops I'm done
fear stops the fun
near top I'm the one
smoking mirrors 
like the barrel of their gun
hold this weed in my lungs

things can change
things can change
neon dion is the name

Lost Soul (Prod. Misery)(MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

Spotify

baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

track 1: lay low ft yung sherff (prod.domyno)
Track 2: till im old (prod.killedmyself)
Track 3: stuck in a hole in the cracks (prod.killedmyself
Track 4: Pick me up (prod.killedmyself)
Track 5: SLEEPTILLDEATH & SHINXBI- FIGURE IT OUT
Track 6 : tempts- against the wind (prod.killedmyself)
Track 7 : dissapear (prod.killedmyself)
Track 8: fireflies COVER (fwm) Prod.hitmasters
Track 9: MY LAST BREATH (prod.killedmyself)

WHERE DO I GO NEXT  (FULL ALBUM)

while the rain drops

we're all sad its okay

i don’t have any heart left to give you
i ran straight out but i still missed you
out my mouth the words that kissed you
i am a failure i couldn’t lift you
i’m so sorry for the way 
that you left me i’m a waste
you don’t seem bothered i’m led astray
why don’t you lock me up
in a cage•
•i told you i don’t have anything left
i’m sorry but i hurt myself again
you envied me too much to play pretend 
i know that i’ll go down with no regrets 
gonna make this music till i break as i
watch you cut me out in different shapes
thinking that maybe she cared always my big mistake 
without her inside my life think it’s time to meet my fate
pour your broken heart out on a voicemail to me
hold my breath slowly til i go pale and i cant breathe 
give you everything that’s my promise to keep 
chopping up my heartache i’ll give you the biggest piece 
i don’t have anything left 
not since she left 
not since she left me
oh no (x2)
been feeling anxious for hours 
my ex might call me a coward 
i pray to a higher power 
wash sins away with a shower 
cut my chest until it’s open 
squeeze my neck until it’s frozen
smash my heart until it’s broken
and lose me in the commotion 
i’ll be right here waiting 
i’m slowly hallucinating
with you i don’t read the paintings
colored hatred in my daydreams 
feel the wicked danger changing 
my emotions and the way that i
exist you cannot pave the road 
i’m going i will always stay the same

since she left (prod. cxld blxxd)

you looked like an angel

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan
Instrumental: @hkfiftyone2
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody & @itshuskai

Lyrics-
Chorus -

I don’t wanna know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close
I know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close

Verse -

I really should have known, I was all alone
I can’t trust a soul, even way back home 
Everybody talks, but they don’t listen
Maybe they will hear when the blood on your arm is glistening
Open me up and dissect me
Don’t just use me to have sex pls
I’m not a project, don’t help me 
The therapy sessions aren’t helping 
You told me that you need me, oh no you don’t
When you're talking to me, please get off your phone
Now you know what’s in my head, you think I need help 
You’re gonna leave me like everyone else

Chorus -

I don’t wanna know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close
I know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close

outro-

I don’t wanna get out of bed
You haven’t replied since I said
“I think I really care about you”
I’m just hoping you’re not dead x3

Blackwater

Too Close

Too Close (Prod. HKFiftyOne)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & cloudhighcomeup
Instrumental: @cloudhighcomeup
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody & @cloudhighcomeup

Lyrics
yung van-
(Verse)

Waking up at dawn
Just to say goodnight 
To my closest friends
That I hold dear and tight
They sleep on my bed
Remember what they said 
Once you’re out on your own
You’re gonna wish for death

(Pre chorus)

You try to wash away
Everything they say
You said you’d let them in
But then you closed again 
I know just how you feel
Cause I’ve felt it before
You opened up one door
Then had to close four more

(Chorus)

You won’t let em in
You won’t let em in 
You tried your best again
but you won’t let em in 
You won’t let em In
You won’t let em in 
They want to be your friend
But you won’t let em in

cloudhighcomeup-
(Verse)

You won't let em in, let's see what's on your mind
Like am I worth it, am I good enough
I ask it all the time
you just wanna be a friend, well I shouldn't be so blind
I can't see inside your head, but I know you can see in mine

yung van- 
(Pre chorus)

You try to wash away
Everything they say
You said you’d let them in
But then you closed again 
I know just how you feel
Cause I’ve felt it before
You opened up one door
Then had to close four more

yung van x cloudhighcomeup- 
(Chorus)

You won’t let em in
You won’t let em in 
You tried your best again
but you won’t let em in 
You won’t let em In
You won’t let em in 
They want to be your friend
But you won’t let em in
You won’t let em in
You won’t let em in 
You tried your best again
but you won’t let em in 
You won’t let em In
You won’t let em in 
They want to be your friend
But you won’t let em in

Barricade of the Heart

Barricade of the Heart Ft. cloudhighcomeup (Prod. cloudhighcomeup)

@itsyungvan (Yung Van)
@user-182805726 (Saint Tomorrow)
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Love you all 😘 ps free hugs if needed

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here lies the emotional consequences of letting my guard down

since she left (prod. cxld blxxd)

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