I put my heart in this. 5 months of a journey.

Mir Vertrauen

have to

"Life is like a circle money coming round"

Time Out! (wrldofcrona)

*Reuploaded* was falsely copyrighted

Beat :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-eVCkBrvMuQ

Lyrics :

I've been popping tabs and smoking grass then catching taxis home
When I'm feeling sad I drop a grand on Gucci branded clothes
Been with college grads and blowing cash on shit I can't afford
Check your pictures on my phone
Whenever I feel alone
Said you've been falling out love
You need a change stop playing games
For you I never was enough
So many things I rearranged
So I've been popping tabs and smoking grass then catching taxis home
Check our pictures on my phone
Whenever I feel alone

I take the ache and the pain and push it to the back of my brain
My heart been full of disdain with all the broken parts it contains
I pray for better days no
You wanted better say so
I'd gone insane trying to change but it was way too late tho
Been smoking one too many cigarettes
And you're the one who lost interest
And my whole life has been a mess
Who would've guessed it would end like this
It's still a lot to process
To me it don't make no sense
It feels like I'm drowning way out in the ocean

No I
Can't accept the fact
You survived
Without a scratch
And my life has been a wreck
Say I'm fine
If you ever ask

I've been popping tabs and smoking grass then catching taxis home
When I'm feeling sad I drop a grand on Gucci branded clothes
Been with college grads and blowing cash on shit I can't afford
Check your pictures on my phone
Whenever I feel alone
Said you've been falling out love
You need a change stop playing games
For you I never was enough
So many things I rearranged
So I've been popping tabs and smoking grass then catching taxis home
Check our pictures on my phone
Whenever I feel alone

alone (Prod. by siemspark x ayoleybeats)

Art : https://twitter.com/ImagesAlbum/status/1521550155480195075/photo/1

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HshffCf8BDQ

// Lyrics //

You waste away in the pain you paid for
The plan you laid is splayed across the floor
And maybe we were meant for something more
And maybe we were meant for something more
The waves they crash against the sandy shore
The blanks upon the page that we had torn
And maybe we were meant for something more
And maybe we were meant for something more

My head starts spinning I'm bout to fall down
With the state I'm in to you I'm bound
In fresh cut wounds of love I'm found again

The neighbors can't help but to stop and stare
At the brown skinned girl with the darkish hair
As she steps in the world that we both share again

You waste away in the pain you paid for
(You leave here I hate you)
The plan you laid is splayed across the floor
And maybe we were meant for something more
And maybe we were meant for something more
The waves they crash against the sandy shore
The blanks upon the page that we had torn
(I guess not, I think I must have misread all those signals)
(I guess you did)

meant for something more (Prod. by xmichaelwarren)

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-Es0uMP9rU

Art : https://twitter.com/ImagesAlbum/status/1577415750007955457/photo/1

// Lyrics //

(I stopped believing)
(It's just-)
(Everyday I think I)
(Believe a little less and a little less and a little less)
(And that sucks)

I'm living I'd rather be dead
I'm spinning inside of my head
I'm keeping my demons on read
Repeating all that I had said
I struggle to get out of bed
I swear that these antidepressants that add to the pressure are keeping me fed
I know that you're never impressed
Would you follow?
Highway to hell in a beaten Monte Carlo
Hard to confess run on empty I'm hollow
Hope for the best keep repressed hit the bottle

I'm counting my losses
Collect all my thoughts and put em in boxes
Run out of options
Eyes water like faucets I'm feeling nauseous
Could we just pause this?
I don't wanna force it maybe I'll forfeit
I am too cautious
How could we have lost this?
A lot here to process
No I can't
Open myself up again
To all of the trauma that got me depressed
I'm still tryna let it go
I gotta move past
All of the bullshit that you had to push on me but I still wish you the best
When I die God rest my soul
Never had a minute where I wasn't motivated
Highly medicated and I got a little bit of patience
Little but of liquor in my liver and I'm wasted
Little bit of lace in my lungs and I'm faded
I'm jaded
How could this get so complicated
I couldn't locate where the pain is
It can't be my heart cos it's vacant

I'm living I'd rather be dead
I'm spinning inside of my head
I'm keeping my demons on read
Repeating all that I had said
I struggle to get out of bed
I swear that these antidepressants that add to the pressure are keeping me fed
I know that you're never impressed
Would you follow?

Highway to hell in a beaten Monte Carlo
Hard to confess run on empty I'm hollow
Hope for the best keep repressed hit the bottle

I'm living I'd rather be dead
I'm spinning inside of my head
I'm keeping my demons on read
Repeating all that I had said
I struggle to get out of bed
I swear that these antidepressants that add to the pressure are keeping me fed
I know that you're never impressed
Would you follow?

hit the bottle (Prod. by Jolst)

prod. by kssbeatz, your beats are dope, bro

Some experimental
I thought i won't finish this one, just i was confused if it's good

lyrics:
Losing my mind every day
I can find a way
Just to rid it all away
But my mind's a scary fucking place
Bricks inside my face
But i'm tryna rearrange
Grind my teeth
Baking up then sleep
Catch on every hope
And you find yourself on sheet
But you waking at midnight
Just to try to fight
Who are you just lying
I'm craving imma dying
Please don't take it with regret
Grit my teeth to everything you ever said
You are dying and that's all
Write about my love
But i've never tryna fall

Castle brings the walls
Building it on past
I would never take a rest
I am going to what's next
I am going to what's next
Riding every lane to find the best

Blowing stuff but i ain't make it mine
It just caught right to my sight
I don't know how do i ride
How do i ride?
Autumn's getting colder
So i take it to my mind

Drink some fluid
Shot it up like bullet now
I don't know
I ain't never come around
Will you never be mine

WTFall is freezing(prod.kssbeatz)

main component [prod. past encounters]

first song of 2023, that's pretty cool

thanks for listening <3

baudelaire [prod. stoic]

(prod. aspect x maxflynn)
Lyrics:
You talk again and again
But I don’t fucking listen
You're different with all your friends
While I feel like I'm imprisoned
You remind me what I said
Even though I say I didn't
I’m so done with all this dread
Glad your ego hasn't risen again

You walk away thinking everything is fine
You take forever just to process that you're wrong so many times
And I wake up everyday knowing I can't even try
To help the situation baby I'm so done with all your lies
You walk away thinking everything is fine
You take forever just to process that you're wrong so many times
And I wake up everyday knowing I can't even try
To help the situation baby I'm so done with all your lies

Taking every single chance I have at getting better
I just want a single moment that I feel as if I've never
Been fucked in the head
Looking tired looking dead
And It's all because of you
That I'm writing in my bed

With you I don't know what to think anymore
You fuck my life keep slamming the door
On my face I've had enough
You're a bitch babe I've had enough

You walk away thinking everything is fine
You take forever just to process that you're wrong so many times
And I wake up everyday knowing I can't even try
To help the situation baby I'm so done with all your lies
You walk away thinking everything is fine
You take forever just to process that you're wrong so many times
And I wake up everyday knowing I can't even try
To help the situation baby I'm so done with all your lies

I’ve had enough
You're a bitch babe
You're a bitch and I've had enough

I've Had Enough

aiko (prod ukii)

// 23 //
having audio/recording issues, will be MIA for a little while

meant for something more (Prod. by xmichaelwarren)

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