prod. flesh

lyrics:
nothing in the chamber but I'm loaded 
no, I don't wanna grow much older 
it's seven in the morning took a thought and then I wrote it 
but I still hear the humming of the motor 
I can't trust these people on the phone don't know their motives 
trust is a massage to my shoulders 
I can feel the weight just lift away as I decode it 
the meaning of the words I brokered 

I've been feeling tired the only remedy is focus 
I put another beat in my folder 
someone tell me why there's all this snow in Oklahoma 
I've been fucking freezing I just wish that I could hold her 
is it time to feel all right yet? lost inside the lotus 
and I don't like this chip on my shoulder 
I just want the love reciprocated in the moment 
but people wanna fuck me over 

I don't wanna be a victim 
I just wish that you would listen 
I don't wanna break the system 
tears clouding my vision 
tell me would it hurt to give some? 
I could never make the distance and I know 
it could always hurt to live some 
but I need it for the wisdom 

I won't be safe, I won't be safe about it 
I'm okay, I'll be okay in doubt that its 
all fake, the world might cave, surrounded by 
all shapes, I fall asleep to the sound of the 
the palm trees, it's all a dream, it's crowded 
yet I'll be alone with all these people around me 
I saw me, the man in the mirror is shrouded 
by longing, what could the fall bring? 
I hope that it's all peace 

don't get me wrong
I'll tag along
but the words feel so empty
when the world talks in envy
woe
are you friend or foe?
will I ever know?
when will I be whole? are we all alone?

all these lessons vogue
I can't get more vague
where else do I go?
how can I be brave?
shut the window closed
don't let in the rain
feelings I disposed
help me get away, try another day
i just gotta sing

trust

BABY IM SO PARANOID I THINK THAT THEY HATE ME 

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ALBUM ON THE WAY !!!!

killmesumday - paranoid freestyle w/ casey trip (dercept x michaelwarren){MADE IN AMSTERDAM}

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Keep umbrella on my hip can’t rain on me 
My parade is never ending you gon see
I open doors with conversations not no key 
They see the footwork on the boy call him ali 
Ay where you shoppin at I hope it’s not ollies
But if you are then know Ansari (I’m sorry) no Aziz 
I go to sleep when the sun says hello 
They say his attitude is sour lemon cello 
They see the tonka pullin up I know that fellow 
Look at the rings on him they gold they Amarelo
A little sweet a little nutty like Ferrero

2X
Keep it keep it flip it like a tarot yeah I flip it like it’s light 
I take it flip it like a tarot like it’s my last night 
I choose another one like something I cannot afford 
I flip another 3 just cause I can just cause I’m bored 

Just cause I’m bored 
Just cause I 
Just cause I wake up some days with nothing to do 
Maybe I’ll drink the day away thinkin bout you 
Had a bitch say to me lil booj what u doin now puttin on florida scene
I thought u was a Cali boy now why u doin this to me 
Had a bitch say to me that this talkin shit it do not come for free
Just leave me lone u not my bro I do not care bout what u think 
I have the dispo saved as home up in my phone that’s how it be
Just gettin off a flight u know I’m headed home to stop the feen 
I keep it in the slums since 21 u know that been my team 
I’m in the slums until I die u can’t convince not to keep 

2X
Keep it keep it flip it like a tarot yeah I flip it like it’s light 
I take it flip it like a tarot like it’s my last night 
I choose another one like something I cannot afford 
I flip another 3 just cause I can just cause I’m bored

flip it like a tarot (lil biscuit)

alone. [ft. floret][+irby]

l y r i c s
s ɔ ᴉ ɹ ʎ l

Let it all out
Take a step back and let your mind shout
Let it all out
Now your lying down on the ground
How poetic, how you were found

I was taken aback
At the tears in your eyes 
Yet you didn't know I was there
I'm a ghost in the wind
All the thoughts in my head
And I know that you wish I was dead

just know this this is all i got
starin my direction put my stomach into knots
got a glass shell got some creases in my thoughts
you're a dark spell, close my veins and make me rot
blanch me out
boiling up my skin to burn the sickness out
touch the ground 
i couldn't pull it closer cause i dont like the doubt
you wouldnt stick to me so i wont give the chance to seek it out
feel like i barely think before i brush it off and turn around

Let it all out
Take a step back and let your mind shout
Let your mind shout 
Now your letting your demons drown
This we how we take them out
This is how we let them drown
This is how we wipe our frowns

s o c i a l s
s l ɐ ᴉ ɔ o s

h o m e s i c k 
ʞ ɔ ᴉ s ǝ ɯ o ɥ

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k n k r
ɹ ʞ u ʞ

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i n s t a g r a m
ɯ ɐ ɹ ƃ ɐ ʇ s u ᴉ

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y o u t u b e
ǝ q n ʇ n o ʎ

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d i s c o r d
p ɹ o ɔ s ᴉ p

l y p i#9009

f o l l o w m e t o v i c t o r y
ʎ ɹ o ʇ ɔ ᴉ ʌ o ʇ ǝ ɯ ʍ o l l o ɟ

ʇ n o l l ɐ ʇ ᴉ ʇ ǝ l  w/ homesick (KNKR)

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Art : https://twitter.com/ImagesAlbum/status/1577415750007955457/photo/1

// Lyrics //

(I stopped believing)
(It's just-)
(Everyday I think I)
(Believe a little less and a little less and a little less)
(And that sucks)

I'm living I'd rather be dead
I'm spinning inside of my head
I'm keeping my demons on read
Repeating all that I had said
I struggle to get out of bed
I swear that these antidepressants that add to the pressure are keeping me fed
I know that you're never impressed
Would you follow?
Highway to hell in a beaten Monte Carlo
Hard to confess run on empty I'm hollow
Hope for the best keep repressed hit the bottle

I'm counting my losses
Collect all my thoughts and put em in boxes
Run out of options
Eyes water like faucets I'm feeling nauseous
Could we just pause this?
I don't wanna force it maybe I'll forfeit
I am too cautious
How could we have lost this?
A lot here to process
No I can't
Open myself up again
To all of the trauma that got me depressed
I'm still tryna let it go
I gotta move past
All of the bullshit that you had to push on me but I still wish you the best
When I die God rest my soul
Never had a minute where I wasn't motivated
Highly medicated and I got a little bit of patience
Little but of liquor in my liver and I'm wasted
Little bit of lace in my lungs and I'm faded
I'm jaded
How could this get so complicated
I couldn't locate where the pain is
It can't be my heart cos it's vacant

I'm living I'd rather be dead
I'm spinning inside of my head
I'm keeping my demons on read
Repeating all that I had said
I struggle to get out of bed
I swear that these antidepressants that add to the pressure are keeping me fed
I know that you're never impressed
Would you follow?

Highway to hell in a beaten Monte Carlo
Hard to confess run on empty I'm hollow
Hope for the best keep repressed hit the bottle

I'm living I'd rather be dead
I'm spinning inside of my head
I'm keeping my demons on read
Repeating all that I had said
I struggle to get out of bed
I swear that these antidepressants that add to the pressure are keeping me fed
I know that you're never impressed
Would you follow?

hit the bottle (Prod. by Jolst)

hope u like it !! <33
prod - @johnnyfriend & me <3
mix - me ^^

im scared u'll hate me
does that make me crazy?
yeah, is there something wrong with u?
what are u going through?
and i still stay up late
wondering what to say

pulling pedals off of roses
telling me i'm hopeless
u think that i don't notice?
i'd rather use a lotus, oh

where do i go from here?
i'm missing u my dear
i fear that the end is near
but it's okay
in no way
will it hurt me
leaves keep falling down
and i don't know this town

memories lurk, always in the dirt
i'll tell ur man that he's the worst
and seeing u two always hurts
and now i'm fighting them all
i have nobody to call
and i'm pushed up a wall
how do i stay calm?

what could i do?
i, i never had a clue
but i'll fight this one for u
(oooh)

im scared u'll hate me
does that make me crazy?
yeah, is there something wrong with u?
what are u going through?
and i still stay up late
wondering what to say

and i'm trying to make sense
but i'm brainless
yeah, when ypu're giving me a kiss
it isn't painless
yeah, and everything you did
it was so shameless
woah, and i'm pretty sure u
get the fucking premise
i can't reminisce, no

im new here // prod. johnnyfriend & ctr1s

Illusions {VIP mix] *prodmaniks*

shoutout @memoryfactory on the feature
AMV by biteki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPqBtBqltMI
LYRIC!!!
On a quiet sunday evening, you stand on broken ground
I know you may be grieving, but there's nothing to be found
I dont know, why you come here
Waste my time, its  unclear
Things dont always make much sense
I cut our ties our dividends 

Back in time you were my friend
Actually you were more than that
You were the one i loved, and i adored you back
We were once together long ago
But things dont work out in this show
if things dont work out the first time, i doubt they work twice

[memory factory]
no worry, you found me
just hope i'm on the way
don't worry, things won't work out
this broken glass might hurt now
but not for long
tell me to please don't act like it's just a scene

broken ground ft. memory factory [prod. coka$ian]

[LYRICS]
there’s blood in my mouth i’m licking it up 
you wanna go down but i don’t give a fuck
no you better be you better be you better be

sleeping with your eyes wide open 
leave ‘em in the dirt while he choking
and i got my knives out showing
cut you in the throat i ain’t joking
lay my bones down to rest
no i don’t like when you flex 
i’ll snatch that chain off ur chest
i’ll put it on when i’m next 

one shot is all i got
i’m not bout to drop 
everything that i’ve been
fighting so hard for 
look at me now you said 
i’m just an eyesore 
100 rounds, when we show
i think it’s time you pay me back what u owe
i told u a hundred times, u should know
now u leakin bloody red on the snow
@nokerbforever :
tear my heart out cause i don't think that u know now
all the things you've done they fucked me up bad 
i'm just having fun, shoot around with my gun
i can see u wanna run, i just wanna see u down
cause i'm running with my knife, cut
yeah that bitch is all talk
tell that hoe to shut up
i don't wanna hear u talk
yeah we're about to have a one on one
imma shut you up real fast
clearly u dont wanna fight
i feel so undone
i don't think that u know
but my heart's made of stone
and u just tore it down
tearing it down
i can hear u loud
u got a long tongue
to step on

sleeping with your eyes wide open 
leave ‘em in the dirt while he choking
and i got my knives out showing
cut you in the throat i ain’t joking
lay my bones down to rest
no i don’t like when you flex 
i’ll snatch that chain off ur chest
i’ll put it on when i’m next 

mastered by kerby :3
thank you guys for listening you rock! <3 ^-^

EYESORE

EYESORE w/ NOKERB [Rapsy Beats]

produced by sorrow bringer

without you
i hate you (hate you)
i love you still come back to me

what the fuck is wrong with me im still chasing you, baby yeah
all i think of you your so glue to me on god i swear
why still bother you when you dont fuckinnn care
we've been thru a lot
my hearts cold cos i keep it inside
want you and me baby notice me tryin
tell me you want me please make up ur mind
i think about you all of the time
when hearts boutta break
all the time we've spend
wish i could just erase
everything, do it again
even if i still ache
i want you closer to me

you could still give me a chance
im not over you
yet, yet

got my heart broken once again
lost one of my friends, but she was there
at my lowest i fell for her
and now it breaks me everyday
a thousand miles away from her
its all fucked, cant tell my friends
open up, im too ashamed
can not ever speak again
im not really stable
again

all fucked
its not fair

without you

// 23 //
having audio/recording issues, will be MIA for a little while

hit the bottle (Prod. by Jolst)

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